i missed school today. am not well. anyway, today is my grandmothers bday. and guess what she gets from a friend. a laptop!!! hello. wasn't i the one who wanted a laptop.

so i was going to connect it and get it started when my grand mother says. "we'll allow aiya(my bro) to do it.. he likes these stuff"...

i mean, they can trust me with it. i got so annoyed and locked my self in my room. urgh! then i started a new story. not actually a story with a plat and all. but like maybe what happens in my life.

and now i have a friend who i met on FB. he's sweet and kind BUT he's my friends cousin. so he has told his cousin "i met two girls from ur skul who are so sweet" and this other friend who knew that i was friends with the guy shouts "ya, one of them is shailee" how sweet.

so am gonna have lunch in a little while. i missed breakfast too. i have lost my appetite. can you remember how much i used to eat and now!!

i know that am slacking on my entries. but i cant help it. so anyway, am getting out of here. i need to study....


oh ya.. i forgot to mention. my grand mother is taking us out for lunch on Saturday. i just got my period and i usually dont go out then. so two days and it wont be alright. i mean, urgh!!! they never think about me. plus my bro has some thing on that day. Sunday is a no since my mother has classes and Monday a no since my cousin has a class. i had two freaking classes on Saturday.

am just so annoyed since they never never think about what i like. or whether i want to go. am just gonna tell my mother that i mayn't be able to go. i may miss a free lunch at a good hotel, but idc. just so annoying that they have to think about my mothers class and cousins class and all. decide on a date and drag me along when am not into it.

so ya.... i'll tellya what happens....

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afsa, sure thing..... and thanxxx

heyy people

am feeling very sleepy. and sad. i finished reading Marley & Me. so so sad. i knew he was dying and yet....

so anyway, school! science and religion were boring. and now.. in about 1 1/2 hours my new business sir is coming. wish me luck since he's old and i dont like old masters since they are mean and annoying.

so if my entries stop, then pls moan for me. [:P]

i have some stuff to write but not now since i dont have the time. later....

today was nice. i was laughing a lot. on the whole i had a great day. didnt have a minute to be sad. and thats good.

last 100 or so pages of Marley & Me. i got 80% for a really crappy essay i wrote. my grand mother gave $50 and another $50 for the bank. they are trying to make me save. okay, not that. its for my FUTURE...

anyway, my lips have got very dry. its just annoying since i hate lip balm and such stuff. so it gets very irritating when my lips are dry.

my grand mother's 73rd bday is on the 17th. i wrote this for her.

A heart of gold
mind so bold
we all know
you love to sew

you are one of a kind
so hard to find
you are the light
that keeps me alive

for hurting your feelings
forgetting your teachings
I am feeling guilty
for saying things nasty

you are the best
in the East and West
at times i was a pest
now you deserve a rest

Athammee**, you are the best
making my life the greatest
since the day i was born
you've never made me feel torn

from my heart's core
I want to think you
for all your love
everything you've done


Athammee** - thats Grandmother in Sinhala... the term I use

what do you think?? but, i have to brush it up a little bit more.

my computer time is kinda over. a few minutes more. and then am going to complete my grand mother's card and do my maths home work. i have Buddhism home work too. but am just too lazy.

so now..... am kinda bored.. i need some new songs. i like rock and anything else. not a fan of rap and country....

and also am thinking about what to wear for our school fair. i mean, what color. cus i'd be wearing my black pants and now i dont have a nice top. plus i dont have good shoes. hmm. maybe i'll go shopping this sat...

i got the book of Marley & Me. its just so so nice. i was up till late reading it. no, i couldn't finish it since i got some HORRIBLE stomach cramps.

Rush spent the night here. but i couldn't even say hi to him. i couldn't even look at his face since i knew that i wont be able to control my anger. now i know that L was in it too, since my bro tols me this "you know, we hacked into R's account." if they did that to R that means, it happened to L also. but in L's case he was also in it.

anyway, lets talk about my life. is it interesting???? no!!! i have so much to do and am just wasting time online.

i dont think that am 100% healthy at the moment. not even 50%. my tummy is giving me a lot of trouble. i really need a doctor now. urgh....

ya, this is short since i have nothing interesting to say.

sorry but am getting so boring. dont u think so??????

MY NEIGHBORS

they put all their garbage near our wall. it stinks. i mean, two days ago i found a big bag of yellow rice near our gate. so obviously, all the stray dogs are near our house. then yesterday, they had put some stinking bag.

not to mention our neighbors grandchild's visits. when ever he/she comes over you can find loads of used diapers in front of my uncle's and our walls... i mean, you cant be that irresponsible. we burn our garbage. its such and easy thing to do. and this particular "diaper guy" is one of our countries famous photographers. oh! the money they have. so so much and they cant even burn their own trash

its so damn friggen annoying. why be so selfish and inconsiderate??? but if they get to know about some american celebrity who burns his/her own trash. they'll start burning our trash too. if any of you know any one really famous.. pls tell them to release a video where they are burning their own garbage. thank you.

now last night. if you read yesterdays entry you'll know that i was confused and mad. so going to bed like that, i knew that sleep wouldn't come fast. then i go to my room with this headache and OMG!! surprise! surprise!

our neighbors are throwing a party. LOUD music and all. our country has a rule "no loud music after 10pm" it was damn well past 10pm. i just couldn't sleep. then i went to my grandmother's room and slept. it wasn't that bad there.

and if they were nice sweet songs. sure, no prb. at least they will make me fall asleep. but no! the worst songs on earth. and damn old songs. no prb with old songs. i love most of them. well, not most but some.

these songs were like these loud ewww songs. see, SL also has a way of heavy metal kinda music. but our kind is eww and ugly and you just cant listen to it. like the words aren't at all nice and blah blah.

so i was just so annoyed. now a better part. dogs and cats. ya, they love to sing at night. you know, there are so many funerals here that they cry a lot. dog lovers out there, am sorry but our dogs here are unbearable.

one starts barking and then!!! they are better than the worlds best choir... like having all of the stray dogs plus my neighbors 5-6 dogs barking... and ya, we can sleep tight with all that noise

then the cats. they screech and fight in the night. if there are kittens. we have new pets. ya, they are put into our garden. its not even easy to get rid of cats

and now the other thing. broken plates and plastic bottles and what not are all dumped in to our garden. do you think that we enjoy having a messy garden????

and we have some lovely creepers growing near our wall. passion and some vegetables. ya and we love to share them with others. but share and not give all of them. they just pluck every thing and go. leave a thank you note, nope. why be bothered.

ya, so you practically, learned a lot about my neighbors. mind you, am not talking about one particular person. but all those houses surrounding me..

so thank you for reading. u can imagine my day by reading thing.

later.....