humanhead , 18

i woke up really late today. at 12noon. whats wrong with me??? well, i went to bed at around 3am. i watched some really boring stupid movies cuz i had nothing else to do.

i was chatting with Ud before the movies. and he has got a car. he's 16 so he cant legally drive a car. but w/c.. its nice. not an awfully good car, but heck! he has a car.

so he asked me if it was nice. and i said "ya, but you gotta take me for a ride" and he said yes! yes, in a very serious way. cuz he also said "but dont tell F"

F is the girl he used to like and all. the girl who is my friend and likes Ud and isnt all that happy about Ud being such a close friend.

also when answering the "hows life?" question he said that he was fine. so i said that everyone is happy, which is great. he just said HMMMMM. so i asked if everyone around him is happy. he said that his sister in Australia is upset. and cuz of that he is also upset. how sweet. he really loves his sister.

he's a very sweet boy. i mean, when am upset he will raise my spirits and make all these weird jokes.

so anyway. Ud also said that he should have spoken to me the first day he saw me(the ONLY day he saw me).. so i said that it was a decision you made at that time. it did hurt cuz he was standing right next to me but didnt say a word.

i mean, i didnt expect him to, cuz i was with three other friends and Rash was talking to two of them. so it'll be rude of us to start our own convo. but it would have been nice.

so back to what i was talking about, he then said that it was the worst decision he ever made. aww. how sweet. but he had to go then. but he came back later. yet, didnt stay for long.

tomorrow is poya. no school. yey! have to study. so adios people.
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well, with all of the 3.0 talk i checked the beta versions. i really dont like it. cuz it made me go nuts. i stumbled upon KB and really loved the site. it was a nice place to rant and vent all you want. knowing that those who criticize you, just dont know you. those who read my journal are strangers to me.

but 3.0 doesnt seem all that friendly. i missed 1.0... but 2.0 was good enough for me. i would be really lost there. and so i may leave permanently. maybe stay on, but i wont continue this journal. thats if am not comfy with 3.0

but am leaving with no anger or ill-will. cuz change is universal and we have to expect change in our lives. but change is not always good. so lets see what the future holds...

plus, i wrote this bit cuz am seriously jobless at the moment. my maths sir didnt come today cus it was raining. i have a class in the morning tomorrow. plus i have to study for my exam...

so i went through the beta version of kiwibox and its way too confusing for me. it really is. but besides that, i dont see a reason for people to leave KB. but this matter doesn't interest me in the least now. cuz it is none of my business.

today is a tiring day. but i'll talk about yesterday, since i didnt make an entry. y'days meeting went well. i changed my subject combination. instead of doing Eng lit i'll be doing history. we are doing the British history and the Russian revolution and all. nice.

it was late when i got home. i didnt stay up till late. it was just too tiring. i woke up at 8 something. :P

then i went to get our monthly groceries. we walked a lot. and that made me even more tiring. am hungry and sleepy now. and just jobless. i mean, i have stuff to do but none of my lazy bones are moving.

its gonna start raining now. urgh! lightening. scary.

but anyway... i have to go now. laterrr

today = best day of my life.

this wont be long cus i have not a lot to say. today was so nice. i was laughing a lot. trust me, when i say A LOT!

i thought that it would get worse but no. i didnt do my maths home work and our teacher didnt ask for it. yey!

then we had our house meetings. always fun. only half the class came today. 13 girls...

and Ud is chatting with me right now. he's so sweet. bt well, my friend says that he's not a really good kind of person. [:(]

so ya.. my background is missing... its just plain white. urgh!

not sure about staying after school tomorrow. if it rains, i cant stay. so thats gonna be bad

hmm. there's nothing else.

ooh... L came over today. sweet. i was coming home nd they were also cuming. i was in the school van and he just turns. (they were walking)

then he luks away nd looks at me again and smiles. then he said some thing to R nd the other guy with them and they say sumthing between themselves. and when our van passed them, all three of them smiled in a VERY weird way.

???

my van driver sure did misunderstand. they r always like that. and in the morning we were passing this boys' school. and two guys were walking. and this one guy was smiling in a very sweet way.

also this small boy waved at us. they r so cute. cute as in, adorable.

well, i wnt go on about all those adorable people on earth.. okay, i have time for one more

there are guys in our school nursery. so they were all going to the pool.. girls and boys.. but there were only two boys in that class. they may have been about 4-5 years old.

and the two guys were together nd they were so cute. so i told dat to a friend.. "omg! they r so so cute"

and the little boy says this to his friend "those akkis(elder sisters) called us cute"

isnt that sweet. and they start giggling. lol. well, am having dinner now. another dose of red rice...

later...