weirdest thing on earth happened yesterday. rush wanted to know if i like L. can u remember the day that L asked me out?? but it was actually, rush.
well, it was rush and L, together. so anyway, rush asked me about it, and went on and on about how he should know about it, since he's my bro.
so finally, i had to give in and say, ya, i do like L. so then he asks me if i wanna tell him(L). i said no, since i dont want to go through the whole "but i love you as a sister" thing again.
so rush asked me what i would do if L did love me too. so i told him that if L is into it, we'd go out and see how things work.
and then rush tells me that L would ask me out. oh, and before that, rush said that a friend likes me. but he didnt tell who that friend was.
and then, viola! that friend is L. and he got things muddled up and told me that he will get out of my life. i got so mad. i mean, i just told him that the whole world will know that i like/d L through him. it was a freaking joke or statement or w/e.
am just so damn pissed now since idk what to do, what to believe in. firstly, rush should know that am no toy. he cant just lie to me.
maybe am not that into L now, but such stuff will hurt, since they never will happen. so i just told all this to sarah. and she's gonna tell rush not to say such stuff to me ever again.
so lets see what happens. i'll tellya everything, if something does happen.