one week since J and i last spoke.. as friends. [>:)]
my deceased great grand mother's birthday is today. [<3]
two months since i last saw rush and R.. [:I]
two months ago i saw Rash and Ud for the first time [:|]

[<3] yey! 26th is a sweet day!!! [<3]

today was great. our last day of P.E for the whole year and last day of P.E as a class. we played basket ball. even i played.

school days are awesome!!!

[:P] [:P] [:P] [:P] [:P] [:P]

am feeling all excited today. no idea as to why.. but i like it

its so not me to make my journal this WEIRD!!! but am in such a good mood.. hehe..

oh ya. my BS sir. if he turns up tomorrow he's gonna be [x(]

am so annoyed. you come if
1)you promised
2)we pay you[:(!]

so am chatting with PG.... [:o)] he's so sweet. if i ask him, "do you know.. so and so???" he'll give his answer and go on and on asking how i know him/her, why i asked him and urgh!!!

so basically, he finds out using EVERYTHING

hmm...

i have nothing else. to talk about.... [;)]

catchya later.... luvya laodzzz

today doesn't seem to be a good day.

i had a nice but short chat with sarah. it was funny. [:D] no one else was chatting with me. i miss L [:'(]

i think that my dreams are telling me something. i saw some kangaroos(in my dreams) the night before.. and saw some yesterday(TV)... then i saw this red and black bird(dreams) and today one walked by me..

creepy!!! but must be pure coincidence and nothing else. [:)]

i watched titanic yesterday. i was bored and there was nothing else on TV. so i watched it and.. hm.. [:(]

i woke up kinda late today. had a nice wash. but am going to have a bath in a little while cus am melting here. people are talking about freezing, and here i am. hoping that i can wear a total skinny and short shorts! seriously.

but i cant, cus my bro doesn't like it. so protective and urgh! guys can wear anything, but not girls.

our computer is super slow. i am scanning it now. i just have this page opened cus i cant load the others. :/

so irritating. when things are SLOW... ya, am sure that there are some viruses or what ever they are. bugs/worms....

anyway...

on a brighter tone, i studied a lot. history and science. some one really has to motivate me. i never study. and its not good.

and i just realized that it will take me a helluva long time to save this....

[;)] am quite bored at the moment. awful. oh... and yesterday was a friend's bday. my friends cousin who i met on FB! well, so i wished.. yey.. [:P]

and the 22nd was my mom's friend bday. he was here and i wished him. but you know, we went through the whole hug and kiss this. i hate it. cuz well, i am quite short and i can never reach a guys cheek unless i stand on my toes.

so ya. i had to stand like that, and yet, it was hard. pls. make me taller. but i wont complain. this height is great..

thats it for now... cus i have nothing else to talk about. hmm... [:D]

HAVE[:P]A[:D]GREAT[:)]DAY![;)]!

So my parents are ANNOYING! They say one thing, and they next second another. Urgh! Now my mom says that I can to what ever I want, but not my father. He says that I should do the local thing.

My eyes are itchy and my head feels so heavy. Not the flu. My term exams are next week.

I feel so annoyed. [:(]

So am going through some random pics of our school. Its so beautiful. I mean, as some one had commented, every building/place has some kind of a memory.

The sci lab-this awful science seminar, J still gets bugged cus of what the master told her/us
Home sci room-we have cooked so many things and had great fun.

And the list goes on.

i have nothing new or interesting. Lets see what comes up later…


oh ya.. change stinks....

am having dinner now. some fish cutlets and bread w/ butter. not interesting, but tasty.

school could have got better... if J at least smiled at me. all the other girls are asking me why we are mad at each other and i have no answer to give.

so anyway, we got out A/L applications today. as expected my parents want me to do the Local A/L's.. but its London for me. we have both in our school.

as soon as i told my mom what i had chosen, she was negative. even my bro said that it was better to do the London thing. then not only my mom, but my dad says that i should do Local.

if they dont want to spend all that money on my education, sure tell me... but thats not the reason, or so they say. they actually want to put me to this school near our house, where my cousins go. i hate it. their uniform is not bad, but awful.

i dont like to say things against schools and all, but they cant just change my school. so lets see what happens..

and ya.. i guess i cant be a journalist. am not a talented writer.. and well, my mother says that i cant do anything if i do the London thingyyy..

so anyway... i heard that J will be sticking to our school without leaving. so she'll be staying and i'll be going?? urgh!!! life is so unfair.

i think am having a cold. i just sneezed!!! that doesn't happen often. yey! i can stay up till late. no classes tomorrow.

well, i've covered up all i want to say. good night guys(thats what it is at the moment [:D])

laterrr...
*hugs*

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kirstybbe : ya, i cant talk to my mom cus she wont listen. according to her am always wrong

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ya, so my mom is so annoying. my computer time is from 4.30-6.30... so i was watching some movie with my mom and it ended at around 5.10...

so i get to the computer but my bro was using it. he came home at around that time. so obviously, it was my comp time, and he was using it

so at around 6.30 i told my bro that i would like to have the comp at around 7 since i didnt use it before. he says that he too didnt use it before.

and then he also tells me that he cant help it that i watched a movie with my mom. i've watched that movie earlier and hated it. i watched it again cus maybe, my mom and i need to be much closer.

so ya... in the end i get only one hour of computer time!!! lord!!! i know that my exams are in a few more weeks, but i'd really like to talk to my friends...

so ya, J came today. how i hate her. she didnt speak to me, so ya.. you cant expect me to be the sweet faithful friend, right? we didnt speak to each other except for a few words..

also my boy crazy friend is getting on my nerves. she always sits with us now, during our break. she doesn't like the girl who sits next to her(no one does, such a bitch!), and so ya, i have to listen to her rant about Ud... if you remember him.. my friend who is way too friendly and all..

well, so my other friend and i were just joking and telling stuff about him. and well, J was their. so obviously, some of the girls said somethings to her. oh, ya. she was away, and when she came back into class they started singing "here comes the bride..."

it was a joke. well, she's dark and kinda over weight but thinks that she's slim. so maybe she thought that we were saying it to laugh at her. she doesn't know many guys, and our girls have no idea that she actually even liked a guy... so you know how it goes...

so ya, now why J is a pumpkin headed ass.... i've really got no idea.. but my mother says that its all my fault. that my temper makes people want to leave my life and never return. ahh. idc

now there's this guy. he's super annoyed cus i called him malla(younger brother!) just a few months younger... guys!!!

so i just realized how much i hate the word "lol"... i have no idea why but i hate it. okay, so i do use it and all... but...

so anyway... my time is up... time to go and face the REAL world... lord, i hate it... so anyway... adios my friends...