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lady_demon : i tried telling her. but she thought that i was just being rude.
lightning3 : i wanted to hide all her status updates and such but if she ever finds out, i will be losing a really good friend... so that cant be done

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now sarah is really ignoring me. why is it that nearly all my friends hate me?? maybe its just me. so this is how it feels to know who your true friends are.

so J may turn up tomorrow. i just hope that she leaves me alone, or i will explode. seriously. i cant take it anymore. my cousin sis, grand mom and i just had a heated convo.

families! they will never understand what we are going through. i really need a friend. not a friend who will just disappear or say things against me. but some one who will listen and understand what i'm going through

school was pretty annoying today. just draggy and all. it doesn't feel like a school day. and i dont have any homework too. but i need to study,

well, this is short. just that all i have to talk about is sarah... and i dont want to bore you with that

and ya.. sarah is actually asking me if am angry with her... YES!! i am. but i wont tell her anything cus i dont want that "ya, okie w/e.. even i hate you" coming out of her mouth.

so am listening to sacrifice by elton john. the only song that can make me cry. oh.. well, not to forget tears in heaven. any other old songs i missed out??

ohh... and did i forget to tell you girls that rush is also mad at me,,, still... he wont even say hi... i sent him a msg yesterday... but well...

also i started clicking the hide button for all quizzes and game stuff... so annoying...

so i think that i have covered up everything. thats everything going on in my simple life.

okie so sarah is so mad with me now. she has updated her FB status more than a billion times. she's at home(H1N1) and so she's always online. urgh! so annoying when people keep on changing it.

the worst thing is, it doesnt get listed and say show 7 more... but she'd change it, post a quiz result thing, change it, another quiz, change it, put some other thing(lets say farmville or something)

so kaw has said something about it. and sarah brought up the subject and even i told her that it is pretty annoying. so she goes on and on saying that there's no rule & law and so on.

i mean, its true right?? when your whole page is covered by just one single friend's status updates... oh! did i forget to mention that ALL the updates are about her being sick. so damn freaking annoying

i really have to go now.. so i'll complete this in a while.. till then... take care

plus, am sure that most if not all, agree with sarah's FB habit...


[:P] [:P] [:P]
okie so.... am back... my accounts master DID NOT turn up. lord... i hate people who just dont turn up. how much does it cost to call me. i mean, surely you can at least do that.

so back to sarah... she has changed her status again... why cant some one tell her?? well, but that some one has to be a total outsider or she wouldn't listen.

she thinks that we are jealous or something... we really dc a tuppence about her life there. urgh!! well, but even if she thinks that am being mean, i have no time to care. she wont even chat with me anymore.

also J.... she came to school with fever. they are trying to stop H1N1 from spreading and she comes to school. i got really annoyed. cus she send me a msg the day before saying that she may not come cus she has fever. so i told her NOT to come cus she's carrying a virus and all..

nah.. she comes to school. i really lost it and gave her a lecture on what i think about such selfish people who have no consideration towards others. so the poor baby is mad and all... she doesn't talk to me at all.. idc. i was talking with all my other friends and staying away from her.

its good that she finally understood that she is sick and stayed at home. or i wont be able to write this... i'd be in prison and she'd be in heaven.. nah.. dont think so...

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

i love that bit of "how could this happen to me" by simple plan... loveee it. oh ya.. school was okie... we are going to have some history seminar. looking forward to it [;)]

so you've heard enough and i have to go study.... later.... have a great day..

am kinda annoyed at the moment. sarah says that am her best friend and so on. but she never tells me anything. she likes some guy and i dont even know his name. i mean, i thought that besties are supposed to share everything. okie, not everything but at least most things. am just so so annoyed. its not like am jobless enough to actually go and tell him or something.

and she's also kinda depressed right now, but she wont tell me why. i'd really like to know. i mean, at least as a normal friend. we are like sisters. hello!!! am feeling like the black sheep of the family. people ask me, "so how's sarah?" and all i can say is "ya, she's doing great" then they say "oh really? cus she told me this" and so the story goes. urgh!

well, so yesterday she was online. i said hi and no reply from her. god! but she was chatting with others and all. okie, well, she was active at the moment cus she was publishing all those "friend of the day" stuff. if she has something against me, ya... just stop calling me her best friend. lord. am annoyed.

another thing. that H1N1 or w/e thing is spreading around SL too. just hoping that i dont get it cus most girls in our school have fever, so there is some possibility that it is the above mentioned flu.

well, i guess, this is it for now. i'll finished this later. not in the mood to type anything......

today was awful. my tummy was aching and i was sleeping the whole day. i hate this time of the month.

L was online a while ago. i think i still like him. hmm. and before i forget...

i heard my great grand mothers voice. kinda like my mums but it was a booming voice. i have not heard her voice when she was young, and told my grandmom to describe it.

she passed away a few years ago. and it was as if she called me. it was just "shailee".. but as if she called me up to heaven. and i wasnt even dreaming. i was wide awake, trying to sleep.

so it really scared me. but now i think that all she wanted to say was that she's in a good place. though if i suddenly disappear, just know that i have joined her.

idk guys. i've got that weird feeling again. urgh!!!

nd isnt the video of sacrifice by elton john so sad. the last bit, where the father dances with his daughter. i always think of what i am missing. a loving father to be with me.

but well, life isnt always good. so well, this is short.. cus i have not much to say.. luv you girls!!!

Rash
apiwa dannet naane (YOU DONT KNOW US NOW, ISN'T IT?)

Shailee
apo naha... oya kawdha?? (OH NO.. WHO ARE YOU?)

Rash

[:(] [:(]

[:(] [:(]

Shailee
awww...

Rash
im da cake gobler
4gt me sooo sooon
aiooooooooo (OH DEAR)
[:(] [:(]

Shailee
ohhh... nah nah...
hw cn i frget my cake gobbler

Rash
hehe
dnt lie mn
u srsly did
ya soooooooooooooo badddddd
n heyy

Shailee
no wayy... never

Rash
i tried 2 tll ya gdnght
btw da phne wz engg

Shailee
ohhh... really?? [:(] [:(]

Rash

[:X] [:X]
oops
sryy
mistake
waradila kiss kalE (I MISTAKENLY KISSED YOU)

Shailee
hehe... no prb... i dnt want ur sticky kisses

Rash
ahhhh
u knw wt
ppl
r dng 2 get a kiss 4rm me
my sweet lips
lol
[:P] [:P]

Shailee
ohh... they dnt knw wat they r headin fr
sweet???? use a better word

Rash
y dnt ya sgs me smtn btr

Shailee
sticky.. drooling... icky
plain disgustin

Rash
apooooo (OHHH)
u wld neva say
dt if u gt 1
4rm me
unfrtntly
ya nt lucky engh

Shailee
ya ryt... maybe i'll remembr mr wrds
my luck is vry gud to nt get on frm ya

Rash
hehe
heyy
gtg
tc
gbu
byee

Shailee
okie dokie...

Rash
shl i cal 2dy

Shailee
tc... bye.. cya

Rash
??

Shailee
u cll.. bt i wnt answr..

Rash
[:P] [:P]

Shailee
cus amma( MUM) wil so kick me outta here

[:D] [:D]

Rash
ehenam naganna (THEN GO FLY A KITE- NOT EXACTLY THAT THOUGH)

Shailee
nala inne (ALREADY DID THAT)

Rash
hehe okk
mybe latr dn
tc

Shailee
ya.. sure
tc

Rash
byeee

Shailee
byeeeee


thats my convo with Rash. weird... right?? he just broke up with his GF(first love [;)] ) cus she thought that he was cheating on her. obviously, she would come to such a conclusion if he chats like this.

but he's so so sweet. seriously... and he's not the bad type.

I wished upon a star
For a friend so true
And now I thank my lucky star
Cus you are here with me

It’s a dream come true
You being here for me
Taking my side, even when I’m wrong
And making me feel alright

Through the good and the bad
You stick like glue
For the best and the worst
You are a friend so true

Take my hand, walk beside me
Don’t leave me alone
I cant survive without you
This world is so cruel

You are not just a friend
But a god sent gift
Especially made, just for me
An angel from above

I thank the lord, I thank my stars
For having my wish granted
You are here, there for me
Right till the end

wat do you think?

i got so annoyed with J today. she just gets on my nerves. pain in the ass. always "shailee study!" "my bro is better" "i did this" and "i did that"... urgh!!! just so damn annoying. i mean, there's a limit...

so this is short and useless.. but hmm.. oh ya... skul was awesome today. out of the 8 periods we have, 3 were fully free periods. double BS and sci, were also kinda free-ish since we were talking and all.

so it was only during english that we actually worked. lucky us!!!

so well, am getting out of here.... tgif... well, the end of it now...


oh ya, i just remembered. whats all this about kiwi 3.0??? am super confused... i've seen the frnt page thing of that and seriously, i dont like it. but does this mean that, our journals and stuff will be gone??