humanhead , 18

HELLO!

tonight, actually in the eve my friends and i are going for this school fair which, i hope will be amazing! i really dont feel like good. its so hot over here. sweating like crazy. i've been nothing with life lately, just watching tv shows like Bones and True Blood and i haven't really been goling out and what not. so am not really up for it, but its our last school year, done with scool next april. so its our last fair.

september is done with.

so thats the cake my cousins and i baked and iced for my grandmothers birthday. we actually got 75 in candles too, it was a last minute thing cuz we had this alms giving on the same day. but the cake was made the day before. basically its a butter cake with chocolate powder with chocolate butter icing on it. and the heart was a gone wrong brownie, with too much flour and to cover that up we made a sauce with melted cooking chocolate and as girls who wanna have fun, poured some of my uncle's brandy to give it a nice shine.

anyway, we were proud of our efforts as we really did try hard to make a nice cake and it was nice. not too much sugar so i could eat it.

back to my True Blood. i've gotten so lazy that even blogging makes me tired.

so am back blogging here. it just wasn't right to blog elsewhere. its bad that this entry is a bit on the sad side but i just cant help it. my grandmother is getting on my nerves. she takes old age for granted and i just dont get her anymore. my cousins grandmother spends only about 6months next door, thats six months a year. so my cousin and her grandmother dont get along. and my grandmother, thats the one we share, well, she goes on and on about how that grandmother expects too much and yaddi yaddi yaa. its annoying because, she doesn't see that she's the same. waiting for us to make the slightest movement to watch something on tv. while we are watching something she'll complain about us watching tv all the time and how she never gets to watch. and only when am at the tv. she never gets my brother to sacrifice his tv or computer time and am really sick and tired of it. its really late, i stayed up to watch "whats eating gilbert grapes" and i must say, excellent acting. a perfect movie. a great end to a great day (okay its part 12 midnight though)

tomorrow or maybe in a few days time i'll update you on what has been going on in life. my grandmothers birthday, the cake we baked for her and other little things. see you later :)

okay kiwibox. one question for you, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU? yes, no joke. i just saw that some one wants to flirt with me. the last time i checked kiwibox was about friendship and a true community. now its about flirting? or have i completely misunderstood what this flirting thing on KB means? cause i am confused. i mean, sure i come here only to blog. so i type whatever and click on publish and i close the tab and go on with life but that doesn't mean i dont notice the little things that go on here. like instead of being a friend some one can just flirt with me?

okay so am back on facebook. its good since i cant just not talk with all my friends from school. its bad since now i'm forced to act all nice to people i dont like. i did something really shitty to a friend and i do feel bad. but i wont take back what i said. not that i can. i haven't been sleeping well. last night i went to bed at around 11.30pm but was up today at around 7am! yesterday i was up by 6.30am. it aint fun at all