[color=deeppink]T h i r t e e n.This weekend has felt like its flown by. I can't believe it is Sunday already!
Mason was being wierd Friday. What else is fucking new? I told him I started my period, so he's estatic that I am
not pregnant. & So am I. (:
Friday night was fun. Went to Mason's Dads house with everybody. Chilled there most of the night... On the way home we had to go through a DWI checkpoint. I was terrified; I was stoned out of my mind & Mason poured his beer on me by mistake.. so I smelled just like beer buttt We made it through. I don't know how. We just did. Thank God! Everything was cool until Laruen decided to run her mouth cause she was drunk. So Bobbie took me home so I wouldn't punch her in the damn throat.
He didn't call me Saturday. So I didn't get to hang out with him. Guess Laurens too far up his ass. It was her last night it town. YAYYY! He's such a pain in my ass.. but I can't stand not being around him.
& tonight we went back to Masons dad house with Bobbie & Ray. We sat around the bonfire while the boys got smashed. We smoked a little bit of herb thenn munched the fuck out on some dank ass food (: The car ride home was intresting to say the least.. Mason got shotgun so I sat behind him & of course he lays his seat back, which I don't mind because Im short! Wellll Ray is sitting beside me; Me & Mason are trying to be incognito, but Ray knows he's holding my hand, he grabs me everytime I go to pull away. & he's trying to grab my boobs..haha. Its so sweet because it is like he never wants to let go of my hand..He holds it so tight.. I sure as hell don't want to let go. We dropped him off early tonight, hahaha he was passing out!
I have no idea how to express my feelings to him. Im such a chicken shit.
Im so scared for tommorrow because he missed his court date(LIKE A DUMBASS) so he has a warrant out for his arrest :( but he's going to the court house to talk to the magistrate. I just don't want him to get arrested.. I know we CAN bail him out of jail. Im just so nervous about whats going to happen. If we can't bail him out I don't know what we are gonna do.
Next weekend is Halloween; ahhhhh I cannot fucking wait. Me, Bobbie & my brother are going down to ECU to party with Emily. We are leaving Thursday & comming home Monday. Mason & Ray are going down Friday to visit with Laurn & Tori. UGH. Hopefully we can all meet up down there. Probably not cause the bfff is being a bitch.
Anyway, enough blabbing; Im really fucking tired. blah.
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goodnight <3.» Jenn .