jennnnnnn_xo , 23

[font=georgia]short entry;
probably going to the state fair (:
my best friends being a cunt.
& yeah; lifes just fucking amazing.
fuck it.

[font=georgia]Today was pretty good.
Me & Bobbie chilled with August all day.
She bought an ounce & we smoked all fucking day.
bongs = amazing <3.
August also did my makeup, which she is so good at (:
bright purplee & spunky..!

Anyway, I haven't really chilled with Mason & Ray
since Friday. & it is really fucking wierd not being with them everyday. Its like I start going through withdrawls because im NOT with my 'normal'
crew.

ha.

wellll heres a picture of me that I took tonight that I edited cause im bored;



well guys im super tired. G'nighttt.
» Jenn .

[font=georgia]So I didn't go to the bonfire Saturday night. Instead Bobbie & I went to my cousins house & partied for his birthday. There was so much alcohol, holy shit we were hammered. His mom ended up leaving with her friend, so we all had the house to our selves. Haaaahhaaa. Only thing I remember is I kept doing shot after shot after shot.

Wellll then out of the middle of no where, theres a huge boom at his door. We all think its the cops so we freak the fuck out and hide all the liquor..but come to find out it is Mason & Ray. They decided to come over and say 'hey' .. yeah whatever. They were drunk as fuck and drove over. I think Mason really wanted to see me because he pulled me aside & we talked about Friday night..and why I was pissed off at him. I do remember talking to him, but I was so drunk, that I don't know how it sounded. But whatever. I do remember him being horney and wanting to fuck, and then he didn't wanna go back to the bonfire, he wanted to stay there with us. (:

I still haven't started my period. I told him. He didn't freak out like I thought he would. I mean we fucked.. with no condom. He pulled out. IDK im just nervoussss =(

Anyway, yesterday rly didn't do much. Just relaxed & took it easy. butttt im such a shitty updater, and i rly don't feel like typing anymoreeee. I'll update about today later & more bullshit with mason. ha.

latterrrr.

» Jenn .

[font=georgia]"Don’t send me mixed signals. I don’t like the confusion that it brings. I’d rather have the honest truth even if it hurts, because then I won’t be wasting my time depending on false hope to keep me hanging on."

I am so FUCKING mad right now.

Basically Mason is a fucking asshole. I hope he catches an std and his penis falls off. (: I love how he ignores me whenever a fucking whore comes around.

But anyway; he doesn't know that I haven't gotten my period yet. Im NOT pmsing at all & tonight when I was drinking I felt like shit and got very neausous feeling. I hope im not preggers with his fucking spawn. I just called him & of course he won't answer his phone. Tomorrow he will act like everything is fine because he won't fucking remember a goddamn thing that happend. This time I will not answer my phone & I hope he's fucking happy.

Ugh. What a fucking douchebag.

Im going to bed cause im wasted & I need to pass out. Night <3.

EDITTTTTTTT FOR THIS AFTERNOON;

Haha. Last night I was a little wasted. I am still fucking mad at him. He hasn’t called me & I haven’t called him either. It’s killing me though. Anyway; today is my cousin’s birthday! & he is throwing a huge party at his house. So me & Bobbie are going there for a while. I’m getting trashed then heading off to Josh’s house for the bonfire. Ahhh I cannot wait, like 50 people are going to be there… plus Mason. FML. Its okay though, I’m going to make his night fucking miserable (: I’m going to flirt my ass off, butttt not give him any. As much as I want it.. I want him to know how is fucking feels to play games. Bitchy? Maybe but I don’t care, the mother fucker deserves it. I’m sick of playing his games.

I’m taking my camera, so pictures soon. (:

Laterrrrrs.

-» Jenn .

[font=georgia](12:47am) -- Sorry I couldn't update yesterday.
lets see; not much has gone on lately. just been hanging around with my crazy ass friends. Me & Bobbie got our halloween costumes today! Im going to be Dorothy <3. I just need to buy red shoes & red bows for my hair. i cannot wait until halloween; ECU is going tobe so much fun! Masons being a jerk. Haven't heard from him all day. he will want to chill tomorrow because im 21 & can get him beer. Oh well im not going to answer (: haha. Im such a bitch.

I found some awesome ideas for tattoos today. Its been over a year since i have gotten a tattoo & its killing me. I just can't decide on only one . . . & it sucks.

Welllll i’m tired -- had really busy day. Night Loves <3

»; Jenn .

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edit
(11:16am)-- Its Fridayyyyy! Mason called meee <33333 totally cannot wait for tonight. I know I said i wasn't going to answer..but I couldn't not answer. haha. Im such a fucking loser. I really don't care what we do tonight; as long as I get to see him im down for whatever. Most likely a party tonight. Gonna get wassstedddd; I just hope it doesn't rain, cause I know we are gonna be outside all night. My girlsss at work & it suckss gotta sit here til fucking five. afljsadlfkjsadf. ugh. Welll im off to get ready for the dayyy.

-- jayyyy !