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fuck you all.[font=georgia]OO5.
Yesterday was awesome. Bobbie, Mason, Lauren & I went to Worlocks so Mason can get another tattoo. Its really hard to explain what he got without sounding retarted, so i'll post pictures sometime later. That boy has like sixteen tattoos now. But its so HOT! So after the tattoo we got beer & headed to Josh's for the night. Ray happend to show up.. So he took us to buy him beer. After we finally get back we backed up all the trucks in the field, sat on the tailgates & got drunnkkkk (: Since it was Laurens last night in town I was suprised that Her & Mason didn't fight, but everyone wouldn't let it happen. But now that she's going back to ECU, Mason is going to try & get up on me. It always happens. Everytime. But I mean we are on the down low -- and i mean DOWN LOW. No one knows but Ray. So I really can't get mad when he acts like we have nothing going on. I just like him. ALOT <3. Josh is a fucking stingy stoner and never smokes us up. He will pack a bowl after he buys like a dub ($20) & acts like thats all he can share. He always claims it has to 'save' it, but the next day its gone. We wern't high buttt we all left and went on a weed run. We smoke his sorry ass up all the time, but fuck it; i don't need his pot. None of us do. I get get shit that he can't even imagine. When we got back from getting a blunt, we boxed Bobbies car. We were all fucking fried. We cheezed out most of the night after we smoked, and just talked about old times -- my hoodie still smells like weed ! But anyway; im annoyed with always commenting & subbying to other peoples journals, but yet no one ever comments me or subs to my journals. It sucks because I really do spill my guts & true feelings on here; And it seems like no one here actually gives a fuck. Its okay thought I don't have to comment anybodys stupid fucking journals or subbie but I do. I'll comeback whenever. » Jenn . short.[bg color=white]Past couple of days were alot of fun.
Chilled with Emily because shes was in town for fall break. we all drank a bit & stayed in the hot tub for most of the night. Can't wait til Halloween, because we are going to visit her in G-vegas. (greenvilleee) ! Haven't seen Mason in two days. Which is good. I got to think about some shit, but Bobbie & I are going with Mason today so he can get another tattoo (soo sexy!). His underage possession of alochol charge got thrown out of court. (: Wellllll. Im off to get ready. I'll update later.[/bg color] (you had me at hello)[font=georgia]
-- 003 -- Basically Last night wasn't the best. Mas was all over Laur. Go fucking figure. I shouldn't get jealous because we aren't dating, but I can't help but to get a tiny bit jealous. He knows how to get on my nerves & push my buttons, so he does it on purpose. Mason knows exactly what he's doing; but I know he likes it. Him & Lauren were drinking, and everybody else was kindof ignored the whole night. So im pissed about that shit. I honostly don't think he ment blow us off.. His ADD is just so bad. Haha. The boy just confuses the shit out of me. ...butttt rewind to Saturday afternoon; it was good (: I stayed blazed all day with the bfff at her daddys. The bong he bought for her is pretty cool. I mean we've had it for a few weeks now, its simple. But it gets the job done! I only drank like a half of a beer. Which is good considering i've been drinking a hell of a lot lately. Hanging out with Boys who drink everday is taking a toll on me. Im building my tolerace to alochol..I can drink ALOT more now. Ever since I turned 21, I drink more now. I guess its because I can buy my own beer now & not worry about being drunk underage. hahah! Anyway, everyone I know is sick, in the process of getting sick, or finally recovering. Masons younger brothers have the flu & Bobbies cousin has the swine flu. Im slowly starting to feel like shit. My throat is getting sore; Im hoping its because i smoked way to many cigarettes last night. I really don't have any symptoms. I know I cannot afford to get sick; espically with the swine flue. I don't have any insurance, so the cost of antibiotics will kill me. Fall break is here & Emily is in town from ECU. So Bobbie, Me & Emily are just hanging out tonight. Probably drinking, then taking a dip in the hot tub (: I am in desprite need of a cigarette. Im out & Broke. FML. I'll try to update more later -- if I can. » Jenn you're stuck in my head like a song . Thursday night was a blast. My friend Lauren is in town for fall break (: So me & friends had a hugeee bonfire & got really wasted. I ended up drinking a few to many beers & got rllyyy sick. I hate puking. Its gross. BUTTTTT ; Drunk Showers = Amazing <3. (i felt so much better!) Tonight was nice. Got so fucking blazed. Im still stoned. Mason started drinking early, so he was hammered by 8:30 & i mean trashed. lol fubar. He wanted to fuck, but what else is new? He's a horndog. But, im still going crazy about that boy. Yet he has no idea. Im so glad its the weekend! Not sure what im getting into Saturday, but im pretty sure probably a party. ( OO1 ) * Don't take anything for granted. Ever. Just a brief intro; Hiiii! im Jennifer. I'm not new to kiwibox ; I just decided to come back after a long hiatus. & start over with a clean slate. My best friends are my everything. Without them i'd be fucking lost. & yet he's the only one i get nervous & ditzy around. my heart starts pumping everytime & i get excited when we're together... but these BUTTERFLIES are killing meeeee (: Of course I have to be the "typical" female & talk about how I am falling for one of my best friends.. which happens to be a guy. Buuut, this to me just feels different. We started being friends with benefits (NO ONE knows about us) and now since im the girl im starting to catch feelings. Im scared to talk to him because I don't want to stop. He told me that he does NOT want a relationship. Straight up NO STRINGS ATTACHED. Im not sure how he feels about me, but I kindof have a feeling that he likes me too. The other day in the car we were listening to the radio (he was drunk) & the song i think im fallin for you by colbie came on.. & he reached for my hand and held on to it really tight until i dropped him off. My dumbass can't figure out if its only because he was drunk or if he does like me. But thats only one of like a million things he's done to me. but its all totally incognito. He always trys to hold my hand or He'll find a way to rub my arm or whatever. On some days he's all over me & then theres other days when he seems like he doesn't even acknowledge the fact that im alive. This boy has got me tripping over him so hard & he doesn't even realize it. I can't stop thinking about him. Ever. He's the only thing i think about, dream about. I just wish I knew how he felt about me. If he doesn't like & he's only leading me on, i'll be devistated. But if he is leading me on why would he keep going for this long & not get bored with it? a couple of days ago we had sex.. but it was unprotected, which was stupid. He came but not inside me. Im nervous because i had a preggo scare a couple of months ago & my period has been weird ever since. Im not on birth control, but we still use condoms. Just not that day because it just literally just kind of happend. The only problem is... that if I get pregnant, he doesn't want me to keep it & i wouldn't want to get rid of it. Im not saying that im pregnant.. just anxious because I just got off my period two weeks ago & now I have to wait. damnit. blahhh. i need to quit blabbing. any advice?! or opinions. "opinions are like assholes, everybody has one" so don't be rude, pllllz! (: |
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