karo_xxo , 20

hey,
I know I haven't been updating much, but I'm always so busy after school ..

I told you about the times that Sean visited me at work :) , well last night we (Me, Sean, Jenna, her bf, Bethany & her bf) all went to see saw 6. It was okay, I mean, the others we're kind of better, but I like all the saw series so I liked it! Boy oh boy, is he ever shy! Hhaha it's so cute lol
After the movie, Sean and I came here for a bit and played with Toby! He loves him :P ..

Anyway, today I texted him and I was like "going to arbys for lunch :)" and he was like "I might go too, meet you there?" and I said sure. He came :) made my day I must say.. haha hes just so adorable.

I'm getting more and more fedd up with school everyday, like really.. I get up in the morning and I want to cry, I hate my school so much. All the drama, imaturity.. It's really stupid. It's making me more and more unhappy and I hate it, the only reason I go is to make my dad & family happy.. Yet, they don't know how much going there makes me unhappy.. I'd be much happier doing my GED.

Well, I should get going, Rachel and Madison are on their way over.. were having a study night :) take care. xo

- Karoline..

Remember how I said that Preston's brother, Sean came into my work ? Well, I worked 3 shifts and he came in every night. So the third night (saturday) I sent him a text and was like "your Jetta must burn alot of fuel, cause you're here pretty often :P" and he was like "yeah but I purposely burn it to go see you." ..

At first I thought it was Preston that put him up to that to mess around! But then he came back into work yesterday and pumped for 5$ hahah and he was like "By the way, Preston didnt even put me up to anything! I barely talk to him" .. I think I believe it :P I mean, last two times he came into work he didn't even put 10$ and there were 20's sitting in his wallet.. hahaha

Anyway , I asked him if he wanted to hangout this weekend, and I think we will :).. I should get going though, gotta get ready for school! hahha ugh. Take care! :)

- Karoline .

p.s Brad (the guy who does my tattoos) dislocated his shoulder the other day (ouch) .. selfishly I'm kinda hopingg hes still doing tattoos cause mines in ten days! :P

Hey.
well I know I havent been updating much, been busy with work & school.. Ah, what a long week it was!

Anyway, I worked wednesday & thursday 4pm-12am , and on thursday night they put me on "full serve" (pump gas for the people that are too lazy...hahah kidding). Anyway. this cute guy came, and he stood outside of his car (in the pourring rain) talking to me. . I thought the point of getting full serve was to stay in your car where theres heat ? Anyway, I thought he looked reaaaaaaally familiar and I noticed that his hair is the same as Prestons. I remember when I worked at super store, Preston and his younger brother worked there too . So I texted Preston and asked him if Sean has a blue jetta. He said yes! hahha , holy crap he looks so different! When I worked at superstore he wouldn't even look at the girls, he was so shy! Now the boy actually talks ! [;)] hahaha, well hes only one year younger than me, but damn the boy is fine!

Well, I got my kitty tuesday night! :) I was worried because the other cats hated him! like holy fuck, the grey one freaaaaaaaaaaked out!! He attacked me 3 times. But then he got used to him (within a day hah) and now he doesnt mind him. At night its so cute ,he cuddles so bad!

well I should go take my shower and get ready for a long night at work! Ugh, heres a few pictures of Toby :)







p.s tattoo in thirteen days!
- Karoline !

Well, Preston is texting me again. meh, hahah couldnt really care less .. men are confusing [:P]. He said that his phone was dead all sunday, hmm do I actually believe that ? it is possible. lol

Anyway, I've been having a rough time lately, and it doesnt seem to get better.. I talked to my doctor today and she said that I need to keep myself busy with something that would make me happy when I feel sad. So,I talked to my dad and I think hes actually gonna let me take Moniques cat!!!! She needs to get rid of her two cats and asked me if I wanted to take one of them .. it's perfect ! If my dad lets me , heres a picture of the cat I'll be getting :) .. .;


cute eh?


His name is Toby, hes almost a year old :) hes a male & hes fixed! She said she would rather give me the cat instead of selling it to a total stranger, makes sense!

Wish me luck!
- Karoline.

hey,
Yes I'm very aware that I'm a horrible subby. Sorry.
Working until midnight, then waking up and going to school, when I come home I don't really feel like doing much, so I just lay down and watch tv or whatever.

Anyways, yesterday was suposed to be a good night! I worked 5:40 am until 3 pm. Then I came home, took a quick nap and then showered & got ready. After that I went to the liquor store bought mine, Rachel and Jeremys alcohol, got some chinese rice and went to Rachels. When I got there it was only her and Sophie there, so we started drinking together and I was happy because Preston (Friend I worked with before at Super Store) was coming over at 10 and I was exicted for that.

Anyway, Jess, Rob(yes my ex), Chris, Toni(Chris' gf) & Justin got there and we were all having a good time. Everyone kept asking me when Preston was getting there and I would prouldy & happily say 10. He texted me and said that he was with his cousins so he'd be there at 10:30 instead. Fine by me! 11:30 hit and he still wasn't there or texting. Rachel found my phone and decided it would be "funny" to call him, she was drunk as hell and ended up yelling at him (I told her to stop and hang up many times!!!!) I was mad at her for doing that so I went inside and continued drinking, she gave me back my phone and like 10 minutes later I get a text from Preston saying "Couldnt call me yourself?" so I did.. anyways, we didnt say much so I told him if he was coming over to text or call. He never did. Then again, I don't blame him at all.

Rachel and Rob got into a fight. She slapped him and he told her not to do it again and she did, twice. so he kicked her. She got right fucken mad, overreacted and got a knife. At this point I was furious at her for being so stupid, we all knew she wouldnt do anything with the knife but still, she has a daughter to think of and she way overreacted.

I called my dad, he came to get me at 1 am and I went to bed crying because I was so angry that my night had gone so bad, I drank so much and wasnt even drunk at all cause of the drama. Know how when you've been having a horrible few nights that turned into weeks that turned into months? And you need a good night out, well I needed last night to be a good one, turned out to be everything but that. Anyways, heres a few pictures when we were still in a good mood;


me and Autumn (Jessicas daughter)


me and Rachel, I despise this picture. I look so obese. I hate how instead of losing weight I've been gaining some.


Jeremy, myself & Jess.


Jess & me. Why must my exs' gf be so pretty?


Toni (Chris' gf) & myself.

- Karoline..