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[bg=burly wood] [font=symbol] [color=saddlebrown] ©----- ©----- © [/color][/font][limg=img.photobucket.com/albums/v244/xo_platinum/LapTop%20Icons%20part%201/282.png] [color=saddlebrown] Okay, I'm sorry for no entries lately.. nothing exciting to write about ..this entry is somewhat gonna be depressing.. so if people hate reading about others ranting and being sad , well stop reading now.. I really hate how hes my world, my everything and I'm pretty much nothing to him lately..so it seems. he couldnt even take 5 minutes of his time to come inside!! fuck , goddamnit! I just want him to love me , and at the end of the day I want to be the only person he wants to see.. Because I know that when I have a bad day he's the one *I* want to see! He always does his best to make it better.. Anyways.. Tomorrow I have an appointment at 11:45 am, close to his house, so when he came to pick up Shadow tonight (will be posting pictures tomorrow or after tomorrow,soon though,promise!!)and I asked him if I could go over for lunch.. so he said that if his truck is there to go,.. if hes sleeping to wake him up. I guess that made my night a little better... Rob is spending Christmas eve with his uncle Derreck,I'm staying home to open gifts with my family , then on Christmas day I'm going over to his house. he might sleep over christmas eve.. or I might go sleep there..and I know that on Christmas day I'm sleeping there.cant wait!! I just want things to go back the way they were, me and him! happy together , laughing all the time and inlove! [<3] I miss it!!! Anyways , I have to go to bed .. I'm upset because I'm tired and I need my sleep before I blow up!! take care everyone , xo. [font=century gothic] on cold winter nights..[/font] almost__perfect
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This is gonna be somewhat a short entry. I dont have much time since I'm in homeroom and I dont have much time.. I started looking in the Oultons College classes to see wich one I really liked! And these are it , with the tuition costs (Includes everything, Tuition, Books, & all) 1- Veterinary Technician (20 months) Costs : year 1 (9 400$) year 2 (8 900$) , Books (1 100$), Student protection fees; year 1 (94$) year 2 (89$), Student council fee (50$ / year)... All together: 19 633$ 2- Policing & Corrections Foundations (12 months) Costs: 11 875$, Uniforms (800$) Books & Supplies (1 145$) Student protection fee (118.75$) Student council fees (50$)... All together: 12 843.75$
So Policing costs less, the average starting salary is less, (start; 19 000$ to 44 000$) and vet tech is (start; 24 000$ to 30 000$) so if you stay longer, youre better off with Policing really.. well depends on what you would like to do. You can be a Mounted police, military police & many many more.. I dont know , I always kinda wanted to be a cop.
Rob called me last night! :) and he was like "be ready at 4, I'll go pick you up and then we will come here" (his house) I was just like "were hanging out?" haha I was all confused.. but I'm happy to see my baby! :) I already miss him..So , he didnt pass his GED.. hes really disapointed but I think I cheared him up a little on the phone, and tonight we will have more time to talk, I will show him that I'm here for him ! Oh , and by the way , I asked him and it was the 2nd time that he goes for a GED. I told him that if he goes to write another one he should maybe think about suscribing to the GED classes..
Anywho , I have to go , I'm on the Oultons College site and I want to read more about those two classes, take care everyone xo! [<3]
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[/bgcolor][hr color=red][bg color=darkred][color=00CC33][hr color=green][hr color=white] Heyy! How's everyone doing today? Good I hope, for once this week, I'm doing better [:)]. In fact, I talked to Rob yesterday, he called because he had forgotten the dog treats he bought sunday here.. so he wanted to come pick those up.. Lyne was here , but Rob and I still both had some time to talk! [:)] he is amazing, gosh, so is Christmas! [:)].. Yesterday after school Lyne came over, we had a project to work on , so yep! haha, then Shadow and Robert came to see us [<3] wich made me very happy to see Robs big smile when he saw me , then I knew that he wasnt mad at me or nothing was wrong! felt good!! [:)] Hes suposed to either call or come over tonight or tomorrow!! yay !!! After we drove Lyne home we went to Super Store, and Derreck (Robs uncle.. ) was working (he works in produce) and I went to talk to him , he knows that Rob and I are together , so I dont have to hide anything anymore! [:)], I asked him if there was one day he preffered that Rob goes over , if they do the same thing every year or whatever , and he said that it doesnt really matter, Rob usually goes there Christmas eve. so I dont know , whenever Rob calls tonight or tomorrow I have to tell him to call Derreck. Rob is starting to talk about the Army again... FUCK! I thought he had gotten over that [:(].. I also found a picture that almost brought tears to my eyes; Anyways..today school wasnt bad , long but meh.. and thats about it for now , I'm gonna go upstairs , take care everyone , xo [<3]. [hr color=white][hr color=red][/bgcolor][bgcolor=forestgreen] [font=Century Gothic]Why are you smiling like that? __________×__×__×____________ × × ×_________ I just like to smile; smiling's my favorite![/font] [hr color=darkred][/bgcolor][bgcolor=forestgreen][color=darkred] [font=Nyala]VixenSoul[/font][/color][/bgcolor]
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I hope you ladies & gents had a better morning than I did! I dont know why but I broke down this morning,.. I felt like if I was alone and no one understood me.. it sucks!
I'm at school right now, so I wont type much about it because I'll most likely break down again!
I talked to the school Psychologist, they have a "reunion" thursday for the GED and they will let me know on friday if they have a place available for me.. I took an "Oultons College" little book that explains every course they have there and how long that course is. Since they told me that if I go for a GED I'm better off to apply at Oultons when I graduate.. I found 4 courses that I would like to take ; 1- Dental Assistant. 2- Veteninary assistant. 3- Child & Youth care worker. and 4- Early childhood education/TA..
So yeah, I'll read in that book to tell me more about those courses.. and I'll let you guys know tomorrow wich one I want most..
So, Rob didnt call yesterday, I was hoping he would though..because I wanted to apologize for the way i was acting sunday, and I just wanted to hear his voice.. last week he called me everyday (think so..) so I hope he calls tonight!! or that he comes to see me, that would be even better!!
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[bgcolor=ffffff][font=webdings] gggg | g | g g c g | ggggggccgggcccg gg g gccc g /\ g < g g cn g g [/font] ###################################...because someday you'll be right. [font=webdings] gggg | g | g g c g | ggggggccgggcccg gg g gccc g /\ g < g g cn g g [/font] Heyy! How's everyone doing today? I could be better.. I didn't go to school today because I felt like shit this morning.. I'll probably get in shit , but honestly , I could not care less right now..Okay, so yesterday , Rob slept over.. and to be honest, I almost slept downstairs and he almost left home instead of staying. I was all happy,and then randomly I felt like bawling my eyes out..like, I dont know why such the sudden change? if its the depression, well let me tell you that it hit pretty hard last night.. to me it seemed like I would try and pick a fight with Rob over the most smallest things.. Like how he rented Pirates of Carribean (third one) and he was more interested in that movie than he was in me.. what the fuck is my problem? obviously hes gonna want to watch the movie he rented!! :S.. and , when we were at blockbuster he said that Lindsay Lohan is hot , well I look nothing like her, if shes hot what am I? :S.. I was so touchy like that , it was unbelievable.. when he finally went to bed he didnt want to cuddle with me .. he Always wants to cuddle :S.. he said that he cant sleep like that , well he managed it every 1234354 other times! Anyways, at one point I randomly took my stuff and said I was gonna go sleep on the couch downstairs.. I dont know why I said that :S but whatever, that damn depression took over me way too much last night! I dont understand though, Rob is the one I can usually be around even when it hits.. maybe I didnt get the attention I needed last night when I became really emotional? and thats what made it even worst?.. Dont know .. I'm really scared of whats going through his mind though, I hope he wont leave me because of last night..Since I felt like throwing up, Rob went to the store to buy me a gatorade.. I thought maybe fresh air would do me some good.. Boy was I ever wrong, when I got home I stayed in the bathroom for like an hour and a half (Rob had left after he brought me home from the store)..Omg, I dont know why , but lately I feel like total shit.. While Rob and I were in the truck he was like "yes its monday, I should get a letter in the mail today about my GED" and I was like "its only been two weeks.. you got another week to go" and he said "No, I got it the monday after the two weeks last time" It only clicked when I got home, this isnt the first time he goes for a GED? :S.. He never told me about that.. I hope school doesnt ask for a doctors note ,but honestly.. thats stupid, if you feel like shit and feel like youre gonna throw up, going to the doctors wont make you feel better .. ? sure they can give you pills, but pills arent good for your body..ever noticed how , if they give you a pill for..lets say, a headache. then you feel like throwing up, then they give you a pill for that, and it does nothing but give you another side effect.. its always pill after pill after pill.. [color=#9382ab]If Rob got his letter in the mail hes suposed to call me to tell me what it says.. We were so distant last night, I hope he knows that I'm there for him no matter what.. Couples all have had a rough patch somewhere in there relationship, like my sister told me, some its at the beginning, others in the middle, and others at the end of their relationship.. we could pretty much call this the beginning right? Fighting is no reason to break up, unless you fight everyday (wich we dont) and that youre really unhappy with eachother.. (wich I hope he isnt unhappy with me!! ) I should get going though, I dont feel good!! again. I'll try and get some journals later on tonight! take care everyone[<3] [/color] ###[font=wingdings] «[/font] [font=monotype corsiva][color=#cd34e4]Karoline [<3][/color][font=webdings] gggg | g | g g c g | ggggggccgggcccg gg g gccc g /\ g < g g cn g g [/font] Entry: 051 Time: 4:30 pm Mood: not the best.. Subbies: TEXT Logins: TEXT Profile Views: TEXT Listening To: dont give up- Josh Groban Talking To: no one Weather: cold : [font=webdings] gggg | g | g g c g | ggggggccgggcccg gg g gccc g /\ g < g g cn g g [/font] midnite_breeze2, Vixen Soul, Mandy700000: TEXT--- [font=webdings] gggg | g | g g c g | ggggggccgggcccg gg g gccc g /\ g < g g cn g g [/font] Image//Layout [color=#abd744][font=wingdings]«[/font][/color] ©silversafpheir[font=verdana] SilverSafpheir[/font][/user] [font=webdings] gggg | g | g g c g | ggggggccgggcccg gg g gccc g /\ g < g g cn g g [/font][/bgcolor]
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