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[color=ff73bd]How's everyone today ? I'm doing pretty good I guess.. First , I wanted to thank everyone that has been helping me out lately about Rob / pregnancy & all ! means ALOT! like , you guy don't even understand [:)]. I like this layout alot! hehe! Anyways , yesterday before going to work I decided to watch a bit of Dr.Phil..turns out I watched most of it and almost arrived late to work.. oops! haha. it was about a woman that has a "disease".. she had children (forgot how many) and she would make them sick to bring them to the doctor!! She wanted every doctor's attention! it was very sad! because she would put her hands on top of her babies mouths to suffocate (spelling?) them .. it was HORRIBLE.. but thats not all!! she got pregnant with a baby that she told no one about, she gave birth to that baby herself in the bath tub and then she said that the same night the baby stopped breathing so she buried it in the back yard!!! HELLO!! you don't fucken bury your baby in the backyard!! oh my gosh , at that point i was bawling and couldn't stop crying! no wonder the baby stopped breathing!! she NEVER went to the doctors while being pregnant with that baby(funny because she loves having doctor's attention)..later on that day (maybe it was the next day ,I don't remember) her other daughter (oldest one, but she was like 8 at that time I think) went in the backyard with the dog, and the dog started digging so she went to see what it was and the baby was in either a bag or blanket (don't remember) but he was still alive , fighting for his life trying to breathe!! so she took the baby in her arms and the baby died in her arms..she didn't know what to do , so she buried it again, Poor child..during the show they taped it when they went to dig where the baby was.. you actually saw them open the bag and everything, i thought I was gonna throw up.. turns out that now the mother is in jail and she can't speak to ANY of her children! thank god!! she's literally crazy ,like.. wow ! and she still thinks that she didn't do anything wrong..are you kidding me? like , omg!! haha ! it's making me furious thinking about it! lol[/color]

[color=31d6e7]Yesterday during my break I sent a text to Rob saying that we needed to talk..I knew that he was most likely sleeping so he would only get it later on during the night.. turns out that an hour after I looked at my cell phone and I had 4 missed texts! haha [1; whats wrong?] [2; babe whats wrong, text me back] [3;babe...] [4; please text me back].. I felt so bad ! because I was working so I didnt see them before ! lol, so I called him when I got off and we talked for an hour , about everything; army,"pregnancy", feelings.. everything! it was nice because Rob is not the kind of person that will tell very often the way he feels.. I told him what I thought about army and reserves, telling him that he should follow his dreams and not me get in the way of his dreams.. but I still told him how I felt about everything ! he basically said that he couldn't stand being away from me for 2-3 months at a time during the first year, then 8 the next.. [:)]that made me happy ,because now i know for sure that I mean as much to him that he means to me!! [<3] He also said that he's sorry about not seeing me all week, that it'll probably be like this until the end of November (we're gonna see each other like 2-3 times a week though..atleast! wich is better than nothing right? [:)]).. because at the end of November he's going for his GED. After that he said that we'll see eachother ALOT more! [:)]..I know alot of people think "she's only 16 , they'll break up and she'll find someone else right away", but I know for a fact that it's not like that at all! because I used to be the type of girl that would have a boyfriend for literally a week or two then I'd get bored and let them go! no matter how amazing they were.. Rob's different.. the feelings I have for him are more than what i ever had for anyone else before! plus , it's been 4 months [:)].. wich is alot for me , you can even ask my sister! [:P].. Anyways , while we had our conversation on the phone yesterday we talked about how things would be during army or the reserves.. seems like he's really choosing the reserves, he said that Army was his dream , but I came into his life , (when he said that I though like.."ouch" haha) but he finished his sentence with something like "i want you to be part of my future"..he said that army is still his dream but reserves is pretty close to it, he would still be making alot of money (not as much) but enough to buy himself a place and when I finish school (maybe before) if we're still together , I'll move in with him [:)]..I'm honesly amazed that I held on this long, and that I'm still not letting go!! but he's everything I ever looked for ! and yes, at 16, I'm sure he's who I want to be with ,hopefully for the rest of my life! [/color]

[color=ff73bd] So I walked home from work last night, I needed to take a walk.. and I stopped by shoppers to buy another pregnancy test, I bought a box that has 2.. I took one last night ; negative. [:)]..I'll keep the other one for another time that I might be needing to take one,..If, by next week I didn't "start" yet, I'll have to go see a doctor.. cuz this is ridiculous. Anyways , I should get going ,I have to get ready for work again tonight! take care everyone , xoxox and thanks again for the help!! [:)][<3].. [/color]


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