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Hospital... urgh !How's everyone ? I've been better! woke up this morning and I had a hard time breathing , I had this constant pain in my right rib.. and it never went away , so I stayed home and tried to relax but it was still hurting.. So my dad brought me the to the hospital.. Stupid emergency rooms you have to wait & wait & wait.. took forever, when they called my name they took blood test & X-rays ! and then they called me again for the results of the X-rays , and the woman told me that i have to go back tomorrow for an "echo"... i MIGHT need to get an operation! (great...*rolls eyes*) so I'm missing more days of school.. i missed enough jeez! and if i have to get the operation thats like.. another week or two missed of school.. AGAIN! and I cant contact Rob.. I want him to come over,.. :(.. I'm scared that i might have to get an operation and knowing me I wont be able to sleep , but they gave me pills to take if I cant sleep so ..
I should go , im gonna try to reach Rob and sleep ! take care everyone ! wish me luck ! xoxo List of responders Lovely_LadyVL, midnite_breeze2 List of subscribers biteme72, Lovely_LadyVL, mashuki, midnite_breeze2, Naked__Truth Cell phone || Rob (as usual ;).. ) || my day !How's everyone today ? I'm doing okay , had a long day and not enough sleep ! although im in the greatest mood right now [:)].. but i have the worst mood swings! haha, oh well!
my day was alright , went to school , seems like it took FOREVER though.. and now I'm just waiting for my dad to finish eating so we can go exchange my cell phone!!! I swear , I have the craziest phone! first , sometimes it wont "vibrate" when someone texts me , even when the battery is FULL., then it starts to charge on its own :s.. like ,it wasnt even on the charger and it was still charging , (weird much? ) then it randomly starts ringing in the middle of the night ! NO one was calling, NO one was texting and its not on the "alarm mode".. so ! i could go on and on but meh dont feel like it! haha Anyways , Rob and I are still doing great :) , thank you for the ones that gave me advice , i DID talk to him about it , and he still thinks that because im younger I will let go first.. could that be an excuse? I don't know.. but he said that if were still together (well..not TOGETHER , but like.. you know what I mean :P).. by the time he joins the army , wich is in January , then we'll stay together for sure..like..we'll actually be a couple ! woo hoo :)! I'm holding on ! Anyways , I'm gonna go , this was a quick entry ! hehe take care xoxoxox [(x)] List of responders Lovely_LadyVL, mashuki List of subscribers biteme72, Lovely_LadyVL, mashuki, midnite_breeze2, Naked__Truth Day with Rob || work || NEED ADVICE ?! pleaseheyy ! hows everyone today ? I'm pretty good, exhausted but good ! So yesterday I spent a day with Rob as planned [:)].. it was really fun ! everytime we spend a day alone together we get closer [:)]exept that we started talking about the army , and it made me upset[:(], he can't stand seeing me upset so he took me in his arms and let me cry on his shoulder ! Wich was sweet , anyways , we ended up watching his favorite movie "The Guardian" ! I bought it like a month ago cuz I knew he loved it ! lol.. I was sick for atleast a month , its finally going away , but Rob caught it , so [:P] ..its okay , I'll take care of him [:)] , PLUShe promised that we will start seeing eachother more often :). Anyways , yesterday I went to work cuz i HAD to go , Kim (fresh to go manager) was making me go :S.. it really pissed me off cuz it was my day with Rob..Anyways , I get there at 5 pm , (working 5-9) and by 6 I was done my work.. they didnt even NEED me!!! omg , i was P-I-S-S-E-D!![:(!] Mel called me last night (my bestfriend , but we havent been seeing eachother alot lately) and asked me if she wanted to hang out , so we did , she ended up sleeping here , we always have a good time and alot of good laughs ! it was really fun hanging out with her again, we talked and laughed most of the night , she talked about Marcel (her ISH bf , ...LONG story , they liked eachother for 9 months but arent together .. haha) and I , of course , talked about Rob :).. Rob and Marcel are pretty much the same sometimes , exept that I have NEVER seen anyone like Marcel, he ALWAYS has to be right, and he can be quite the asshole , all the time ! I dont know how Mel takes all of that ! okay , so I need someones Advice...About Rob! I dont know what to think anymore , we liked eachother for 3, almost 4 months, everythings going really good , like , he doesnt like anyone else and i dont like anyone else, & etc.. but , he doesnt want to make anything "official", why not ? like.. its pretty clear that we like eachother ALOT .. he says that we're "practically" together ,then why cant we be? Men dont understand that some girls, being bf/ gf means alot .. People asks me on dates and I say no , because I dont want anyone other than Rob ! why doesnt he want anything official yet? he says maybe someday.. dont know ..? he woke me up this morning at 8:30, haha , because he sent me a text and when its on the charger instead of vibrating when revieving a text, it has some sort of ANNOYING ringtone :S.. and now my phone is all messed up, i took it off the charger and it just WONT vibrate ...stupid phone ! so yeah , back to Rob :P.. he woke me up at 8:30 because he wanted me to go out to breakfast with him, but since i had just woken up i still had to take a shower, & get ready I told him that we would go next weekend or something [:)]. Other than that.. I'm trying to convince my dad to let me take a 8 week old kitten , I guess hes orange like Garfield :P..hehe ,if no one takes him they are putting him to sleep [:(].. Anyways, this is getting kinda long .. I'll leave you guys with this :) take care xooxox responders Lovely_LadyVL subscribers biteme72 Lovely_LadyVL mashuki midnite_breeze2 Naked__Truth Rob || School || others..Heyy !
so , this is just my second entry ! Not many things have changed since my last/first entry.. Rob and I are doing better than ever :).. , everythings just so great with him!! we had our first fight .. in 3 months we only had one fight :P wich is good ...right ? haha ! Anyways , I saw him today and we talked about army , I dont understand how being in the army could be anyones dream , but i wont question it! I also found out that hes only in training the first year , and the two others he'll be going to "wars".. [:(] so those two years he'll be gone for 8 months at a time and comming back home for 4 months... [:(] , wow ,its gonna be hard ! But I will stay by his side , he'll always come back ,right ? [:)].. Other then that , I havent showed up to school for a week now ,thought I wanted to quit, but Rob and I talked about it today and he convinced me to go .. I dont know what I'm gonna do when he's gonna be gone for 2-3-8 months at a time.. I CAN'T stop thinking about him , I know my sister probably wants me to find someone better , I dont think she understands the feelings I have for him.. to everyone I'm just young , I'll get over him and find somebody else..well for those who thinks that way , they dont know Rob the way I do.. and Im inlove with that man..I'd give my everything for him and I'm the luckiest person to have him in my life [:)].. Anyways , Greys Anatomy;;fourth season started tonight [:)]!! I was so happy , It looks like if its gonna be a little different , but meh , I'll obviously still watch it ! So , my plans for this weekend are; Friday: Hang out with Nikki, we're gonna clean my room really good and move it all around [:)], (I cant stand having my room look the same for too long , lol). Saturday: Rob is comming over to spend the day with me :) [<3] that should be fun ! hehe! Sunday:Might hang out with Rob again, if not I'm gonna sleep in late , relax and get ready for school on monday ! It's getting late , I should go read a little, text Rob goodnight and go to bed [:)]. Goodnight everyone , xoxoox Karo ! [<3] List of responders biteme72, Lovely_LadyVL, Naked__Truth, Silent_Khayos List of subscribers biteme72, Lovely_LadyVL, mashuki, Naked__Truth new at this.Heyy ,
I have NO clue how this works , I'm new at this .. I dont know if people can even read it.. ? Anyways , I'll just keep writing , my sister told me that I should get Kiwibox because I'm going through something hard at the moment , she told me that some people here would understand because they are going through the same thing.. so for anyone that has a husband / boyfriend or good friend thats going away in the army , please reply :).. so heres my story , I started a new job in may , the people there were really nice ! i loved it ,I worked over night shifts for the summer (9:30 pm til 6 am) , theres this guy that worked with me (not same department) but we worked together , he'd always come in to work at 5 am , so I'd talk to him for an hour every morning.. then I started "hanging out" there for like 2-3 extra hours after work, staying out back talking with him , we got to know each other and talked ALOT to each other , I was really interested but he never showed any interest back.. and he had SO many chances , so well i started dating someone else! that did not quite work out , because I was always with Rob (guy from work).. One night Rob text me and told me that he really liked me , and he always had , since we started talking to eachother. I was really confused , because i knew i liked him alot too , but i was with someone else.. me and that other guy broke up because it just wasnt working out.. so Rob and I started hanging out constantly , and now its been like 2 months that we hang out alot , lately not as much though , cuz hes back on the night shifts and i go to school !.. :(.. anyways , we're crazy about each other , and the other day he wanted to see me but i had to work that same day , so he picked me up , we went driving around for an hour ,and he told me that he was gonna go in the army soon.. (end of december / start of january i think).. he had told me that he wanted to go in the army before , but i never thought that he was actually serious.. so that really broke my heart , now i have a hard time sleeping , all i think about is him and when he will be leaving ! it breaks my heart, because I really like him and I'd do anything to be with him , its his dream to be in the army and then be a coast guard , and i will never stop him from following his dreams , but meanwhile , what am I gonna become ? he'll be leaving for 2-3 months ,comming back for 2-3 weeks, leaving for 2-3 months, etc... Am I gonna be strong enough to hold on? I've never really been a strong person , usually i find a guy , leave him after 2 weeks/ a month , and Rob and I have been "together" for 3-4 months.. so , its more than just a crush to me , I actually never cared for a guy This much before!!! Anyways , I just realised that this was getting really long and I dont even know if anyone will be reading it :p... |
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