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frustrated // stressed out // depressed // things aren't going in my favor
Wow, i'm finally able to go back on Kiwi (at my dad's right now)... I miss Kiwi so much!! I even downloaded Firefox, and tried going on it there, but it didn't worked either... so it's definately a problem with the computer my dad lend me... shit!! :( I guess i'll be on Live Journal for a while then... but i'll try my best to come on here as often as I could, though. I miss you guys!! (Live Journal sucks ass compared to here!)
I am seriously frustrated lately... being unemployed for 2 months (yes, already!), and looking for a job is mentally exhausting. I'm getting more despret by the minute... I feel like sleeping the whole day to just not think about all the things I need to pay, that I don't have the money for. Because when I start thinking about it.. I get so stressed out that I eventually end up in tears. I can't take this anymore... I don't know what to do anymore!! I don't get why I can't find a job... I have great experience, a quick learner, fully bilingual AND I have a college course to back me up, to name a few... and they all say that at the interviews, but then don't call me back! WTF?! If i'm such a great candidate, why the hell am I still jobless?? GAHH... and the fact that Jeremie's contract with the Federal Gov. ended at the end of January, isn't helping, because now he's also looking for a job, except that he's a little more despret than me... he has a house to pay, and all that... and the job hunting is not looking good for him either... he's thinking of going back to PEI (where he's from) for a few weeks, and work for one of his old boss, if he can't find something soon. And I hope it doesn't get to that point, because I don't know what I would do without him around... and the fact that his cell, and home phone, got disconnected this week doesn't help, because I won't be able to get in contact with him, if he goes. :( FUUUUUUCK! I just don't get what the hell I did to deserve this BS... like seriously! People that aren't even looking for jobs, get jobs like it's nothing, because some of them have "connections", and i'm there looking like hell, and I can't get one?! Does anyone else see something wrong with this picture? I've actually been thinking all week about going back to RBC... maybe i'm meant to be there, since no one else calls me back for a job... but anyway, I've decided that if I don't hear from anywhere else by the beggining of next week (like the 20th, or something) i'm going to go talk to Nicole (the girl that's in charge of the hiring at RBC) and hopefully get hired again. But if I do... i'll have to suck it up, and take whatever shift they give me, and not complain. But I could also ask to be put in the American side, because they close earlier (midnight, instead of 4am)... plus they need bilingual reps BIG time... but then they would have to train me (unlike the Canadian side, I would only need a refresher). I don't know... we'll see... I'm just SO sick of this... I just want a godamn job.. is it too much to ask? new website + new username.. add me!!Just wanted to let everyone know that I won't be on here for a while... or atleast until the computer my dad lend me lets me go on Kiwi. It loads the first page, but when I put my username and password, says that explorer can't find the page, or can't load it, or something. It's messed up. christmas is already over! // new years plans // etc
Well since I wasn't on kiwi around Christmas, just wanted to wish a Merry belated Christmas to everyone!!
I hope everyone had a great one, and got to spend lots of time with friends and family! I know I did!! On the 23rd, we left early morning for Bathurst to go see my friend Steph, and Jeremie's sister. It had been 10 years since the last time I went there... I couldn't recognize anything!! (I'm originally from there) It was crazy...then we had to be in Tracadie (where most of my family live) for supper time, because they were all waiting for us at my grandmother's (on my mother's side). Then we slept at my godmother's that night, and woke up early to have lunch at my other grandmother's (on my dad's side). My grandfather was so happy that we went to see them, me and Jeremie, that he gave me $20 for the gas! He really didnt have to do that... but honestly right now.. any little bit helps. So that was nice. :) We arrived back home (in Moncton) around 6-7pm, on the 24th, and got ready for supper at my aunt's (we celebrate Christmas on the 24th, usually at my aunt's, every year, because it's my dad's bday). By the time supper, and games, and all were done at my aunt's.. it was around 12:30, so we had to go straight home to bed, since we had to wake up early again the next day to leave for PEI. On the 25th, we left for PEI pretty early as well... Jeremie wanted to leave around 9:30am, but we only left around 10 instead. Partially my fault.. I wanted McDonald's for breakfast! lol But the drive seemed really short compaired to the drive this summer... took us about 2 hours, if not less! It was my first time meeting both his parents, and both of their spouses, and also my first time in Charlottetown (sp?) so it was pretty nice! His parents were both really nice... we had a lot of fun at his dad's, because there were people our age (his step brothers, and their girlfriend/boyfriend) and one of his step brother's girlfriend got a Wii for Christmas with the new Mario game, and we played it for hours!! I miss my Wii now... just because of that game. :( It was so much fun! We only got home around 1 in the morning that night, again... but it was lots of fun! :) On the 26th, we finally had the chance to sleep in a little (YAY!!) and then there was a supper at Jeremie's grandmother's house. So I got to meet even more people from his family... thank god his family is about the size of mine, or I would of had problems remembering everyone's names!! lol. They were all really nice though. :) And yesterday well.. we decided to brave the mall (I know, we're crazy!) to first maybe buy a Wii (they had an awesome deal at Superstore), but ended up with an Xbox 360 instead, for the same price, and more... figured it wasnt worth buying the Wii again, just because of one game I would probably get sick of really soon. Instead, I convinced one of Jeremie's friend's gf that she needed to buy that game, and got the 360 instead lol. We were actually supposed to go join them last night, and play it, but we were too tired... it's so much fun though!! I think they loved it too, because they spent a lot of time playing it lol Other then that, not much has been going on.. the New Years Eve party at Janie's is going to be super awesome, and I can't wait! Janie even gave me a $25 gift card at the liquor store for Christmas, and Danielle got me Lindor chocolates (my faves!) and chocolate body lotion and shower gel... so that's pretty awesome!! We're even thinking about making some Jello shooters for that night.. and Jeremie and Danielle are getting a keg of beer from Pumphouse. So it's going to be an awesome night!! i'm super excited! Even more that Channy AND Brandon are going to be here!! Can't wait! :D Well anyway, I hope everyone's Christmas was great! And if I don't come back before then, I wish you all a Happy New Year!! Can't wait to see what 2010 is going to bring us! :) Christmas plans // EI // big news // <3So it's official... all moved in // opinions?? // Christmas
Just wanted to write a really quick entry to let you guys know i'm all moved in!! And unpacked! One stress off my shoulders...
Still no news from any interviews i've been on... someone told me I should call Manheim to see if they made a decision, and to make sure the position is still opened, because it'll make me look like i'm really interested.. what do you guys think?? And what should I say? It was through Kelly Services though... so I don't know if I should call Kelly Services, or them? He did give me his card, after all... I can't believe Christmas is in about 2 weeks.. it's nuts!! I can't wait to get my EI... I hope everyone's weekend was good!! P.S. I hurt my back again while I was moving... fell down the stairs at Janie's, and now it's hurting bad on and off... gahhh!! |
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