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Dating is so complicated! Gahhh!
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entry | 109...mood | exhausted, but happy!![:D]..[font=symbol]©[/font]..Hey Guys, I love this layout.. it's so cute![:)] And very true too... everytime someone text or call me, I always hope it's Phil.[:)] I love him SO damn much!! Even though he can be such an asshole from time to time, but atleast he admits it... lol. And appologize.[:P] I have a really good news!![:D] My dad did mine and his Income Tax... and we wanted to put my school books on it, because you can, but since I don't pay any tax because I didn't do enough money in 2006, putting my school books on mine would just give me 0$... so my dad put it on his (which he's allowed to), and that it going to pay off everything I owe to my dad (I owed $811 because of things he paid for my school, which is all on his credit card), plus i'm going to get an extra $376-something!![:D] Isn't that awesome?? Me and my dad have the same bank, so he said he would transfer me the $$ now, so I can use it now if I want to![:D] (and he'll just keep the check when it comes in) I'm SO happy!! Plus, i'm getting about $230 for mine, AND... I still didn't got my T4 from Sobeys, so i'm waiting for that to send the other one, so I can get more money![:D] YAY FOR MONEY!!![:D] I was supposed to go see Phil after work today, but I need a shower, I haven't had supper yet, and i'm just too tired, so now I have to wait until tuesday to see him.[:(] Yes, I know... poor me![:(] lol. I already miss him like crazy... it's nuts!! OMG, "Flicka" (the movie I watched last night) was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. I absolutly loved it!! REALLY sad though... but such a cute movie!! I really recommend it... especially if you like horses and animals. It's a good story.[:)] I LOVE horses... they're my favorite animal.[:)] Did I ever told you guys my biggest dream is to have one someday??[:)] I'll make it happen... some way or another. lol. Well anyway, supper is almost ready, so I should go! Hope you guys have a great day! [<3]RaCh~x0x [font=wingdings]n u n n n n n n[/font]......[font=symbol]©[/font]......[font=wingdings]n n n n n n u n[/font] R E S P O N D E R S : extreme_chaos [hr color=black][bg=black][/bg][font=wingdings]nnnn n n u n nn n n u n nn n u nnn u nn[/font][/bg] *sigh*[rimg=i159.photobucket.com/albums/t129/ONLY__xONE/Image5.png][bg=a0a0a0] [bg=e8fea8]http://my.kiwibox.com/journals/journal.asp?id=109522[color=black]img+layout©cnk[/link][/bg][/bg][bg=f8c894] [/bg][bg=fdfda3] [/bg][bg=e8fea8]entry | 108.........[/bg][bg=abfbe9][font=wingdings]«[/font][/bg][bg=a5edfb].........mood | exhausted[/bg][bg=a0a0a0] [/bg][bg=f8c894][font=wingdings]n n n n n o n n n n n[/font][/bg][bg=fdfda3] [/bg][bg=e8fea8]Hey Guys, You know how I said that my life is going so great, that i'm scared to jinx it yesterday? Well, I think I almost did. *sigh* Me and Phil had a pretty intense fight today... it was bad. Really stupid, but bad. I don't feel like getting into details, because it's all over now, and I would honestly not think about it anymore... but the point is, we're okay now.[:)] That's all that matters, right?[:)] Last night was... okay. My stomach was really weird at work, and it didn't really got any better when we got to Sandie's house to drink, but I still had a few drinks... got pretty buzzed... not too drunk, but just enough.[:)] After the first drink, my stomach was feeling better though. Or otherwise, I doubt I would of continue drinking... it was really weird. The music at the club basically sucked... it was all like that rave type of crap... not what I like at all... and Phil wanted food, so we just decided to grab some food, and then come back later. We never did come back though... I didn't felt like it, and Phil either. I felt really bad because everyone was probably wondering where I went, but I was too scared of being sick to really care so... we just went to my house and passed out. I'm not feeling that great today... I had a horrible sleep, and i'm just super tired... and just thinking about the long ass shift I have to work tomorrow, makes me want to cry. Literally. Okay, I know I shouldn't complain, because I need the money, and it's kinda nice in a way but... I work frigging 30 HOURS next week! Like hello!... I'm in college here!! I have a life, and sometimes homeworks too! *rolls eyes* I wasn't very impressed when I first found out, but I don't really care that much anymore.. I mean, I do need the hours, I can't deny that. And it's not like the job is hard or anything... so I guess it's alright with me. BUT... if they make me work 30 hours/week every week... then, it WON'T be okay. There's just so much I can handle at once... you know? I have a really bad headache right now.. so I guess I better go. Hope you guys have a great night! take care P.S. Me and Caroline (my little sister) rented "Flicka".. so it's probably what i'm going to do.[:)] I'll let you guys know how it was! [<3]RaCh~x0x [/bg][bg=abfbe9] [/bg][bg=a5edfb][font=wingdings]n n n n n o n n n n n[/font][/bg][bg=a0a0a0] [/bg][bg=f8c894][font=impact]RESPONDERS......[/font][/bg][bg=fdfda3]extreme_chaos, fxck_me, LilSwEeTBaBy135, midnite_breeze2, Naked__Truth[/bg][bg=e8fea8] [/bg][bg=abfbe9] [/bg][bg=a5edfb][font=impact]......subscribers[/font][/bg][bg=a0a0a0]bloodypunk, DanaNRichard, dandi_andi, emotastic__, extreme_chaos, fxck_me, glamoroussky, HiHeelSneakers, Jackit_Fan_1234, jessicasuga, LilSwEeTBaBy135, livy_orangejoy, madepunkgirlie, major_blonde413, midnite_breeze2, N2cj4eva14, Naked__Truth, TheGeminiGirl, tiltedxoxhalo, trashkatt, VintageHeart, x_DieRomantic_x, x0xmarix0x, xosweets, young_mom87[/bg][bg=f8c894] [/bg][bg=fdfda3] [/bg] My life is going so well right now, i'm scared to jinx it![bgcolor=000000][color=EBEBEB][font=webdings][color=484848]gnngggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg ngng[/color][/font]  [font=webdings] gngcgggg g g c c g g[/font]###### [font=webdings]gggggggg[/font]###########################[font=webdings] g[/font][font=webdings]gggggggg g g g[/font]#######################[font=webdings]g[/font] ########################[ [ [ --- entry : 107 --- ] ] ] [font=wingdings] « [/font]#################[font=wingdings]l l l l l l l l l l [/font]######## Hey Guys, [box align=right][bgcolor=black][color=white]time: 10 am subbies: 24 profile views: don't know logins: don't know talking to: Alyssa on msn, and Sandy on facebook! lol listening to: nothing prev. 1st responder: finicula [/color][/bgcolor] Turns out I was worrying once again for nothing yesterday... you know, about Phil. lol. Like that's anything new...[:P] Turns out he forgot his cell phone home yesterday morning before work! So that's why he never answered me... because he didn't had his cell with him! lol Supposebly he just noticed he didn't had it on him on his first break or something... awwww. See, I worried for nothing.... AGAIN. But oh well... I rather worry for nothing, than not worrying when I should be worrying... know what I mean? lol. I had an awesome night with my baby last night![:D] He was so damn SEXY with fancy clothes on... god! I could of seriously jumped on him right there and then... but his mom was there, so I didn't.[:P] He brought me to eat at a restaurant (Boston Pizza), and it was soooo good! It wasn't my first time eating there, but it was my first time eating their lasagna... and OMG... best lazagna I EVER had!! Just thinking about it, I could drool! lol. We just had a really good night in general... I got black sneakers for work, Reebok for only $45 (canadian)!! And they're so comfortable! I love them. And Phil got a pair of Reebok too for the same price... his are really nice too! I [<3] sales... [:D] lol. Tonight, i'm going out to Voodoo (again[:P]) with a bunch of people, and it's going to be so much fun!![:D] I can't wait!!![:D] My baby is coming too... and Sam, and Sandy (another girl in my class) too![:D] I think we're all going to Sandy's to drink first... so it should be a fun night![:)] I'm actually planning on going to the mall in a while to shop for a new shirt to wear tonight... I want something sexy![:P] So that Phil looks at me, and nobody else.[:P] Like he would anyway, but I just want to make sure he won't![;)] Guys, i'm so happy with my life right now!! I don't want to jinx myself but... everything is going so great! I'm so happy that me and Angie & Jeremy are talking again... and me and Sam!! I didn't really realized how much I missed all of them... until now. So i'm really glad we're all talking again.[:)] Makes me happy.[:D] Well anyway, I should probably leave now, and get ready to go to the mall so... have a great day guys! take care ###[color=FC810A][font=wingdings]«[/font][/color][font=Vivaldi][font=Papyrus][font=monotype corsiva]RaCh~x0x[/font][/font][/font][font=webdings] g n n n g c gggggggggggggggggggng [font=wingdings]«[/font] gnggggggggggggggggggg c g n n n g [/font][font=Tahoma]#########Responders: AutoResponderListHeredandi_andi: thanks Andrea![:)] finicula: I appreciate the honesty, but you could of been a little less harsh about it... midnite_breeze2: Linda keep in mind... i'm not majoring in english, i'm going to be a PARALEGAL.[:P] Doesn't have to be perfect! But thanks anyway. P.S. COME TO THE VOODOO TONIGHT!!! [:D] SilverSafpheir: Thanks for the tip![:)] It's a little too late now though, considering I already handed it in... but i'll keep that in mind for next time. Thanks![:)] ###Subscribers: bloodypunk, dandi_andi, emotastic__, extreme_chaos, fxck_me, glamoroussky, HiHeelSneakers, Jackit_Fan_1234, jessicasuga, LilSwEeTBaBy135, livy_orangejoy, madepunkgirlie, major_blonde413, midnite_breeze2, N2cj4eva14, Naked__Truth, TheGeminiGirl, tiltedxoxhalo, trashkatt, VintageHeart, x_DieRomantic_x, x0xmarix0x, xosweets, young_mom87 [/font][font=webdings] g n n n g c gggggggggggggggggggng [font=wingdings]«[/font] gnggggggggggggggggggg c g n n n g [/font][/color][/bgcolor]tell me what you think!!! / kinda worried...[bgcolor=black][color=white][font=Tahoma]
|| entry 106 || tunes: none || mood: tired/little worried || [font=wingdings]l [color=50ccf2] l [color=cef209]l [color=50ccf2]l [color=cef209]l [color=50ccf2]l [color=cef209]l [/font]  [color=50ccf2]Hey Guys, First of all, I want to welcome my new subby [color=cef209]madepunkgirlie! Thank you for subbying, and I hope you enjoy your stay!![:)] (I'll return the favor as soon as I can, okay?[:)]) Also... thank you guys so much for all the wonderful responses!! I wasn't expecting so many at all... lol. I guess it's the kind of subject that a lot of people have a specific opinion on. But thank you!! It really helped for my essay.[:)] And don't worry... I won't use your opinion if you don't want to.[:)] In fact, I already finished and handed it in![:)] Didn't used anyone's opinions... your opinions just mostly inspired me. So thank you.[:)] I noticed that there's more and more people that are pro-choice now... which is great! Because I believe, like a lot of you guys, that it's the WOMEN'S CHOICE... nobody else's. I mean, it's her body... so who are we to tell her what to do with it?? Right?[:)] I also agree with those who said "If i'd be pregnant today, I would get an abortion", because I feel the exact same way. College comes before anything else to me, and I obviously can't support a child financially and even less mentally. So abortion would be the best suggestion for me right now... I also don't really believe in adoption, because I think adopting your child is almost as crual than getting an abortion. I mean.. some kids don't get adopted for a very long time! And some who does, ends up getting abused all their lives, or wondering all their lives why their parents didn't want them, and maybe even think that they're not loved. You know? So adoption is not always a good solution... And personally... I already know I couldn't have an adoption. Just because it would be too hard for me to let something I had in my body for 9 months go. Maybe some people don't agree... but it's okay, because everyone is allowed to have their opinion, and I respect all of yours... so please respect mine, okay? I don't mean to offend anyone in any way... it's just my personal opinion.[:)] Well... I haven't heard from Phil since last night, and I have to say i'm starting to get a little worried... it's not really his type not to text me or anything... but then again, I know he probably has a good reason if he didn't. Well... hopefully. I think he might of slept-in... and just didn't go to work, or something. Because he was really tired yesterday... but it's already 1:15 in the afternoon... so I don't know. =\ Maybe he's still sleeping? *sigh* I hope he answers me soon!! I'm starting to get more and more worried...[:(] It's not like him to do that.[:(] And we're supposed to do something tonight... i'm not working, and he got his first paycheck today, and he was supposed to take me out for supper... so I don't know what's going to happen.[:(] I hate worrying like this... I almost always end up worrying for nothing. Well anyway, I don't really have much more time to write, so I should probably go. I'm going to copy & paste my essay... tell me what you think! [color=cef209]Please. [:)] Abortion; Right or Wrong?? I often come across debates between friends, family members, couples, etc. concerning abortions. Its a very touchy subject, I find, and certainly not a subject to be taken lightly. Heres what I think about abortions, and facts to support my opinion. Did you know that the Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedom doesnt consider a foetus a human being? A child becoming a human being has to: have completely proceeded in a living state, from the body of its mother, has to have breathed on its own, has to have an independent circulation, and the navel string has to be severed. [223.(1)] Which bring me to my other point: Every child should be wanted. Some cases, not all, of children that werent planned can lead to a lot of issues.[www.abortionfacts.com] Like poverty for example, is a big one. Because the reasons for most future mothers to have an abortion, is because they just simply cant afford to have a child. If shes still in high school/college/etc. its obvious she cant afford to have a child at the moment. Some people might say well she could quit school, and just go back later in her life, but for other people like myself, that believe school comes before anything else, wouldnt agree. Personally if I would get pregnant right now, I would go for an abortion, just because I dont want to ruin my career, and I was to be able to support my children financially without help from anyone, except maybe my future husband. Also, some unwanted children get taken advantage of everyday, and I dont just mean physically; sexually, too. You might think putting a child up for adoption is the greatest idea ever, but its not always the case. What happens to those children who never gets picked? Or that do get pick, and then put in a bad home? There is so many bad people out there, you never know if the child is actually going to go in a place where he/she will be treated well and with respect. Some people just cant do adoption. Some people think they can, but change their mind at the last minute when they hold the baby in their arms for the first time. Some people just cant deal with everything that comes with putting a child for adoption. Its a lot of emotional pain, and Im sure very hard to deal with. Children born from teenage mothers are more likely than children of older mothers to suffer significant disadvantages: medical, psychological, economic, and educational. [www.prochoice.org] This decision should be totally the womans choice. After all, its her body! The boyfriend/future father of the baby, is not the one whos going to deal with the pregnancy for nine months, therefore, I dont think they should have much to say if the girl decides she wants an abortion (for reasonable reasons, of course). I dont agree with women who uses abortion as a sort of contraception, but if she really cant keep the baby, then I wouldnt see why she should. Its her body therefore her decision. She shouldnt be feeling bad about it, if she really cant. Its her decision, and nobody elses [<3][color=50ccf2]RaCh~x0x =I love you so much______________ [font=symbol] ©[/font] [ color=50ccf2][font=symbol]© [/font]Responders:
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[font=symbol]© © © © © © © © © © © © © © © © © © © © ©[/font]  [font=wingdings]n[/font]------- entry 105 ------- [font=wingdings]n[/font] ------- 12:05 pm -------[font=wingdings]n[/font] [font=palatino linotype]Hey Guys, How's life? I'm okay... just really tired. Wish I could of slept in this morning... it's like my dream now! lol. Pretty sad... Okay, so I need you guys' opinions. What do you guys think about abortion??? We're doing this project in class where we had to pick a legal topic and say our opinions on the subject, plus support it with facts... like facts from a website or something. And I didn't find that much for pro-choice, since I am pro-choice... I found a couple good ones, but didn't quite found what I was looking for. Do you guys know any good websites?? What's YOUR opinion on the subject? And if you guys don't mind... I could quote some of what you guys think in my essay![:)] Let me know if I can, okay?[:)] Well.. I have a news for you guys... I don't know what you guys are going to think about it but... i'm back friends with Sam. Well "friends"... we're talking, anyway. I don't really know what to think about it, well i'm glad we're talking again... kinda missed her... but I know I won't be able to trust her for a while. It's going to take some time... you know? I was just sick of us ignoring each other, it was starting to be really dumb. Tonight i'm working 6-9 again.. that's why i'm doing this entry right now... because I know I won't have time tonight. *sigh* I really don't feel like going, but hey... gotta make $$$ somehow, right? lol. It was awesome seeing Phil last night... I missed him SO much!!! You can't even imagine... he's getting his first paycheck with the bank tomorrow, and he said he would take me out![:D] So I think we're going to eat somewheres tomorrow, since i'm not working.[:)] I'm also getting paid tomorrow... supposed to get $200-something for one week! Not bad, eh?[:D] CAN'T WAIT!!! Well anyway, I have to go.. i'm at school right now. So have a great day guys! And thanks in advance for the opinions!!![:)] [<3]RaCh~x0x [/font][font=wingdings]n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n[/font] |
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