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I need to find a place to stay now...12/03/09 04:42 pm | 2 Comments | Permanent link
So more bad news...
I had a talk with Janie this morning, and I have to leave. Before Christmas, if possible. I just can't afford the rent... and she doesn't want to see me putting myself in more debts than I am now, so I have to find somewhere else to live. I think i'm going to go back to my mom's... she kinda offered the other day. If i can, it would kinda be nice... it would help me a lot to pay down what I owe, so. I guess that's a good thing. I'm going to have to talk to her asap... to see if it's still okay... can't go back to my dad's, it's too complicated (Caroline has my old room, and Caroline's old room is the computer room) so... it's my only option, for now. Jeremie (the guy i'm dating) offered to give me a place to stay, but it's wayyyyy too soon. I'd rather move to my mom's... So Channy if you're reading this... when you come down here after Christmas, I guess you won't be able to stay a few days with me, since I won't have any space for you. :( This friggin' sucks... can I pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease have a job NOW! Godamnit... things are slowly getting better... // EI // sweetheart! // Student Loans12/02/09 02:26 pm | 3 Comments | Permanent link
So apparentely First Canadian Title paid me correctely... apparentely they pay a week in advance, so that's why it wasnt much. I still don't think I believe that, but whatever... tired of arguing with them.
I finally got my paperwork from FCT for my EI last night though! What a relief... I brought that in earlier today, and if I understood correctely, I should start receiving money either next week, or the week after (she said something like it takes 4 weeks from the date of your application to start receiving something, if you have all the paperwork done) so that's awesome!! That would mean I would get money for the 3-4 weeks I haven't been working (they don't pay for the first week, apparentely). Still not sure how much i'm going to get. But apparentely it's about 60% of your regular pay, or maybe more? I don't know, I never asked for unemployement before... so i'm hoping for atleast $1 000.00 *crosses fingers* So now i'm kinda Christmas shopping... nothing big, of course, but just a little something for my dad and his gf, my little sister, and my mom and her bf. Definately not spending as much as I did last year, that's for sure!! I was talking to my friend Steph online the other night, and she was saying that her father has some connections here in Moncton (shes back in Bathurst, where i'm originally from) and told me I should check this insurance company out, because her father knows the boss there really well. So I went there the next day to meet with him, and he was really nice!! He knew who I was, because Steph's father had emailed him about me, and he seemed very interested in hiring me. Only thing, he's only looking to hire after Christmas (sometime in January). Buuuut... I would be willing to wait to work there. Seems like an awesome place to work... I would basically be working for him. He said he would keep in touch with me, and bring me back in for a formal interview. :) That would be awesome if I could work there!! I also have another interview Friday morning... this one is for the position I had mentionned with Kelly Services back when I first started job hunting. The one that's in a car dealership environment, and that starts at $30 000 a year, Monday to Friday, with full time hours... and they're looking to hire asap! So that would even be better if I would get that one!! But I would be happy with either one... they both sound like very good jobs. :) So I guess things are slowly starting to get better... still no job, but atleast I know I should receive money by the end of the month! So I can live with that... Aaaand I just talked with National Student Loans, and i'm approved for what they call a "Re-payment assitance program" where the Federal Gov. pays the interest portion of my monthly student loan payment for 6 months (and I don't have to pay them back), but she said sometimes, they just pay the whole thing. She even said she was pretty sure I would qualify for the whole payment so... that's friggin' awesome! One more thing that I don't have to worry about... so glad I called! I guess the government is proving me wrong, for once... lol. Other than that, not much is new... the guy i've been dating is getting sweeter by the day! I don't know if I told you guys, but he bought me a dozen roses last weekend.. they were gorgeous, and totally unexpected! With one of my fave chocolates (yes, he actually remembered which ones!)!! So yeah.. I think he's a keeper! lol I'll post pictures one of these days... :) Anyway, I should probably get going, meeting him after work to do a little Christmas shopping so... I hope everyone has a great weekend if I don't come back till' then! (but I probably will lol) Thanks for all the amazing support! -x0x- someone shoot me, pretty please!11/30/09 11:05 am | 1 Comment | Permanent link
I don't know why, but I have a feeling I should of just stayed in bed this morning...
First, I check my bank account this morning to make sure First Canadian Title paid me, like they were supposed to... well guess what... they did pay me... but about 1/4 of what they were supposed to! And my student loan hasn't even came out yet.. I had to make a stop payment online to make sure it wouldn't, because I can't afford to pay it until I receive what FCT owes me, and what Jeremy and Angie owe me as well (which is about $130). Then I go to my interview this morning, and come to find out they're also only hiring after Christmas (so was the company I had the interview with Friday). Well guess what... I can't wait until after Christmas! I need a job now... how the hell am I supposed to pay my car loan, my insurance, my rent, etc. if I only have a job in January?? This fucking sucks... I am beyond despret, at this point! It's not even funny anymore.. I just wanted to go crawl in a friggin' hole after the interview... I haven't been this stressed out, or depressed, in a friggin' long time. I swear, if I don't find a job soon.. i'm seriously going to lose it... things are going well in one aspect, but not in the other.. why can't i have both??11/25/09 04:49 pm | 0 Comments | Permanent link
So Haligax is a for sure thing now! We already booked the hotel room, and everything... i'm friggin' excited!! It's only for one night, but still... it'll be really nice to see Channy! Haven't seen her in like 2 months!
So I went ahead and bought a GPS last night on my Future Shop credit card (3 months no payments) because I was scared we'd get lost in Halifax (neither of us know Halifax very well) and because I knew my dad wouldn't lend me his again, since we lost his sticky thingy on his last time we borrowed it (when we went to PEI last summer), so... I decided to buy one. Works awesome... but I might have to return it after this weekend... i'm at my dad's right now, and it's in my car... and my dad just saw it, and pretty much admitted that's what he bought me for Christmas, and he can't return the one he bought. So... I guess after I come back from Halifax, i'm going to have to return it... oops! (maybe I should of just asked... damnit) As you can see, things are going pretty well with that guy I met. We've been seeing each other everyday since we've met (I know, not really a good thing, but whatever :P ) and we just get along together so well!! He really actually makes me happy... I know it's early to say that, but he really does! He might not be the hottest guy on earth, but he's definately a good guy, and he definately knows how to treat a girl, that's for sure! The only thing that sorta bothers me, is that he smokes (weed) once in a while... when he's with his friends at a party, or just hanging out. So i'm kinda scared that he's going to turn into Yves #2 (my old subbies know what I mean), but he knows I don't like it, and promised me he wouldn't do it around me, so... as long that he doesn't do it while i'm around... I guess that's okay. Plus i've grown up a lot since Yves... weed doesn't bother me as much as before so... I think it'll be fine. :) Plus he looks like that kind of guy that would probably stop altogether if it really bothered me so.. i'm not really worried about that. :) I just wish the job hunting would go as well though... it's honestly not going well at all. Haven't heard from anyone back yet... I even applied at Rogers twice! I don't know what else to do... i'm starting to be worried... I even went to see my old boss at Future Shop last night while I was there, and he told me they were hiring, and to fill out the online application so that's what I did tonight. It doesn't pay much, but atleast it'll be something in the meantime... plus I really enjoyed working there that Christmas I worked there 2 years ago so.. I don't mind going back. :) I could always get another part time job too on top of that, worst come to worst... Things will be okay, right? christmas is in a month... and i'm still jobless // someone worth my time?11/23/09 04:13 pm | 3 Comments | Permanent link
So I think I might of met someone worth my time...
Well I don't want to to into too many details right now, because it just happened, and i'm scared to jinx myself again, but... Pretty much, he's great. He's not the most good looking guy i've ever seen, but he has an awesome personality. And we get along really well so far. :) He's actually going to Halifax to visit one of his friend this weekend coming up, and he asked me if I wanted to go, so I guess i'm going to Halifax this weekend! I don't really have the money for it, obivously, being jobless and all, but he told me not to worry about it so... as long that I get to see Channy... that's all I care about! It's obviously not set in stone yet, but i'm really hoping it'll happen. I haven't seen Channy since I went to Halifax with Adam, and I had only seen her for a few hours so... i'm excited! :D (Channy if you read this... I can sleep at your house, right? lol) As for the job hunting.. it's getting pretty depressing! I applied everywheres... no one is calling me back (yet). I even applied at Rogers (the call centre)... not that its a horrible job, but I didn't really want in a call centre again, but whatever... for now, it'll do. But they haven't even called me back, yet! Which i'm surprised... so i'm going to try to re-apply, or email my resumé to my friend Marianne, so she can give it to her supervisor (she works there). As long that I find something that pays atleast $14/hour... I don't care what it is... even if it's just in the meantime. I don't care. I just need a friggin' job! |
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