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Well I have some sorta big news for you guys...
I was texting Marie-Helene (the girl that's going out with my ex's brother, and that has been keeping Coco) on Sunday, and we started talking about Coco, and how my ex is moving out soon, because she's expecting in June, and what was going to happen with Coco, because she wouldn't be able to keep him, because of the baby. She said my ex would like to keep him, but of course, if I wanted him back I could... so I started talking with Jeremie about it, and what I should do, and we both agreed I should take him back, because I missed him a lot, and what if Phil (my ex) doesn't want him anymore, and just gives Coco to someone I don't know? I'd rather him being with me... So yesterday, I started texting Phil, and I told him I would like Coco back... and I went and got him right after work! :D I told Phil he could come visit him once in a while, and that if things didn't work out, he could always take Coco with him, but Coco seems to be doing really good so far... I'm really glad to get him back though! He bites a lot less than before, and he listens better, I find... so that's good. :) Just wanted to share that with you guys! :) Happy Easter!!!
I can't believe that the long weekend is almost over already... why does it have to go by so fast?? It sucks! And we've been having the nicest weather ever... 14 degrees (celcius) on Friday, 25 degrees (celcius) yesterday, and about 15 degrees (celcius) today. I'm loving it! Not so much the thought of going back to work tomorrow though... especially when I know that Jeremie has tomorrow off too! So not fair, by the way... geez, I wish I worked for the stupid Federal Government!
This weekend has just been awesome... Thursday night we didn't do much because we were both exhausted from working, but the rest of the weekend was awesome! Friday night we had my dad and his gf for supper, so we made a homemade lasagna, and it turned out super good!! I think my dad was pretty impressed, especially since he never really tasted any of my cooking before (not that I cooked much before I met Jeremie, but I do alot more now). After they left, we decided to join Angie and Jeremy at Tonics (a bar that Jeremy hosts karaoke at) and Angela, Danielle and Janie joined us, so that was a lot of fun... Jeremie decided to drink with us, so we had to leave his car in town, and take a cab home... thank god for good cab drivers, because the fair ended up being $65! But he only charged us $50, thank god... and when we got home we had awesome sex (as usual!) and ate some of the leftover lasagna.. which I still think to this day, that it's what saved me from being hungover the next day! lol. I got woken up the next morning by Jeremie telling me Janie was texting me, and asking me if I wanted to go to "memere" (that's how I call my grandmother on my dad's side) for supper, because she really wanted to go, and couldn't really drive all there by herself (its a 3 hour drive, and the drive back is a little scary with all the mooses and stuff), so I decided to go with her, and we spent most of the day there. I thought it was kinda funny, because they still had a lot more snow left compared to us... we have tiny patches in the woods here and there, but almost their whole yard was still covered! Don't think it will be for long though... especially with this nice weather!! So yeah, overall it was a great weekend! Definately needed a long weekend though... I thought I was going to have a burnout this week, because it was so crazy busy!! But it was nice to have a little break, for sure... now I can't wait to be able to pick my vacation!! I get a week (5 business days) and 1 floater day this year, but next year I'll get 3 weeks (15 business days), so it's pretty nice. I'm the last one to pick my vacation though... because they hired 3 of us, they drew names the other day, and the other 2 people got their names drew first, so I was the last one. But I don't care.. as long that i get vacation time, it's all good with me!! Plus it's not like I have to match my time off with Jeremie anyway... he doesn't get any vacation because he's not permanent yet. But it would be nice if I could get my vacation in the summer, or maybe even in September. I really want to bring Jeremie to this cottage I went before, because it was super nice! But we'll see. Tonight we are invited for supper at the neighbour's so that's going to be nice... we invite them over once in a while, and then they take their turn, so it's pretty nice! I like not having to cook 2 days in a row!! Less dishes to clean... ;) I hope everyone had a great weekend as well! Happy Easter!! just an update
The weather here sucks lately... last week, and the week before, we had been in Spring, almost Summer, weather like, but now we're back in the stupid minuses and snow... gahh. I know it's only March (almost April), but still... I had my hopes up that Spring would be here sooner, since we had such nice weather for a while! Jeremie even took out his bike a few times! He's actually a little upset now, since it's now too cold to take it out... men and their "toys"! lol. Oh well.. i'm sure it'll start getting nicer again soon... hopefully! I hate Winter! lol
So I decided that i'm going to write down everything that I spend money on from now on, to see if I spend money at places I shouldn't, and try to pay down those damn credit cards, and hopefully, put some money aside for when I get my vacation, we can actually afford to do something... or if something happens, I have some money on the side. Because living paycheck to paycheck, is NOT how I visionned (sp?) my life to be like... but what can I say, it's my own fault, I should of saved money when I could afford it, but I didn't, and look at me now. Atleast i'm not going bankcrupt though... atleast, i'll make everything in my power for that not to happen! That's probably my worst nightmare... but anyway. I think that if I start writing down on what I spend my money on, and when, I could probably figure out a way to save up. Because I know I sometimes spend money on things I shouldn't.. and I want to try to stop that as much as I can. So hopefully that'll help! Any tips on how to save money?? better
I can't believe that i can go this long without writing anything in here... you would of asked me if I could go 2 days without writing something like 6 months ago, and I would of said hell no!! But now I just don't seem to have the time or patience to write.. or there's someone around me while i'm trying to write (usually Jerr) and I don't like writing in here when there's people around/trying to read... it's my personal journal for a reason! You know?
Well, I guess things have been going better here... I just get these up and down's lately, and I just don't know why. Plus we changed the time last weekend, and that fucked my sleeping pattern big time... you wouldn't think that one miserable hour would make a difference, but it does. And it's not like I have trouble sleeping... ever since I moved here, I sleep like a rock! I'm just tired all the time... I don't know why. Maybe it's just in my head, and i;m not as tired as I think I am. Or maybe it's just the weather. I don't know. Somedays it's not as bad.. I try not to think about it, and sometimes it goes away. It's weird. Work has been going a LOT better... i'm starting to kinda know what i'm doing most of the time, so it makes me feel better. And my cash has been balancing for the last 2 weeks, pretty much, so i'm pretty proud about that! JP that got hired and trained with me is still not balancing to this day... so i'm pretty proud that i am, in such a short period of time.. you know? :) Well anyway.. Jerr is back so I should go. I'll come back tomorrow maybe. venting time!!!!!! lol
I just wanted to write a little something to say that i'm feeling a lot better since my last entry...
I got switched to another branch at work (technically it's the same branch, just a different location) for this week, and maybe longer (hopefully), and it's a lot less busy than the other one, so I have more time to concentrate on doing my job correctly. I think they maybe should of put me there in the first place, but anyway... atleast the other location showed me how it could be when it's busy, and I also got to see pretty much every kind of transaction (some transactions we can't do where i'm at now). So I guess that's a good thing. But I like it way better where i'm at now. I'm really hoping they keep me there for a while... atleast until I really get the hang of it. The only thing that pisses me of though, is when people get mad at you because you asked for a piece of ID, because they don't have a card (or don't have it with them), and want to pay a bill or withdraw money, and only have their account number, and no proof it's their account... I noticed it's mostly older people that get angry, but I got a guy (I was going to say "gentleman" but realized I can't say that, since he was being a total jerk!) today that was maybe a tiny bit older than my dad (like mid 50's, i'd say) that completely freaked out when I asked him for his ID. Even after I explained to him why I needed it, he still didn't get it!! Like really.. how stupid can you be? So you don't care if someone finds your account number and withdraws money out of your account because we didn't ID him because you don't like it? Okay then! I won't ID you, and hope it happens to you, so you learn the hard way! JERK! *rolls eyes* I also had some old lady (probably around 80yrs old) that freaked out at me for the same thing yesterday, and refused to get served by me afterwords (mind you, that was after she decided to pitch her cards at me), and just went to the guy beside me, and started telling him I should get fired. Like seriously? I'm just doing my freakin' job here! If you don't like it, CHANGE BANKS and fuck the hell off! Because news flash... every bank you go to, is going to ask you for some kind of ID. It's just common freakin' sense!! Don't you think? I don't mean to be rude here, but I swear sometimes.. old people... they complain about us, the teenagers/young adults not having any respect for them, and then they go, and do something absolutely stupid like that, and treat us like garbage. Not just because you're older than me, means you can treat me like that... you want to treat me like that, you'll get the same treatment in return! I don;t care how old you are... yup... i'm a bitch, I guess. lol No but really... don't you think it makes sense? Of course I won't say anything at work, or return any nasty comments like they did, because "the client is always right" (BS!) but let me tell you... if I wasn;t at work, and was getting approached by someone like that outside of work... I honestly doubt something could stop me. Anyway... enough ranting about stupid people that don't get common sense... lol. That's why I love this place, though... no matter in what mood I am, I write in here, and almost always feel better after. I think sometimes it just needs to come out... and I like it better when it doesn't come out to someone that I could hurt their feelings, or something without really wanting to. You know? Other than that, I guess everything is going well... me and Jeremie got our little ups and downs, but nothing major so far... but that's what comes with moving in together! Especially early like we have... but I love living with him, though! He's always waiting for me at the door when I get home from work, and then he always asks how my day went, and stuff like that... it's really nice! I feel like he really wants to know too.. and when it didn't go so great, he lets me vent for a little bit, and doesn't say anything.. which is also nice. lol. I hate it when people try to make you feel stupid for feeling a certain way... sometimes you just feel that way in the heat of the moment, and you don't really think straight. But still, it's how you were feeling... no one should judge that, I think... feelings are feelings... you can't help it. You know? We actually tried to make a "pack" (sp?) last week to go for a walk of about an hour everyday after work (well after supper), unless we're not home for a reason or another, because i'm trying to lose wait, and be healthier, and he loves to walk, and likes to do it with me... but it didn't go very far, i think we went once? He kept on going by himself, and tried to convince me every single time, but i;m just so tired after work.. I don't feel like doing any exercise. Especially in the cold weather! But I should... because I promised I would. And i'm not doing it.. and i'm kinda disappointed in myself for it. But anyway. I'm planning on trying harder starting probably Friday... just because today he works until probably 9-10pm (he works a 2nd job from time to time to help out with the bills) and tomorrow he had made plans with one of his friend to go to Pump House (his favorite restaurant/bar) because they're getting paid, and they wanted to have a few beers, so... it'll have to wait until tomorrow, because i'm not going by myself. Too freaky outside around here... and everyone knows how easily I get scared! lol Anyway... I think i'm going to leave it at that, because this is long enough! Didn't thought I had that much to write about! lol I guess I did. Thanks a lot to those who still read/respond!! Very appreciated :) |
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