mashuki , 24

Slowly starting to feel somewhat better... going away at my dad's for the weekend was really the best thing to do though. Not looking forward to when I have to go back home though... because right now I feel okay, but i'm scared it's all going to go out the window when I go back there and see him. *sigh*  I hate this...

I'm officially moving in with my friend Danielle on Saturday. Going to try to pack as many boxes as I can during the week, and bring them with me when I go to work, and drop them off... my goal is that i'll be able to move enough things that by Saturday only thing left in the house will be what's in "our" room. Don't know if it'll happen... but i'm going to try my best.

I try not to think too much about the future right now... quite frankly it gets me so depressed right now... just when I thought I had it all figured out...

I'll be okay though... with some time...