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where wre d shots for n y did u faint i found this… -
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exicting...:P
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Entry;; oo6 [3-o5-1o]morning got to wake up pretty later than other days, well during the week. it turned on the computer and listened to music. michael jackson. while i got ready. i got to school early for once. in first didn't do anything. second did a vocabulary. it was going to be a boring day, ugh! but well i just sat there and texted. third just sad there bored wanted to shoot myself! fourth was in the library all day it was boring! very! i did talk to that girl that doesn't like me hope she leaves him! =] lunch went home my ma came and picked me up. i ate soup, fish, tortillas, and juice :] i got full 5th;; watched a movie and i did vocabulary. 6th;; watched a video and just texted she let us! :] SUB, but just my luck cuz well it was a Moreno :[ my sister told me to tell her to get her kind and leave. i just laughed of course didn't tell her anything :| didnt want to get in trouble. anyways in 7th didn't really do anything but watched The Lord of the Rings very good movie <3 [:
after school;; went to the bank, post office, cable and WalMart. Now stayed home and if Eric doesn't know if we are going to hang out. I don't think we are. I don't know what to do about him anymore. He leads me on. Then when it comes to being my boyfriend he says straight out no. anyways my Friday sucked Entry;; oo5 [3-o4-1o]morning i left late ''/ but i wasn't tardy =] 1st did nothing. 2nd read out of the book. 3rd sat there cuz there's other people in there ima get a bad grade cuz i don't do antyhing. well im shy but tomorrow ima step it up and do things =] so anyways in 4th didn't even really do antyhing. this girl that doesn't like me for some reason well her boyfriend is doing the same thing like eli was to me. i felt like telling her to leave they'll never change he's not serious aoubt it. but i didn't cuz she doesn't like. me. she can suffer like i have. she'll learn. lunch sat in the bathroom and cried. 5th voc. 6th talked. 7th turned on the computer they have and did a little work on there. after school; sat online allnight almost even missed my show. ''/
i wrote a letter to eli he'll never read [unless a friend lets him see it] the things u put me through are so unfair. i thought you were faithful but it was all just a lie. you kept on telling girls you were single when you were with me. i felt stupid. ugly. worthless. like i was just a piece of shit on the side. then you told more lies and stupid me believed them. i didn't know you were so unfaithful til i looked at your phone and you had a child shirtless. she was no older then 16, she was a baby. i bet you asked for it. you're such a liar. i couldn't even look at you anymore the same, i knew you were still doing it, i was in denial. so i just stopped looking at your phone. i wasn't going to cry and put myself down just because you were so unfaithful to me and to every girl you have been with. so on myspace you put your number up, so i knew you were still doing your old ways. you flirted, talked how good other girls looked when you could just look to your side and look at me. you would flirt and not even look at my page. it's so unfair. i put up with a lot of your shit, but now i know i shouldn't have and your with an idiot. another idiot that you can play games with like you did with me and every other girl. i wasn't thinking when i got this tattoo. i have to look at it every day and remember how much you hurt me. it's so unfair for me, i jus don't understand why you hurt me when all i did was love you. i gave you money you won't give back. you propost to me like if it meant something to you. you cried when i left like you cared. it was fake, those tears are nothing to me. i wish i wouldn't have ever met you in my life. you really don't deserve to be happy. at all! i didn't leave you because i thought things would work out. even after you did beat me. yes, i even still have those pictures. after you hit me, you didn't care, you choked me and even kicked me. like i was trash. why were you so angry at me. why did i deserve this. why did god put you in my path? why? so i could see that no guy ever comes before family? well he got it. that's the only thing i got out of it besides. if a guy hits you and you have a way out. leave. it's hard when he has filled your head with lies. i was afraid to even look at you to tell you how i felt. i lived in fear. then i saw you and remember why i loved you. i loved the old you. not the you that i got at the end. you played with my feelings. you led me on into thinking i was going to have a wedding. a wonderful sweet happy wedding. it was just another one of your lies. you said you would come back to me. i know you cheated. liar liar liar! you even kept on leading me on til i fianlly saw you had a girlfriend. wow. you even kept her a secret from me. well guess what.. you'll never find happiness. your charm will go away. your handsome face with go with it and nobody will like you anymore. you'll be alone with your 40 pitbulls. you're such a liar. i'm glad i left. i just wish why did god make me suffer for so long and so much. i hate you [eli]azar m. [moreno]. i'm moving on and going to be happy with a great guy that won't ever change anything about me. you're dead to me!... hahahaha. bitch. you call yourself a pitbull. you can't even compare to the strength they have. you're a dog with it's tail between your legs. bitch! Entry;; oo4 [3-o3-1o]I'll put up what's in my journal journal. morning;; i woke up on time and got to school on time. 1st;; did nothing like 3rd and 4th. 2nd;; read out of the book. lunch i went to the store and bought food cuz i don't get regular or free food so that sucks. but anyways he asked me to prom and to walk with him at graduation. i'm not going to my prom, what's the point i don't like anyone and spend a lot of money and a waste of time fucken completely stupid. you know what i mean? well from now on no little high school student for me. like i told you i'm dating 24 year old. lol. no one younger then me ever again =] but i told my friend i would walk with him if i walked in the graduation. well i'll be seeing a lot of him anyways so yeah. he's quiet, wish he was cute though :( he isn't ugh!! but anyways in 5th we went over the book. i think i'll go over it at home since i won't have anything to do at home. my eric babe is in texas i think, taking classes for his job one of these days i'm going to spend the night with him =] aha my ma can't tell me what to do or not cuz well im 19 19 19. =] i'm going to tell her that i couldn't make it back to artesia cuz some shit. or something i already made up my mind i'm going to el paso with luis my other babe. by the end of this week. ''/ [i miss eric, i've seen him mon-thurs, sat, mon, tuesday] you see why i miss him ''/ i asked him about his family yesterday i know him and his dad are like best friends his mom and dad divored [i wonder how old he was] his mom believes in la llorona and what not. then he said his child hood was sad and alone. that's why he ate all the time. o and no undies ;] weirdos! then he went to bed cuz he had to wake up at 3am then he named his dog liberta. i thought it was actully so cute =] 6th;; talked more about, duh, babies, so intersting her lessons are short. 7th nothing. after school, i was eating dinner and eric called to hang out. so duh, i went. sex. =]
Entry;; oo3 [3-o2-1o]Last night Eric took me out and ugh, yes sex.
 I just layed there in his arms and kissing him all over.Morning I woke up late, it's hard to get up. ugh!
1st the teacher wasn't there so i didn't get a tardy  i was online att period.2nd we read out of the book. this girl behind me was saying a lot of shit that bugged me, then she asked my nam and i told her, ugh. bitch go away! 3rd and 4th nothing. lunch me and eric went to lunch together. 5th a test, i'll be failing, that class makes me sad. 6th i enjoy this class it talks about child development. 7th nothing. after school i saw eric, but he'll be going to texas to take a class. ugh! ima miss him. it's no fair...  i laid in his arms and kissed him, like always. that's our thing.  , Me.  Entry;; oo2 [3-o1-1o]Friday;; I found out Eli has a new girlfriend now. So he's a fag and I'm over him. I called Eric and he was so understanding. He's so nice.
Saturday;; I was in bed and he came over so I went outside, my house was messy and my ma has a problem with letting people see our messy house and I do too. So I made him stay outside, his birthday is on January 15th and mine is on January 16th.  it's cute. Ok i'll be honest, yes I had sex with him. &&maybe I say the best mate ever.Sunday;; hung out with patrick, it got ugly. i don't want to relive it. Monday;; in the morning i woke up late and ran to school ''/ 1st my teacher let me go through since it was my first. 2nd i do not even remember, all i kno is that i was annoyed by the guy in front of me. he talks too much. 3rd & 4th just sat there. Lunch, eric took me out.we made out. =] 5th we played a game and i didn't know anything, i wasn't even here for the beginning of the lesson and he is making me do this! ugh! so anyways, this girl was being mean to this othere guy cuz he was looking at her. ok, u know what, you are ugly stop being so immature, i'm tired of being surrounded by immature kids. like her, i felt like telling her, ok, if u don't like him staring at you, you could tell him politly to stop. you don't have to be such a bitch about it and embarrass him. besides why would anything even look at you, you are so ugly! so don't flature yourself. 6th we read the book. 7th read. after school i went out with eric again. yes, sex. lol. i can't help myself he's awesome. he moves so sexy! ah! he makes me weak!... now it's 1137pm. i'm hungry now. laterz Me. |
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