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[--357--]Change of heart

10/01/09 3:50 am

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Hey subs. I decided to have a change of heart (haha notice the title) of the entry and the layout it's self. I don't want to post my journal entries that I write to my unborn, unconcieved (I hope so) daughter Baileigh online. I feel I want it to be something a bit more personal you know. So you guys are stuck looking at typed up things.

I was a little less depressed today. I think it was the book I was reading. I'm reading Bipolar for Dummies and It's making me realize I'm not alone. I do need more motivation and a better support team I think but whatever I'm getting there. I didn't sleep AS much today.

Tomorrow at 10ish or so we're going to Wal-Mart. Oh goodie! One of my favorite places (Note some sarcasam). Well I"m not much in the typing mood you guys get my day was a boring ass day.
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[--356--]maybe i'll start tomorrow:::depressive fit.

09/30/09 3:44 am

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I'm just going to start that plan about the journal thing tomorrow. I don't know I just didn't feel like scanning anything today. I'm going through an extremely depressed episode which I guess is often since I have bipolar II. More depressive fits than manic or hypomanic fits. When I get really depressed you're most likely able to find me in my room sleeping all day. I've done that the past week. I just don't feel like I'm worth anything to get up and do anything. Don't think because I"m depressed I'm sucidal because I'm not at all.

I did finish my other book. Now I'm reading Bipolar for Dummies I think I need to read something about my feelings you know. I need someone to tell me I'm not alone and I should get more help because I'm not. Bad right.

Earlier I was watching that Weird True and Freaky on Animal Planet. The the whole thing that got me started was Zach walking into the room, "There's a two headed snake on TV." I needed to see that then I was into it. That show is so interesting. I don't know why. I just don't like much acting though as it is and this show is no acting and nothing fake. That's what always gets me as well. I'm not afraid of scary movies but sit me infront of TV during a show on flesh eating viruses or whatever I'm scared half to death. Strange huh?

Well I'm listening to A7X and that's enough to get me excited so I'll talk to you guys tomorrow.

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