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08/22/08 4:18 pm

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[color=FFB552]meow.

I'm confused about what to do with my love life at the moment. I don't know if I can sit around and wait for Brian to get his phone problem figured out or the fact niether one of us drive. I don't know how much more of this I can handle. I love him that's for sure I don't want anything to happen. But I don't want to be wasting my life on something that might not work out because of all that's going on. It's tough.

My weekend will be boring that's for sure. I don't know what I'm going to do. Probably sit around and be bored. That's my best plans.

Since Zach had to paste pictures to his compostion book (his journal for school) from magazines or pictures of him that reminds him of himself. I decided I'd make myself a collage. It sounded like fun. I haven't really made one before. So now it's really weird. Still in the beginning phase haven't pasted much on it I'm,hopinfg for more magazines or something I think. That's cool though. I'm probably going to post on freecycle.

Rain is such a weirdo she's climbing on me in the middle of the night purring and asking for attention. I'm not going to wake up in the middle of the night and do that. I know cat's usually pick one person as their 'person' persey well the females usually do and I'm that person. She crawls on me lays on me kneeds everything that I own and she really doesn't do that with other people. I just hate the fact she crawls on me. I'm relaxing and she can very well go around me but she crawls right on my stomach or wherever to get where she's going.

Well I think baby has sepration anxiety and mom's worried that's going to be the downfall and we can't keep her. I leave she pees and cries and takes things apart. I feel bad because we're possibly moving in a year and we know if she doesn't straighten up she's going to be sent away and I love her so much.

That's my day laters

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Good Baby good girl.

08/21/08 11:17 pm

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[color=6B6B63][ entry; 0041 ] [font=symbol]©[/font] [ mood; hapyp ] [font=symbol]©[/font] [ song; Hero/Chad Kroeger ]

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[bgcolor=6B6B63][color=BDE700]Hey there Delilah
[bgcolor=white]What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty, yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
[bgcolor=6B6B63]I s w e a r i t s t r u e
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[color=6B6B63]Baby ate my yogurt last night. Well we were sharing it. Oh it was funny though I loved it. Anyways Baby was left from 8-1:30 and she didn't even go to the bathroom in the house she did aweseome at least I think so. And wone more thing about Baby while it's on my mind, I was told she's most likely a shepard/lab mix. That makes sense why she's yellow like she does.

I went to the doctors to day, she said that I had sinus problems, I guess it's bothering my stomach and making me dizzy. It's horrible. I get put on Claratin D, and some stomach medication.

Dad, has scabies, that's kind of gross but I guess it happens. I had to hear how stupid my uncle's girlfriend's daughters boyfriend(long list), was about what to do with it when he just heard it was a rash, he said to put bleach on it and scrub they'll bleed and scab up but they'll be better. I freaked out and said tha was the stupidest thing I've heard. I wouldn't do that at all I'd leave it before I'd pour bleach on myself.

We went to Wal=Mart, to fill my dads perscription and get stuff. I wanted to get 5 cent notebooks like they sell and they had NONE left I was pissed. Call me cheap but I'm a writer, and go through notbooks like it's nobody's buisness and won't pay $1 or more or something like that just for a notebook when I can pay 5 cents for somtehing like that there's no difference.

I also bought cinnamon churros today when I went to walmart they are so good I almost ate a full bag and I see why I call myself fat.

Serena had a hot picture on her yahoo today. It was so cute, she's so beautiful and she makes me jealous. She's the one that started me on my love for kimchi, which is funny she's an asian fanatic.

Anyways sorry about the short entry but I want to get home and relax.

[bgcolor=6B6B63][color=BDE700]Hey there Delilah
[bgcolor=white]Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
[bgcolor=6B6B63]M y w o r d i s g o o d
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All_iwant_isyou, JerzeeDevil73, KB_Lover, Lovely_LadyVL, MetalManders, PrincessAlwayz, Shammy_486, stilettoADDICT

JerzeeDevil73 : I hope so too. He's adorable I love Dave there's something about him that I like I don't know what it is. The necklace is so cool I love it.
stilettoADDICT : thanks

[bgcolor=6B6B63][color=BDE700]Hey there Delilah
[bgcolor=white]I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
[bgcolor=6B6B63]T h i s o n e s f o r y o u
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Sick yuck!

08/20/08 6:43 pm

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I feel like such a nerd. I was bored the other day so I wrote and email to my dearest Dave Tango. Yeah I know celebrity love. He once replied on myspace to an e-mail, he said "I hope you're doing fine." It was so cute. Give or take he's a cutie. I want him so bad. I wish I wasn't just a nobody and what I say doesn't mean garbage to him. When I email him though it's never about the fact that he is a ghost hunter or has this celebirty status feel to him but because he's human and its always about life or music. if anybody does't know what he looks like i'm posting like two pictures of him right now becasue i'm cool :)

Sorry I didn't write yesterday I'm sick and still sick. I can't eat anything lately without my stomach bugging out on me I guess its' the best word. I eat then want to puke. I haven't puked though and my tummy hurts. I do get dizzy as well couldn't sleep last night well because everytime I laid down on the bed I felt the bed was colapsing and going to fall through the floor of the house. That wouldn't be good if it happend but I was just dizzy and that's not good. mom thinks it's a sinus infection but I don't know. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow.

Aunt Mary got me this cute necklace from Kohls for my birthday was trying to find one like it online but couldn't it's a froggy. It's really cute. I want to wear it but I'm afraid i'll break it.

I really don't want to write alot i want to go home but anyways. I found Roxy and Saya's journal last night. I'm such a weirdo huh? I keep a journal for most of my pets the only one I haven't done that with is Rain. I don't know if I want to start one for Miss Rain, it will talk alot about eating plastic and whatever I suppose. I might.

Well i'm out I'll write more tomorrow if i feel better after my doctors appt.
[color=C11E0F]Shammy_486 :
Kimchi is awesome. I know I'm happy he liked her and she's the cutest thing I've seen out of dogs. We're still debating what she's a mix between and I guess the vet has the only answer. You miss school wow.
stilettoADDICT :
With the online job thing I was denied I guess I didn't pass the first test, I was supposed to remember what they talked about where the base to the building was at and everything. That was so stupid. With the buddy thing I know
I just want to scream maybe I will try to ignore him. That should be easy :) I hope.

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dave tango's the coolest

08/18/08 11:16 pm

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[color=black]Listen up sweetie.
We all know that you're a beautiful girl in this horrible world.
In this suggestion of horror.
The portraits on the walls...
[bgcolor=FEFFC6]L o o k a t t h e i r e y e s, t h e y a l w a y s s e e m t o f o l l o w.
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Uncle Bob yesterday acutlaly liked baby. That's a new one but that's good. I'm so happy that he wasn't mean to her as well. I love my girl she's my world you konw.

I have a possible online job for $4-$10 an hour I know that isn't a lot but sitting online and doing research for pocket money isn't that bad I guess. I can get things I want or need like clothes so I can get what I wanted.

Well I got $20 for my birthday from Aunt Cindy went to wal-mart today and bought the Ikea Stuff for Sims2 the stuff is so pretty. If anybody has the game and the Ikea Stuff. I love the froggy shelf that they have I fell totally in love with it. I love the way it's so different and then the TV stand and the little filing cabnets I'm excited I got it. Though it took forever to decide if i wanted that or Bathroom. But I do want to get the new Sims2 Apartment Living, it looks so awesome. I'm getting antsy thinking about it.

I think I'm coming down with a sinus infection though my jaw hurts like crazy. I don't know waht it is. But I hope to feel better.

Oh my I had a salad with Kimchi in it today. It was the first time I ever had kimchi (marinated cabbage), it's so good, but I ate a lot of salad and a Boca chicken on a bun patty or whatever they call it. It was good but now my stomach hurst i think I ate too much.

Anywho I'm kind of pissed. I keep on getting calls from Jersey and my dearest Dave Tango from Ghost Hunters if from New Jersey he's on my top 5 hotties for sure. He can play music, do magic and he's a ghost hunter. whatmore can somebody ask for? But all I get are telemarketers I mean I did email him on my space and he has my number but I know it's different.

Tomorrow school starts for all the yungings they get 2 half days and then real days. That sounds like a lot of fun I guess. I remember the days I was in school now i feel so old.

Brooks keeps texting me. He and I were sex buddies if you call it that before Brian and now he wants to 'get together' agian. It's driving me nuts and I can't nicely tell him to leave me a lone.

well tomorrow's my party since my aunt has been busy all week, well she's giving me a cake and a present. whoohoo!

Well laters all loves ya.

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Look at their eyes, they always seem to follow me!

Out of tune this tale of terror.
The solemn tolling of the funeral bells.
I want to know what's going on in that pretty little head of yours
where every day's a Bone Palace Ballet.

Biting the flesh from your finger.
You know, I just can't help myself.
I wish to believe, but belief is a graveyard.
May this light never see morning, as finally one will not.
Maybe you're the one that's overrated.
[bgcolor=FEFFC6]S h r i e k a n d s c r e a m m u c h t o o h o r r i f i e d t o s p e a k.
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Out of tune this tale of terror.
The solemn tolling of the funeral bells.
I want to know what's going on in that pretty little head of yours
where every day's a Bone Palace Ballet.

(Flowers of red, begin to bloom on the white sheets in her room.
Our lifeless bodies lying there rotting. For all of time, and eternity)

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This morning I woke up, I rubbed my eyes,
and I took a quick glance around the room,
and saw what happened here last night.
There was blood on the walls,
and the sheets smelled like sweat and sex.
We have narrowed it down to a butcher knife,
a n d t h e m o c k i n g b i r d w i t h t h e b l o o d.

Out of tune this tale of terror.
The solemn tolling of the funeral bells.
I want to know what's going on in that pretty little head of yours
where every day's a Bone Palace Ballet.
Shammy_486 : Yeah i thought the layout was beautiful as well. I think it has the owner at the bottom of it. it's one of her older layouts but I love it. Ollie is a guy I had in my dreams about 4 years ago that was really hot and I don't know i seem to be in love with a guy that isn't real. And I love the sims as well.

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