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polly purebed :)

  • 08/06/08 11:18 pm
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Entry: 26
Subbies: 7
KiwiPoints: 840
Weather: hot but nice
Reading: A romance book
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I met two cool people online yesterday. Joe and Tim. Tim is so cool. He's the first person who's becoming a preist that I've talked to. He actually accepts me for my religion choice. As for Joe. Oh my god he's sexy. I forgot I was signed up for hot or not still and this guy was just fine. I had to add him even though there's Brian.


While talking about Brian I found out why he hasn't been answering my texts for the lastest week and guess what? It isn't as bad as I thought. I guess he had to fix his whole appartment. He kicked Brittany out and she came back and trashed his place. He had to repaint it and everything. He's sure taking her to court for this one. That was so not right for somebody to do at all.

Oh the other day Serena touched me virtally in the boobs. She was in a fiesty mood I guess we were having a talk about stickers and the fact that i said they couldn't stick anywhere so she playfully you know the online ":::puts a sticker on her boob::: there now they're going to stick on you." It was something I wasn't expecting but yet it's Serena who thinks I'm pretty she said so.


I'm addicted to two games now. First one is PS2 Game Dark Cloud which is fun as hell. I just like RPG's i'll be honest. Then the next game I'm addicted to is the game online called bloons it's a little monkey shooting balloons with a dart and yes I spelt it right.

Is it completely normal to sleep with stuffed animals at my age i mean really? I have a froggy (my goochie frog) and my monkey (Ollie Jr) of which i sleep with all the time I can't sleep without them. I think it'a weird but then I think it's my comfort item. Some people have blankets or whatever Goochie and Ollie are just that.

The dog search conintues another day. I know what I'm naming her though I'm naming her Polly Purebred (yes you've got it from Under dog). I'm going to go home and look at the Ad paper later and hope i find a dog.


Please tell me other people have had the problem with yahoo sending thier messages from people into thier spam box. It's totally not spam! I could have got lamps from somebody who offered them. But I never got the response back and like 3 different replies about puppies that were way too late. Figures what happens when you don't know about these things

I went to wal-mart today. My sister got Jumper, I really don't like that movie. I saw it in the movies with her and it had no plot. But she likes it. Well Hayden Christensen is hot so that made the movie semi, okay. But it was nice to just get out. We got far too much food and crap. Was going to get this $0.97 toy for Polly which we don't even have yet and my mom told me I couldn't get it and to wait until I got the dog. It was so cute though.

I finally got to see Underdog today. That movie's cute. As you could tell I totally fell for Polly, the Cavilier King Charles Spaniel. I'd so take her home with me.

That's the crazy thing about me. I still love children's movies. Disney is like the best thing to ever happen to me. Though of course I do like more adult movies. But children's movies are always good.

That's about all i want to write about today before rambling

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Shammy_486: It was weird, I wish I could have said something to him but that would have done no good I hope he didn't do anything stupid like I said. And yep i'll be 22 in 10 days. Whoo!
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11 more days?!/thanks adam now i feel bad/quiz results

  • 08/05/08 8:59 pm
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11 more days until I turn 22. Does anybody know where I can get a birthday layout? I'm going to need one. Still not sure about the puppy thing I'm sure i'm going to get her soon but not with people offering me a dog for $150. I was hoping $100 less than that I've seen animals pirced that much and that's just for the shots and whatnot. That's exactly what I want you know.

Adam sent me a message, saying good bye. Whatever that means. I hope he don't do anythi stupid becasue then I'll feel bad.


Since that's all i felt like writing today. I'm on queendom rightnow taking tons of pesonality quizes and everything and was going to post my results.

How competitive are you?
Your score is: 10
You can't win 'em all - and, frankly, you think winning is overrated. You seem to be generally happy without the glory of being number one. You still may be extremely driven in certain areas of your life (your career, or social life), but competitiveness doesn't permeate your entire existence. You're able to step back and let others bask in the spotlight, and don't go to extreme lengths to ensure you stay at the top. This could mean that you are so self-confident that you don't need to draw attention to your every success and judge yourself by your own standards, or you simply don't need all that glory. Hopefully, however, you're not selling yourself short - a little bit of competitive spirit can give you the get-up-and-go you need to go after what you want.

How fast do you bounce back?
Your score is: 60
You can probably identify with these ABBA lyrics, "Breaking up is never easy I know, but I have to go. Knowing me, knowing you, it's the best I can do." While you recognize that letting go of someone you care for is not an easy task, you also know that it's a necessary part of romance. Chances are you're an optimist at heart and want to believe in the idea of enduring, real love. Saying goodbye hurts, but you do what you've got to do to move on. You may spend some teary nights listening to "your song" or even give in to the urge to call a few times, just to hear their voice. But you generally pull yourself up off the ground, dust off, and get back in the saddle as soon as you've allowed yourself a bit of wallowing time. That way, when you meet those "other fish in the sea" everyone assures you exist, you'll be ready to reel them in with your wit, charm and cheery disposition.


Mental Speed Test - Version 2
Accuracy percentage: 93
Accuracy:
Your accuracy on this test was excellent - you were able to keep your focus throughout the test. With practice you can improve even more, especially if your timing wasn't as good

Completion time:
You must have had your coffee today, because you finished this test in record time! Combined with a high accuracy rate, this is a good skill to have. Mental speed is an asset in many situations, and definitely puts you at an advantage under circumstances where split second actions or decisions are required.


Attitudes towards safety
41
You seem to have a moderately relaxed attitude towards following rules and laws that are in place for the express purpose of keeping people safe. While you might tell your supervisor that you witnessed unsafe behavior, you might also try to deal with the problem yourself by speaking directly to the offender, or even at times ignoring it altogether. You may occasionally try to protect rule breakers or try to persuade them to change their habits rather than turning them in. You seem to think that individuals who are reckless and who get caught breaking rules and laws that are in place for safety reasons should be punished, but not too harshly. You are someone whose attitude towards safety varies depending on the situation. People's attitudes are usually expressed in behavior, so these results indicate that while you likely respect some safety rules and regulations, you don't follow all of them



Are you a slave to fashion?

Your score is: 40
Looking good is important to you, but you don't go so far as to obsess over building the perfect wardrobe. You appreciate nice clothes and may even fall prey to the occasional trend (leg warmers or suspenders anyone?) but you're generally not a clothes snob. There are two main ideas governing your approach to fashion: the realization that appearance plays a key role in career and personal success, and the old adage "beauty is only skin deep". You do just enough to maintain your style without being an all-out stickler for every fashion rule or trend that comes along. In a nutshell, you're normal!



How polite are you at weddings?
Your score is: 80
Here comes the bride, short fat and... wait, you would never say that! You seem to have the utmost respect for the sacred vow of marriage, or at least recognize the importance couples place on their "big day". Emotions are often running high at these once-in-a-lifetime events and, in addition to your gown or swanky suit, you slip into your best behavior. An invitation, after all, means that your presence is appreciated, and you want to contribute to the warm and fuzzy feelings of the day by following all the rules of etiquette. Essentially, you are well-mannered and, even when tempted, put your own desires and motives aside for the sake of the bride and groom's bliss. This is the only way to be - good job!

Flirt test
Your score is: 30
You've been known to flirt on occasion, and probably have some refined seduction techniques... but you're not a hard-core, 24-hour-a-day flirt. You realize that there is a time and a place for seduction, and know when to shut off the charms. When you do decide to work your magic, however, look out world! This seems to be a healthy approach - flirting is a natural, fun way to strut your stuff, boost confidence and send the right message to objects of desire. On the other hand, we all know someone who flirts with everyone, everywhere... and it can be really annoying! Maintain this balance and flirting will serve you well.

Who should play your leading man?
Adam Brody: How adorable is this guy? Cute and funny are probably the two best words to describe Adam Brody and you. Like Adam, you don’t take life too seriously…you enjoy every waking moment, preferring to just have fun rather than worry about nonsense. You both have a great sense of humor, and love to joke around. Ok, so maybe you can be a little silly and say some really dumb things, but hey, life is meant to be enjoyed right? So what’s the only thing that would probably be cuter than seeing the two of you together? All the dorky but adorable names you would call each other…before you said “I love you” and “Goodbye” for the hundredth time!

Are you kinky?
Your score is: 45
Your score suggests that you are a progressive-minded conservative when it comes to sexuality. You are open to new sexual ideas and behavior, but only to a certain limit; you may, for example, consider role-playing or bondage with your partner, but recoil at the thought of something that's a little out of your comfort zone. With a partner of a similar lookout, you can create the perfect playing field for a healthy and fun sex life. Keep the lines of communication with your partner open, try introducing new things into the bedroom, and don't be afraid to veto anything you're not comfortable with. Just beware of judging others for coloring outside the lines of what you consider "sexual normalcy" - different strokes for different folks!

How "typically" male would you be if you had a sex change?
Your score is: 60
According to your results, if you were inclined to change gender, you'd make the perfect man! You've got all the usual attitudes, behaviors and habits of a typical dude, and would blend in perfectly in a world of testosterone. After a sex change, you would think like a man, walk like a man, be a man! As a woman however, you likely stretch the boundaires as to what is traditionally regarded as "female". This means you either sometimes behave in characteristically masculine ways in your life as a woman, or you've got a knack for figuring out the subtle mysteries of the opposite sex.

How dysfunctional is your family?
Your score is: 50
Your answers showed some signs that the dynamics in your family are not always as healthy as they could be. Your family seems to have some lurking concerns that could be handled with a little open communication. Perhaps there are certain unresolved issues that lead to disagreements, or the pattern of interaction among family members is a little distorted. Whatever the particular problems are, there is likely some way they can be worked out. Try to be as honest as possible, don't get sucked into petty games and, if you feel you have no other alternative, keep your distance until things cool down.


Romantic Personality Test
Romance index 71
According to your score, you are a bit of a hopeless romantic. Rose petals, poignant poetry, tall glasses of wine, touching moments, and sweet words are all loving gestures that you enjoy receiving as well as offering. Romance is fairly important to you, and likely an aspect that you consider fundamental in relationships. Keep in mind however, that problems may arise if you are with someone who really isn’t the romantic type. If you look forward to Valentine's Day to express your love and your partner doesn't even acknowledge it as a special day, you might end up feeling neglected or your efforts unappreciated. Nevertheless, even if your partner isn't as romantically inclined as you are, try to be appreciative of his/her efforts when she/he does try to woo you. Some people aren’t comfortable displaying their affection in screamingly obvious ways, but this doesn’t mean that they don’t care – they simply prefer to be more subtle. Whether it’s you or your partner who is doing the romancing, check out the ideas in the Advice section for some simple and sweet romantic gestures that aren’t tough on the wallet or too overwhelming.


Sex Personality Test ]
Your score is: 25
You haven't got a drop of blonde in you...whether or not you've been blessed with golden tresses. You don't behave in any of the "traditional" blonde ways, and probably don't fall for all that stereotypical "dumb blonde" nonsense. You know that using hair color to determine character is ridiculous, and would rather be seen for the unique individual that you are. Good for you!

Do You Need to Get a Life?
Your score is: 60
You’ve got two front row seats to life – and you’d rather just give them away! Ok, so maybe you’re too busy and don’t have time to add some spice to your life. Or perhaps you’re comfortable where you are and see no reason to disturb the peace by leaving the comfortable little nest you’ve made for yourself. Well that’s all well and good, but if you spent last weekend watching reruns of your favorite TV show with your cat, then you may need to step out more often and establish some human contact - beyond your four walls or 17 inch computer screen. As cliché as it sounds, life is precious – you want to be able to look back at the ripe old age of 100 and say, “Hey – now this was a wonderful life”. Now go out there and live life to the fullest!

How good a lotto winner would you be?
Your score is: 85
What a completely decent person you are! If you were so lucky as to win a huge chunk of mullah, you would be generous and stay the down-to-earth person you appear to be now. A lot of lottery winners would become stingy and reject many of the simple folk that stood by them over the years, regardless of their financial status. But not you! You would give as much as you could and remain loyal to the people in your life now. Money, you realize, is not the most important thing in life - you value your relationships and wouldn't want to jeopardize them for cash. Way to go!

How vain are you?
Your score is: 20

You're the type of person who could go for breakfast sporting bed head and sweat pants without so much as a blink of an eye. Although you probably like to look good just like everyone else, it's just not your obsession. You couldn't be bothered with all those time-consuming beauty routines that sap other people's time, and keep your own daily rituals down to a simplistic minimum. Either you've got better things to do then spend your time styling hair or shopping for the latest fashions, or you're just too lazy. You've got a "take it or leave it" attitude that most likely oozes confidence...or sloppiness, depending on the day. The fact that you're so low maintenance can definitely be an advantage - you save time, money and precious energy - as long as you put in enough effort to be presentable. Remember, first impressions can be powerful!
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r+r+s and i will too/i'm a crummy friend and i don't feel bad

  • 08/04/08 8:30 pm
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Guess Adam's mad at me. I don't know what to do. Guess I'm a bad friend for being too busy. I have a lot on my mind right now and you should read what he sent to me and Jeff it pissed me off for sure.
luciferson2003: dont send your messengers to talk to me ok,if you yourself cant talk to me then i took your friendship to much into consideration
Jennifer Saratankos: what are you talking about? i'm busy
luciferson2003: dont send jeff to talk to me ok
Jeff Johnson: She did not send me, I was just trying to help, everyone goes through rough times.
Jeff Johnson: luciferson2003: yea,i am and if shes that busy,ill just take her off my list,i was there to listen to her problems so w/e i thought wrong she would be there if i needed her

Great you know how that makes me feel. But I have a lot in my life to get through. I need, a job or hope my social security comes in, get my GED (which i'll talk a bout in a few moments), and just try to get my life back in order it's been crazy for a years. I can't expect to help somebody when I can't help myself. I wish I could be there for other people but I can't help it.


Now on to the getting my GED part. I hardly ever admit that I haven't gotten my high school deploma. But if everybody heard why, I'm sure it isn't that bad. After I got out of that bad situation with my mom's boyfriend and we moved a few towns over I started a new school my credits didn't transfer right and I'd have to take a million more classes which they wouldn't give me anyways because they didn't know me. Then about the time I droped out was the time my mom got dignosed with the cyst on her brain which stopped me in my tracks everything was far too much for me.

I'm ready to get my GED if that's what will help. Though vocation rehab (job rehab), says I'm not supposed to work with the public because of being bipolar i could go off on somebody, my social skills are poor (well if you live in the middle of nowhere you don't talk to many people), and something about my IQ being low...it's like 85 when they pressured me...I don't do well under pressure anyways I guess.

Still my puppy don't have a name or I don't know what breed she's going to be. I was offered a bassett hound for $350 I don't have that much money and I don't think she'll fit in the cage we have. I don't want to fit her in. That would be sad.

Anyways Stephanie went to the doctors today. I guess she has a sinus infection. I just haven't slept well for a long time. I don't know why not I just can't sleep. I need to really relax better.

But the dream I had last night was nice. It had Matt Hardy in it. I think that man's one of the sexiest things alive. I fell in love with him and the whole wreslting community hated me for some reason. Well he didnt' we were close, then I put out a record and the world liked me again. I don't know and then there was a part that kept getting me there was a tabloid article about how he and I were on a rocky ground. That's nice, but then we realized they really did something stupid with a quote we gave them and he got bitchy. The dream ended with me pregnant and getting married. For those of you who don't know who Matt Hardy is (yes he fits my characteristics for a man tall, dark and handsome for sure) I included some pictures.







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Yeah it's a lot of money that's why i was pissed as hell when it happened and it had tons of pictures on the memory card which meant a ton tio me. by the way he's not my step dad he's nothing to me or my family anymore just a father too my father. Haven't seen him for years. brian doesn't know and i should tell him. Thanks for calling me coragious I feel kind of weak sometimes though.
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r+r+s and i will too/a bunch of bullshit today for sure

  • 08/04/08 2:32 am
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What a typical Sunday for me. Stuck in my room for most of the day because I don't want to come out. I guess it's fine to get the story out. My brothers dad comes over on Sundays to take him and my mom out for breakfast which, she pays for her breakfast and tips the waitress (which to me is a load of bullshit). I can't stand the guy. I am not a person that has problems like this but the way he was to me when I wsa growing up, I basically had to fend for my self. My mom had to find her own way out but he was controlling. Anyways, he's a big pervert. I guess he used to watch me when I was getting dressed from the bedroom window (and i didn't know that's why my mom wanted me to keep the blinds shut), and he lifted the blanket when i was sleeping for god knows what reason.

Then there's the abuse about him that gets me going. Yes he was abusive I got threw across the room, got called names, and my mom got hit a few times. So it was a rough time growign up. I can't even look at the guy. I don't want to be around him. It's been 8 years since I've lived there with him. But now I'm just scared to be around guys period because of what he's done. I can't even figure out how to tell Brian why I'm afriad to be myself around him sometimes.


Anywho, my uncle who's in work release comes by on Sundays as well. He's the one that stole my $150 Camera for money. I know some richer people might go, "So it's $150." But it was a Christmas present and I carried that thing every where. My mom knows he took it. But since it's months later there's nothing anybody could do.

Yeah.See why I sleep in on Sundays. Being Wiccan means I don't have Church, I don't even have a coven (which I need to join). I don't want to deal with people on Sundays.


I apologize for writing the wrong link yesterday and I can't remember what it is off hand and don't want to put more than two tabs on my computer (on'es on myspace page). So I'll promise to do that tomorrow.

I did get my doggy cage today. All we need now is food, dishes, and toys we have the harness and leash. That's so darn exciting. I've never been so close to getting dog before. I just can't wait. Still unsure about the name. I don't know what I'm going to call her.


I walked next door, today and it's a bunch of bullshit over here too. I guess my one aunt and uncle who got kicked out of thier place had to leave here now. There was a big fight about the fact my cousin blew the motor on my uncles boat $400+ for a new motor. So he's pissed.

Him and my aunt were just arguing a minute ago (which reminds me of the past and scares me half to death). She was on the phone with somebody and he ends up whining that she was outside talking with somebody. She obviously wasn't I was right here but nobody ever believes me, I don't know why but that's fine. They kept going on about that. Which I tried to ignore and wish not to talk about further.

Well i'm out. I'm tired and want to get home. xoxo much love.
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  • 08/02/08 8:48 pm
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[color=8c814c][font=courier]Entry # 023 Time 04:36 wearing : black shirt and blue jeans[/font][/color]

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I don't know whether to write off 53 words per minute adverage a good thing when I'm tired but I did 53 words per minute and i feel good that i typed that quickly when I was tired as hell.


I bumped my head yesterday and it still hurts. I went to grab my shoes from the back door at my uncles yesterday went to get up and bumped it on the corner of the cabnit. It hurt like a SOB when it happened and it still hurts. I'm sure it's just a minor bump on the head but i keep having these problems lately. either sick or hurt i don't know why. I think it's possibly stress.

the only thing i'm sure of about the puppy right now is I'm geting her and i'm thinkinga bout naming her Jade or Tink. Mom wants me to get a little plastic carrier so she can be crate trianed and if want a little dog I'd need a small Pet taxi. So that's exciting.

I wrote some songs and poems last night. I'm promising my self to write 5 songs and 5 peoms every day this month. I think I'm going to end up with no creativity in the end of the month and use up all my reserves but I haven't done this for awhile and it's a good thing just to relax.

Lately I've been having problems with insomnia. I can't sleep at all. I went to bed about 3 last night and woke up about 7 and couldn't get back to bed. I don't know if it's the medication the doctor has me on or what but it's driving me insane. I want to sleep. I guess my sleep aids might work but if not i'm back to the old drawing board.

I woke up this morning with another dream about Ollie. Who exactly is Ollie you may ask? He's a guy I've been having in my dream the past 2 years. I actually started a story about. But lately, it's like i'm almost mildly sktitzo not that he's talking to me or anything like that but it's kind of wierd. I keep on imagining what my life would be with him. The thing is I don't know if he's real or not or if he's just a figment of my imagination. but he is so cute everytime i see him. it's the same thing, long blonde hair light blue eyes and a smile that lights up the whole room.

Still on the Ollie topic I've decided to make my own kiwibox journal for him. It's going to say he's 100% fictional it's basically my way of stretching my creativity. To help me and aid me in my story.

This is nuts I put an offer for bricks on freecylce (a local website that you get rid of free things), I believe every area has a free cycle check here if you're ever interested. But the next hour i got like 3 people inquiring about it.

As you can tell this month i'm trying my hardest for a yellow month.
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[color=c3b37d][font=times new roman]Shammy_486--It isn't that bad it's actually getting better with the medication she gave me but it kind of wires me like I said. And i just hope he gets over his depressive fit. Teen help is actually a message forum, chatroom..well more or less am meeting place where teens can get help. I've been there two years. And it's the best th8ing I've done[/font][/color]

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