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sign the patition...and wow i need to write more don't i?

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Sorry I haven't been on I've been busy and just didn't really want to do anything you know it was one of those moments I'm sure we all get where we don't want to go anywhere or do anything and to be online I need to be next door. Figures it's like that still.

I was going to get a tattoo sunday but found out it was going to end up costing me $50 instead of what i was told was free. So I'm tattooless agian. That's alright. I'll be that way until i find somebody who can draw what i want really good. I want a red eyed tree frog on a flower an orange flower. I hope somebody could do it.

I went to the doctors Monday about my chest pain. I still wasn't sure if I had like pnmonia or whatever it's nothing close to that at least. well kind of I was having errosion of my esophogus.

Lately Brian's been really depressed he says everythings falling apart all except for us. I don't know hows come it hasn't but I"m happy it hasen't. I'm so exited that he's a great guy thuoght.

Adam said something to me that really pissed me off to day he said, "Why doesn't Brain walk to visit you?" I don't know why something like that would tick me off but I don't think it's right to walk like 8 miles or so to anybodys house i'm pretty sure it's more than 8 miles but you get it.

My cousin Kim's daughter Cassidy and i have been bonding lately but I heard from my mom that she's just like that but it's so cute don't you think?

Well I finally settled on getting a puppy foar my birthday I want a little dog. Probably no bigger than Kipper (my toy poodle) because I want a little as they call them "purse dogs" that I can dress up and can be my baby. The thing is i have like a list of 25 puppy names that i like they're 4 letters because I wanted to do what I did for Roxy, Saya and Rain (all my pets) they had 4 lettters so here are the names.

1.Leah
2.Anna
3.Jada
4.Sara
5.Hope
6.lena
7.Tala
8.Kima
9.Lola
10.Lara
11.Maya
12.Kari
13.Abby
14.Rose
15.Calla
16.Alia
17.June
18.Emma
19.Doll
20.Alex
21.Bell
22.Star
23.Eden
24.Hera
25.Erin

I've had a few offers, i had a rat terrier/jack russell terrier/pomerainan mix, a shepard/ rot (which was too big), and I answered an ad for a Scottie/West Highland white (which is so cute!). So far that's all i got.

While it's on my mind. I was at the pet store yesterday. Aw, this little ratty was smiling at me. It was so cute, I can't be sure if it was male or female but it was as I call ratty smiling at me it just looked so cute. There was a cute little baby guinea pig as well he was cute as hell. Okay all the little critters were cute, even the dawrf hampsters which my mom said are probably really mean. That doesn't surprise me if they're meanies.

[color=#f0f832]The floor in the master bathroom flooded. My sister told me that it had problems and I ignored her for what reason I don't know. So the other day I walked in and flushed I thought it was fine a bout an hour later I was in the study hearing a dripping sound and i guess we had like an inch of water in the bathroom. Rain wasn't so happy her litter box was in there which we set on the step to the bathtub.

Stephanie went to Indiana Beach this week. I wanted to go but she's so lucky. When she wants to do something she gets what she wants. She went to New York for School which was $600 and she got like $200 this month for the trip to Indiana Beach with her friend. But when I ask for something little I get yelled at by my aunts like we don't have money for that. That's righ they don't have the money beacause they spent it on her.

I'm back on teenhelp if anybody needs me i'm wiccan_princess and i'm here to help. I know dorky but I thought I'd meantion it.

Now i'm questioning my sanity I've been more twisted then normal lately. Talking about cutting people's top of thier skull off and feeding them thier brain's and then people when I die liquifying me. I mean I've always had a bit of a twisted side but to just go off like this is nuts.

Now here's something I want everybody to do. If you all heard that Wal-Mart is turning people who have service dogs away from the store. They need better trained people. so there's a patition online that is supposed to help that. if anybody would be willing to sign it. Do so because it's unfair.

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brisexual :P

07/27/08 12:07 am

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What an exciting day. Yesterday was fun as hell. I went to Brians yesterday about 6:30. He didn't get home until 7 so I was hanging with Brittany, Jordan, Brittany's friend Ray-Ray, and Rachel's son Zeryc (not quite sure if his name is spelt right). But it was fine.

One of brittany's friend came over for some weed (which i don't smoke by the way) and was unaware that the neighbors had the cops called on them by rachel so they got all uneasy. It as good. But there is a good reason why the cops got called. The neighbor came to thier house shit faced drunk and asked if they'd like to buy some weed and waved the bag infront of them. There's a 3 year old and a 9 month old in the house which they saw everything that's not good at all.

Anyways, they ended up going to a concert when Brian got back. Brian's uncle came by and I got introduced to him, and yes he introduced me as his "girlfriend sort of" he says we're trying to figure things out and Im moving in, soon so it's still good between us.

For awhile after his uncle left he was cleaning the house and I was reading. Until we went to taco bell. the frutista freeze, strawberry mango and peach tree snops is so good. But i ordered just a 1/2 pound bean and cheese burrito. Oh yummy taco bell is my second love that's for sure.

well after that i came back to read a bit until about 11 when i went crawling to Brian's room to cuddle and whatnot. Well okay maybe cuddle isn't really the term. but you know. we did get invited to go out drinking last night but we both decided not to. i'm not a big one on going out and drinking.

at about 3 this morning brittany comes knocking on the door drunk as hell, asking for brian to wake up. he's yelling at her, "go away i'm not dressed". because if anybody want's to know the truth we don't sleep dressed ever. so that happened and they talked for awhile she was hoping she didn't wake me up but if somebody is yelling and pounding on the door i do wake up.

Finally at about 11:30 the next morning i woke up and had to get dressed. we all hung in the living room while brittany got her tattoo. Now i'm debating again if i want to get one. Brit's friend charges only like $50 for a two inch or so tattoo so I'm thinking about getting one eventually i want to get a tree frog clung to a tree.

Ricky came by for awhile to play rockband with brian and talk. so we all were hanging around acting stupid.

Jeff and i were texting a bit today and he's added a new term to my dictionary. Brisexual--meaning i'm into a guy named brian. he got it when i explain that brian's bisexual and jeff told me he's brisexaul. so it was cute.

and that's how everything went down the last two days. exciting huh?

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orange hair! uhhh! and almost done with my book NO!

07/25/08 2:16 am

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[/font]I would have wrote yesteday but a lot went on. As you heard I went to the store the day before and yesterday was the move out day for my aunt and uncle and i thuoght it was going to be hectic over here because my Uncle George (who lives here) is Uncle Eds brother. So I didn't want any extra shit. I've had a crappy enough week.

This is the funnies thign ever. I thought it'd be cool to dye my hair bleach blonde as I said. My aunt's hair dresser friend warned her to tell me, "If her hair is dyed black, black and red are the hardest to get rid of and it will turn your hair orange like. I was all, "That's cool let me try it." Now you want to see what happened? Be prepared not to laugh.

Other than that I had an exciting day. I"m almost done with my book. I got Catch a Falling Star it's a harlequin romance book. I"m antsy to get to the end though. It's a book about a college girl who falls in love with this older country singer, her ex bestfriends father, and yeah. It's crazy you can tell the lies he's feeding her are open-ended bold faced lies and you're hoping she makes the right choice and you feel guilty skipping to the end (though i kind of did anyways).

I was going to go over to Brians today but he ended up having plumming problems. But the way he texted it to me. He said to me, "It's not a good idea. I'll have to call you later." I immediately thought he was going to break-up with me or whatever. I started getting all emotional until I got the text back. "I'm fixing the plumming in my house." It was one of those moments where i felt almost relieved that it was just something like that.

Well when I left the house to come over to my uncles today I slammed my finger in the door. I'm pretty sure i just jammed it pretty good but it hursts still. I'm not running a luck patch lately. Oh well it should get better.

To end my entry. I was talking to Jeff today. He says he's still jealous of Brian and he's in pain. That nutty friend of mine was dancing on tables yesterday. And I love him so much. He didn't at all need to go to my xanga song account and copy all my lyrics which was like 102 pages worth of songs then send them to me. But he's friends with the girl who's a lyricist that wrote Gwen's "Rich Girl" song, and he's getting some pointers for me because he's sure I could make it big. that makes me feel a lot better,

But anyways I'm over and out

xoxox
Jen
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Time: 10:17
Mood: tired
Subbies: 6
Logins: tons
Weather: dark
Listening To: nothing
Talking To: Susan (online)
Wearing: my skull hat, a black shirt that says, "so what If i'm a liar nobody listens to me anyway" and a pair of blue jeans.
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It's better. I know the fruit was damn expensive and that's wal-mart. And I konw Jeff's cute he's like the coolest friend but at least it's me and Brian. yo crunch is yogurt with like granola, butterfinger, or hershey bars in it. it's really good. : TEXT

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I hate dealing with people's shit--some pictures

07/23/08 1:24 am

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[hr color=hotpink][hr color=hotpink][bg=000000][br][br][color=hotpink]I'm tired of people's bull shit today. Really I am (I'll explain more when the time comes).

Today I woke up about 4 again the pain was back in my chest I'm a wimp and hoping it isn't pnmonia or whatever because it hurts like hell i do'nt know what it is. But i'm sure it'd get better.

Well i woke up a bit later and ate my breakfast then went to sleep agian. I was tired. So I woke up about noon and I had to get ready to go to wal-mart. Thanks to Paris I feel smart that i know what wal-mart is.

Anywho I got my bleach blonde hair color but my mom doesn't want to highlight my hair until i get a processing cap which sucks I wanted to do it today. Figures it don't work like that.

I also got some fresh fruit and some juice. I'm on a fruit fit lately. I wanted cherries but mom told me no way in hell are we paying $7 for a bag of cherries. Oh well I got strawberries instead.

When we were at walmart (this is where it gets to the point). My mom ran into my aunt and my uncle, I guess my other aunt who is in charge of my grandpas trust/will whatever it is kicked my aunt and uncle out of thier house. So I had to hear how bitchy my one aunt is and how she's going against the trust. I'm aware that if she feels it's right me, my mom, and sister don't have a home. But I'm not sure what I can do to help and I don't want to hear crap I can't help with.

I came home and was debating If i wanted to come next door to use the computer because I delt with one person's shit today I didn't want to hear anymore. But after my nap and eating (i had some stupid banquet meal and a thing of yo crunch!) and it was the wierdest dinenr ever my banquet meal was that new alfredo tortilini with broccoli the broccoli tasted so fake it was stupid i hated it. oh well

After my nap I was recharged and ready to deal with anybody's shit.

jeff and i were talking. i feel bad that it's not me and him but i'm so in love with Brian and he's too far away so i'm alright with this best friend thing. But to him i'm adorkable (an adorable dork). yesterday was his birthday so happy late birthday smexi!

So now I'm sitting around talking with my jeff. which now i'm ready to fix the pictures so people can see Amber, Jeff, and Marcus.

Marcus

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I love that shirt. i want it

Taste the rainbow jeff!

Okay this isn't making me hot

Don't fall in you might needa swim

he's cute here huh

But see told you today was stressing.

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clothing options hmmm and chelsea

07/22/08 1:05 am

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I feel crummy today. I woke up at like 4 this morning because my chest hurt I didn't know what it was I'm sure it's because I pulled my muscles after choking to death yesterday. That's not good.

I went back to sleep then ate and went back to sleep agian because I didn't feel good. So it was alright

Well I was supposed to come by and chill with Amber because Marcus wasn't goign to be here and Erica ends up showing up so i'm free to do waht i want that meant my day went down hill.

Right now i'm looking at my hero/friend Chelsea some of you my know her as the designer/owner of G.ta glamour. Anyways I thought I'd like to show you some clothes i like off of her page and see what you think. Some are maternity but they're cute too. THen I'll show pictures of my greatest friend Chelsea she's so pretty I envy her.

I liked this better in blue then black it's cute...i kinda like cuppycakes

This one's so me it's so cute

Front

Back--this is what got me it was cute

Haha this is so priceless I love it

I don't know what's more me this shirt or what

Haha I love this

Now for Chelsea she thinks I'm such a sweetie I love her as much as an online friend can she's pretty. I'm jealous and that's just the best thing i could do to show her how much i love her

Well i'm out much loves

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Shammy_486: who knows what's wrong with him i could care less if he's unhappy or not i know it sounds harsh but he should have thought things through before whining and

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