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sick,and sims2 and now fucking clay.

  • 07/20/08 11:58 pm
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..Today was really scary. I woke up from another weird dream. They keep getting crazier. They make less and less sense. I don't know whats wrong with me. I used to have dreams that made sense now it's all confusing
....I guess everybody can hear about my dream. It was odd though, I was at my sisters end of the year concert for school. And I was with my celbrity lover Benji Madden (Combs), and haha at least he wasn't dating princess bitch anymore. I got lost in the school then was in this weird tribe thing if you'd call it that this lady made us do things like climb through the swamp and if we couldn't make it we'd be beheaded. That was my dream in a nut shell.
......[color=bdee84]Since it was Sunday and my uncle was out from work release and my brothers father was at the house. I stayed in the study and played Sims2. This is going to sound retarted. I couldn't figure out why my dogs weren't able to have puppies I had a mastiff and boxer but I read the gender they were both female! That pissed me off.[/[/color]
....I ended up watching True Life, I'm deaf show. It made me feel better about me being half deaf. I am half deaf, sorta I've lost my hearing which made my singing go down hill. So it's all good.
..At dinner, I end up choking on my dinner and my brother was watching me.
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..Right now I feel like puking and I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel horrible. I think it's heat or something like that. But I don't know.
....Today's my uncles birthday, tommorows my aunts and Saturday's my mom's. Now my birthday is August 16. It's going to be week full of birhtdays. Amber's not going to be here for hers so it's alright. I'm sure I want to get rockstar for my birthday that adictive as hell game. At least Brian gets to teach me.

Just had a talk with my ex you know the one with the bitchy fiancee? Oh yeah. It's weird as hell. He was under her name sending me shit. just thought everybody could have a laugh

fbi_200004: idk who u with
Jennifer Saratankos: Brian Rich.
fbi_200004: how u guys doin
Jennifer Saratankos: great. it's been 4 weeks but's been good.
fbi_200004: would u ever fuck me
Jennifer Saratankos: probably not, unless brian is allowed to fuck too.
fbi_200004: y baby
Jennifer Saratankos: becaues that's how things are...
fbi_200004: would u leave him for me
Jennifer Saratankos: I don't know.
fbi_200004: y
Jennifer Saratankos: because. i'm not sure how it'll work out between you and i.
fbi_200004: y
Jennifer Saratankos: i don't know.
fbi_200004: i stopped the drugs
Jennifer Saratankos: i know.
fbi_200004: u should come over
fbi_200004: u there
Jennifer Saratankos: i can't i odn't have a car. i would. but i can't
fbi_200004: wat would we do
Jennifer Saratankos: i don't know probably talk that's it.
fbi_200004: u wouldt fuck me
Jennifer Saratankos: no. only fuck Brian. I'm sorry.
fbi_200004: its ok i jus wanted 2 see if u would i am engaged n she is right here
Jennifer Saratankos: thats good. i'm happy for you.

Is it me or is he really lost it. I'm sick and tired of his shit. Really I am



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I actually love the older layouts i think people put to much work into them lately. Now we both have a boring life it's cool. A clothing iron? I might have to try that. Now I know Rain isn't weird. Now i do'nt feel bad about my rambling and I'm not the only one.

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haircuts of the damned? black and red...okay.

  • 07/19/08 6:59 pm
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It's been another boring day in the world of Jennifer. I wish my life wasn't boring. But living in the middle of nowhere that sort of thing happens. You know it just happens. You have days where it's exciting as hell and other days where it's boring and you're wondering what to do from one day to the next, this would be the second half of that for sure.

My aunt's on vacation for a week. I want a vacation. But I have no car and nowhere to go. Sure I could go to Brians or something like that. But that's just another town over only a 15 minute drive to more boring.

Well i painted my nails today, Black and Red. My brother made the joke, if i put my fingers together, facing each other we'd play a game of checkers or chess with my fingers. That's nice of him. I try to do something to look nice and he jokes about it but that's 10 year olds. I did straighten my hair a bit. But I can never striagten it fully the ends are always weird.

I had a dream about kiwibox last night. It was about my postboard about haircuts of the damned the book. And people really getting on my ass about it. Like it was the stupidest post i made.

I still need to get that book. Brian is reading it and he said it was awesome. I didn't even think he read. That's mean but it's true. But he writes poetry like i do and i guess he could read. It's kind of cute thinking about it.

Rain is so weird. I was going to the bathroom, and she was climbing on the shelves by the toliet and trying to eat plastic again, yes she tries eating plastic, it isn't like we don't fed her either. I think it might come from the fact that she was a stray for most of her life (I'm guessing she's only a year old, but we got her in April).

Jeanie, my crazy cross dressing male friend sent me another message today on myspace. He's the cutest thing ever. I think he tries too hard. But he's kind of cute.

Which reminds me I don't know if Serena is coming out for my birthday or not. If she does I still don't know if i want to tell my parents she's a tranny and not even male yet or let it slide. My cousin knows she's still male but I don't know if she'd tell anybody. Brian doesn't care. He says its not cheating if we share her. Yes Brian is bi, he might be pansexual i'm not quite sure.

See I'm bored and rambling about nothing. I hope that don't bother my subbies because I do ramble about nothing from time to time. I'm probably going to do it for another 5 or more paragraphs.

I'm thinking about highlighting my hair. If anybody has seen Kat Von D's hair. That's what I want to do. Give or take I know she's spanish and her hair color is dark but i was going to darken it then highlight my hair. But I'm not quite sure if i want to cut my hair as well.

That's just me though you know, people forget how much I'm into style and hair. I'm alyways wanting to change my look. I really don't care what peoplet think of me but I want to be happy you know.

Okay i'll quit rambling. [:p] Laters.
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pictures of rain//i'm eating solid food yayA!

  • 07/18/08 10:32 pm
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Today has been long and boring. Just another day In my world I guess. I woke up this morning and Rain was laying by me. I love her, she's my kitty cat. I'm posting pictures now since they didn't work yesterday and that was the main request from my subby [:)] so i'll do that.

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I think she's gonna eat my sisters finger

Calico angel for sure

She looks kinda dead here


I actually ate solid food today! I had stupid hashbrowns but then i added garlic to it. I swear the addictions getting worse I'm putting garlic on french fries in cheese and now on hashbrowns. Brian says that garlic should have been in that since forever. Haha! That's my baby.

After all that I walked next door, and I guess it's fine and Marcus and Amber were swimming I hate being menstral i can't swim! Oh well.

Brian texted me and said that to tell everybody who's jealous of him and i together to fuck off because i'm sick and tired of people doing shit like that. I'm happy and people can't handle my happiness. That's my baby he loves me. It's been a month that I'm happy to have had already.

So i've been sitting around on the computer doing nothing all day. it's been exciting as hell.


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feeling better. ice pops are yummy.

  • 07/17/08 8:21 pm
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Well i'm feeling better today my pain meds the doctors gave me are working pretty well. I just have been trying to stay away from solid foods. It hurts my jaw, so i'd rather not. so i had soup and ice pops that's always good junk.

At least i'll lose weight like that. but i'm 125 pounds and am told i don't need to lose. I want to lose.

Again i feel bad i didn't write yesterday but the pain meds through me for a loop. i felt the best thing was stay inside.

Rain is finally out of her in heat period right now and I'm so happy about it. I really haven't been a show off with my Rain. So I'll show you a picture of my kitty cat. She's my girl and i love her.

Yesterday my phone got cut off until about 6 and I was pissed as hell. At least when I got it turned back on I was alright. I'll admit it i'm a texting addict. Though I only texted Brian lately and he's been texting back like crazy.

I feel bad I'm not going to see him for probably two weeks but It's alright I need some time to relax and he's sure going to spend the weekend at my place for my birthday next month.

Jeff texted me last night, Jeff is like my best friend brother type of guy he's a sweet heart he's feeling kind of depressed because of girls. They like him for 10 days and they're so not into him. Honestly I think he's hot as hell and if he lived closer I'd date him if Brian wasn't in the picture Jeff is like the coolest sexiest person alive.

Thinking about next month I can't believe I'll be 22. By the way I'm including a picture of Amber, Jeff and Marcus so people can get to know them. And I think that's all i'm going to write today. it's been boring as hell.

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tons of my best friend Jeff
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What are ya a gangsta?


I dont' know why the links aren't working and i ain't gonna fix them

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problems with tmj.

  • 07/16/08 1:12 am
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I so would have wrote yesterday if I felt up to it. But i was feeling like shit so I stayed at home played sims2 and watched TV. Brian hardly texted me back at all proves he's addicted to rock band. what a dork! But i love him and i'm pretty sure it's gonna be like that for awhile.

As i was relaxing my ear started hurting so i thought i'd go out side stupid idea. i had no balance whatso ever tried going back in after talking to my mom, triped on the landing of the house to getinto the door. and screwed up my knee. she ordered me not to go back outside. what a typical 21 year old a few minutes i walk ourd and she leads me back in telling my dad, "Jen's not allowed to be outside right now don't talk to her she falls". The way she said it was down right funny. At least i luaghed even though my leg hurt like hell.

Well i tried to get to sleep last night had 3 hours at the max because of my ear hurting. I wrote mom a note and left it on the jen-air (the indoor grill we have that doesn't work), and told her to call the doctor.

I didn't know it was one of the days the doctor worked late (till like 7) so I was lucky to get my appointment today. I went to the doctors and she told me i actually have a problem with my tmj being inflamed. The TMJ is the joint that's like right behind your jaw that runs to your ear. so she put me on some pain meds for the next few days and ordered not to have anything chewy. Damn! I love gum. oh well.

I hate going to the doctors though sometimes i feel like i make such a big deal over nothing. but it hurt so bad i couldn't sleep i need sleep so i did it anyways.

After the doctors we went to Taco bell. I got a 1/2 pound cheesy bean and rice burrito and fruitica freeze. me and my 1/2 pound cheesy been and rice burritos, they're gone in like 5 minutes tops. I feel like a fat cow that i can eat that fast. but it was good and i was hungry so i was going to eat it no matter what.

I came home and took a nap. because i was tired as hell. but that was my last two days in the long run so boring isn't it?


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