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Can't wait till friday.---and only 1 subby I feel lonely07/09/08 07:03 pm | 0 Comments | Permanent link
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 [font=impact][color=39BDF2]X....X....X....X....X....X....X....X[/color][/font]entry OO9 mood: tired listening to: people talking eating/drinking: gonna be eating tater tots [font=impact][color=39BDF2]X....X....X....X....X....X....X....X[/color][/font] I'm a bit bruised and sunburned. Which is worse. I guess it's my fault with the sunburn but the bruises are different. I keep on bumping into things and being mildly anemic, maybe seriously the doctor never diagnoised me and I have problems with being tired and every single time just causually bump into something or somebody pokes me I'm bruised. We went to the beach today. But I din't want to go swimming neither did Amber or Marcus so we sat and watched Amy and Hunter play. It was fun. For lunch at the beach I ate a PBJ, Banana and Pretzles, and I nearly puked. I don't know I just didn't feel good. I don't know what's wrong with me lately. But I should be fine. Brian texted me when we were at the beach and said we should come by. I so would have but I had no ride there and I am sure he don't want kids in his house. So we're going to go party, storta, there Friday and todays Wednesday 2 more days! Woo!! I'm so in love and its' been what almost 3 weeks am I some kind of loser? I hope not because I feel kind of stupid that I could fall in love with somebody. Amber gave her ferret Dahmer a bath. That little guy is so cute. I want a ferret. But I just answered an ad about a bassett/boxer mix dog. So I'm thinking about getting one. well that's my day. sounds boring but that's what happened. [color=39BDF2]X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X[/color] GONNA SPEND MY NIGHTS EITHER SLEEPLESS OR DREAMING OF YOU [color=39BDF2]X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X..X[/color] [m] -X- TheIssue [font=symbol]© © © © ©[/font] © extreme_chaos[color=black]extreme_chaos[/user] cool! power outages at the hospital07/08/08 08:14 pm | 0 Comments | Permanent link
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[font=wingdings]nnnnnnnnnn[/font]  [font=wingdings]nnnnnnnnnn[/font] [font=impact][color=black]alone in my room; stars used to be my friends. tears rain from my eyes; as i wait for the pain to end.[/font] [font=verdana] Today was an interesting day to put it lightly. I went for my ultrasound today. The internal ultrasound shit hurts like a bitch! I didn't know it was going to hurt that bad today. But it did. When we were in the waiting room after my blood test. I guess I needed one of those to for the colestrol (sp?) and my blood sugar. I didn't even know that I needed one and I needed to fast. I opted to take the test anyways because I wasn't going to wait. While waiting for the people in radiology to give me my ultrasound and it was raining and storming like a son of a gun. Well the power went out while we were in the waiting room, for like 30 seconds. I just hope it wasn't like that in the ER or ICU because people will be dying. After my hospital trip, the poked and proded me went to walmart with my parents. They have IKEA stuff for sims2 now! I want it. I feel like I'm a sims addict some days. At home Marcus brought Roxy and Saya their new home. A nice big fish tank. They learned how to jump out already thuogh. I tried a fiberglass thing for a lid and my dad kind of got mad because it's going to get them sick. But I don't know what to do so they don't escape. I don't want to lose my little ras. I finally came to visit my cousin and watch some TV, all those fake MTV dating shows. I hate how fake all of them are and I still think they're cool as hell to watch figures how immature I can be Speaking of immature. Princess bitch has left me alone. At first I thought maybe Brian bothered her about something but she got over her shit on her own. That's good because I'm not going to deal with, Brittany anymore (yes she has a name). According to the my space profile they knew each other a year already. And i was dating him 3 months ago. Now I'm kinda worried that he was cheating on me so the hell what if he was I'm done with his shit. Friday I'm spending the night at Brians most likely I can't wait he's the god of all that's cool. Techinaclly if I'm talkng about brian he's the Satan of everything cool. If that's possible. [:P] Dunno Well I'm out my subbies [ [/smal] [font=impact]i stare out the window; i see what life used to be. i remember the happiness of the past; but happiness is what i don't see. [font=wingdings]nnnnnnnnnn[/font] stripper_xx[font=impact]© BASIC IMAGES ©[/font][/user] [font=wingdings]nnnnnnnnnn[/font] and she's still being a bitch and 2nd ultrasound07/07/08 04:51 pm | 0 Comments | Permanent link
[font=wingdings]npnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpn[/font] Have a Good Time The Sun Can't Shine Everyday [color=white][color=11ef2b]|||[/color] Entry: 007 [color=11ef2b]|||[/color] Time: O5:39m [color=11ef2b]|||[/color] Mood: tired [color=11ef2b]|||[/color][/color] [font=wingdings]npnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpn[/font] =Were Here For a Good Time Another day with princess bitch bothering me. I took who's ever comment about the stalking thing and told her if she still kept running her mouth like the little stalker she is I'm going to get her for harassment. I hate being mean to the bitch but I had made this made up myspace profile awhile ago. It was some dude and I told her that he and Clay (my ex) got to gether. So not true but I don't care I made peanut butter rice crispy's last night everybody ate them already. They were the best. Tasted good to me at least. It's basically switching the marshmellows with peanut butter. which was the best thing I've ate. That's what I ended up eating this morning. I know not the best breakfast but I need to medicate myself after eating. Well medcatings too harsh of a word. I'm taking my anti-depressants, nasal spray, claratin, birth control, and my typical vitamins. It's my morning routine. After that Amber came by asking for coffee and water because they had none here. That's why you don't allow drunks in your house. We ended up swimming in the pool for awhile. It was the best thing I've done for awhile i thought. I at least got wet and had a good time. But then we had to get out and go get Thomas since he doesn't have his lisence anymore. That was a bunch of fun. So we hung out at Marcus's place for awhile. Then we came home and that's about it. I can't wait until Friday it's another day with Brian again. I love my baby. And I don't care what the bitch says, my man treats me good. and she has lousy seconds any ways. Tomorrow's my 2nd ultrasound for my cyst. I'm afraid of the fact that the cyst isn't getting smaller and I'll be on medicine. but i should be fine. Anyways. much love to my subbies (well subby) xox xox XD [font=wingdings]npnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpn[/font] =Not A Long Time [font=wingdings] p [/font]noshocker [font=wingdings] p [/font] [font=wingdings] p [/font]TheIssue [font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font] [font=wingdings]npnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpn[/font] fuck you---oh i'm pissed. but baby makes it betters07/06/08 08:38 pm | 1 Comment | Permanent link
[bgcolor=white][color=brown]&& [font=webdings][color=ff3399]Y[/font] [font=wingdings][color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[/font] [font=tahoma][color=black][s]entry: ooo[/s] [centerall]  You Aren't Worth All of This Pain. [s] [color=brown]Well my ex's gilfriend is being a total bitch. She sent me a message with his yahoo addy because she can't get her own. She told me, "Ha I have your man bitch. don't send him messages anymore" to her info I haven't sent him shit in 3 months. I'm sure it's probably some kind of jealousy because i'm happy. So I sent her shit and told her I was happy and I didn't want anything to do with him. So she sent me back, "I have somebody better than you have had, and he quit meth fore me" bull fricking shit I'm sure that's a lie and if that doesn't make it any worse she said, "You should have opened your legs you whore instead of closing them when having sex." I wasn't interested in him is that alright? But no she's a damn attention seaking bitch. I tried for a yellow month but the thing was yesterday I was hanging with my Brian earlier and then spent time with my cousin which was a ton of fun. That was my day yesterday in a nut shell. I hung out with Brian, Amber (my cousin), and her boyfriend Marcus at Brian's house. At least I was lucky they called when coming back with Thomas (macrus's cousin) because we were getting a bit hot and heavy and if we got stopped then they walked in oh well. Brian had homless people in his back yard. He had to kick them out. I wish I was there I wanted to seee him yell at people. But he did that last night at his party too. I'd love to see him go off on somebody But we're hanging out later this week. I promise everybody for pictures I PROMISE. I should have some by then. We had a great time today other than that Brian had to show everybody his burn from walking over fire. I was okay with it though, for once it wasn't "gross" it was kinda cool, I wasn't afraid of the red pussy leg. It's just bugs which he has flies in his room bad. Oh well. I'm getting a piercing and tattoo for my birthday instead of a puppy. The piercings free [;)] when your boyfriend Pierces. But I'm getting an fairy holding a pentacle or something like that for my birthday on my side I'll for sure show it off when i get it. That was my day and Peace out my luvs. [/s] [font=wingdings][color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[/font] [font=webdings][color=ff3399]Y[/font] [color=brown]&& stripper_xx[font=impact][color=ff339]© EMOTIONS ©[/font][/user] [color=brown]&& [font=webdings][color=ff3399]Y[/font] [font=wingdings][color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[/font] entry-5 happy forth of july--subbies and i'll subbies backs07/04/08 09:06 pm | 0 Comments | Permanent link
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