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and she's still being a bitch and 2nd ultrasound[font=wingdings]npnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpn[/font] Have a Good Time The Sun Can't Shine Everyday [color=white][color=11ef2b]|||[/color] Entry: 007 [color=11ef2b]|||[/color] Time: O5:39m [color=11ef2b]|||[/color] Mood: tired [color=11ef2b]|||[/color][/color] [font=wingdings]npnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpn[/font] =Were Here For a Good Time Another day with princess bitch bothering me. I took who's ever comment about the stalking thing and told her if she still kept running her mouth like the little stalker she is I'm going to get her for harassment. I hate being mean to the bitch but I had made this made up myspace profile awhile ago. It was some dude and I told her that he and Clay (my ex) got to gether. So not true but I don't care I made peanut butter rice crispy's last night everybody ate them already. They were the best. Tasted good to me at least. It's basically switching the marshmellows with peanut butter. which was the best thing I've ate. That's what I ended up eating this morning. I know not the best breakfast but I need to medicate myself after eating. Well medcatings too harsh of a word. I'm taking my anti-depressants, nasal spray, claratin, birth control, and my typical vitamins. It's my morning routine. After that Amber came by asking for coffee and water because they had none here. That's why you don't allow drunks in your house. We ended up swimming in the pool for awhile. It was the best thing I've done for awhile i thought. I at least got wet and had a good time. But then we had to get out and go get Thomas since he doesn't have his lisence anymore. That was a bunch of fun. So we hung out at Marcus's place for awhile. Then we came home and that's about it. I can't wait until Friday it's another day with Brian again. I love my baby. And I don't care what the bitch says, my man treats me good. and she has lousy seconds any ways. Tomorrow's my 2nd ultrasound for my cyst. I'm afraid of the fact that the cyst isn't getting smaller and I'll be on medicine. but i should be fine. Anyways. much love to my subbies (well subby) xox xox XD [font=wingdings]npnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpn[/font] =Not A Long Time [font=wingdings] p [/font]noshocker [font=wingdings] p [/font] [font=wingdings] p [/font]TheIssue [font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font]responder[font=wingdings] p [/font] [font=wingdings]npnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpnpn[/font] fuck you---oh i'm pissed. but baby makes it betters[bgcolor=white][color=brown]&& [font=webdings][color=ff3399]Y[/font] [font=wingdings][color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[/font] [font=tahoma][color=black][s]entry: ooo[/s] [centerall]  You Aren't Worth All of This Pain. [s] [color=brown]Well my ex's gilfriend is being a total bitch. She sent me a message with his yahoo addy because she can't get her own. She told me, "Ha I have your man bitch. don't send him messages anymore" to her info I haven't sent him shit in 3 months. I'm sure it's probably some kind of jealousy because i'm happy. So I sent her shit and told her I was happy and I didn't want anything to do with him. So she sent me back, "I have somebody better than you have had, and he quit meth fore me" bull fricking shit I'm sure that's a lie and if that doesn't make it any worse she said, "You should have opened your legs you whore instead of closing them when having sex." I wasn't interested in him is that alright? But no she's a damn attention seaking bitch. I tried for a yellow month but the thing was yesterday I was hanging with my Brian earlier and then spent time with my cousin which was a ton of fun. That was my day yesterday in a nut shell. I hung out with Brian, Amber (my cousin), and her boyfriend Marcus at Brian's house. At least I was lucky they called when coming back with Thomas (macrus's cousin) because we were getting a bit hot and heavy and if we got stopped then they walked in oh well. Brian had homless people in his back yard. He had to kick them out. I wish I was there I wanted to seee him yell at people. But he did that last night at his party too. I'd love to see him go off on somebody But we're hanging out later this week. I promise everybody for pictures I PROMISE. I should have some by then. We had a great time today other than that Brian had to show everybody his burn from walking over fire. I was okay with it though, for once it wasn't "gross" it was kinda cool, I wasn't afraid of the red pussy leg. It's just bugs which he has flies in his room bad. Oh well. I'm getting a piercing and tattoo for my birthday instead of a puppy. The piercings free [;)] when your boyfriend Pierces. But I'm getting an fairy holding a pentacle or something like that for my birthday on my side I'll for sure show it off when i get it. That was my day and Peace out my luvs. [/s] [font=wingdings][color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[/font] [font=webdings][color=ff3399]Y[/font] [color=brown]&& stripper_xx[font=impact][color=ff339]© EMOTIONS ©[/font][/user] [color=brown]&& [font=webdings][color=ff3399]Y[/font] [font=wingdings][color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[color=ff3399]n[color=brown]n[/font] entry-5 happy forth of july--subbies and i'll subbies backs[bgcolor=black] [font=wingdings][color=red]«[color=white]«[color=blue]«[/font] [centerall]  [font=wingdings][color=blue]«[color=white]«[color=red]«[/font] [centerall] [color=red]what another boring day. Living in the middle of nowhere makes everyday boring. And lakers are out. I hope i don't sound rude when I say I hate people who come from diffrent cities rent a place out here and act rude as hell. If you're here doesn't mean you can forget how to drive or be the first person in line at the store. What if we went to your town and did that you so wouldn't be happy would you? If that's any crazier my aunt wanted me to check on fireworks for our town. We're like the only town not listed for a time. Isn't that stupid? I really dont' care I used to get so excited about fireworks but after a few years they're all the same thing. Nothing's different. I don't want to sit outside to hear loud booms, and bothered by bugs (I hate bugs). Yes as non-girlie girl like that I am, I'm squeemish over bugs. [color=white] Well I slept a lot today. Still on my garlic kick. I'm sure I'm the only one that puts garlic salt on thier bagels. It's because I'm crazy I think. My mom has to make the comment and say I'm not "vampire" like anymore because of my garlic kick. But hey, I'm a modern day vampire they have like immunity to garlic. I still don't like sunlight, and I think bats are pretty animals. So I still have it. Maybe not the blood thing though, I hate blood. Haha! I will never be a nurse can't you tell. Me and blood. How here I am, drinking and being bored as hell. I guess I could be out side with the masses but they're crazy as well. I don't want to be any crazier than I am. Well I wish i could have did more today. But it's like a boring town here. I could watch idiots on the lake playing with thier boats, being drunk, and acting stupid. But I can see that any day. You know my dad had to make a comment he was listening on his police scanner and there was a guy standing in the middle of the road by the gas station buck naked. If that's all the entertainment we get around here. I want to move to somewhere where things are more exciting. [color=blue] I guess to end out everything I'll answer a few questions i was asked. About the magazines, I sometimes read them and they are somewhat organized really! It's strange. Then for when the cyst gets removed I'm sure that the symptoms go away. At least I hope. [font=wingdings][color=red]«[color=white]«[color=blue]«[/font] [centerall] [bgcolor=black][centerall][font=wingdings][color=red]«[color=white]«[color=blue]«[color=red]«[color=white]«[color=blue]«[color=red]«[color=white]«[color=blue]«[/font] [color=red]I [color=white]celebrated [color=blue]4th [color=red]of [color=white]July [color=blue]at pink_dreams[color=deeppink]Jennifer's[/user] [color=red]4th [color=white]of [color=blue]July [color=red]Bash! [color=white]Why [color=blue]weren't [color=red]youthere? [color=red]«[color=white]«[color=blue]«[color=red]«[color=white]«[color=blue]«[color=red]«[color=white]«[color=blue]«[/font] [centerall]stripper_xx[font=impact][color=red]© [color=white]S[color=blue]E[color=red]A[color=white]S[color=blue]O[color=red]N[color=white]A[color=blue]L [color=white]©[/font][/user] [font=wingdings][color=red]«[color=white]«[color=blue]«[/font] entry 4--pics, stolen camera. and OCD?[font=wingdings3]rsrsrsrsrsrsr[/font]  [font=wingdings3]rsrsrsrsrsrsr[/font] Dogs never bite me.... [font=wingdings3]rsrsrsrsrsrsr[/font] [font=Kristen Itc] I was so happy I almost had my entry done already then boom. My uncles friend needed to use the computer for unemployment thought i'd press save but it logged me out already. Oh phooy i gave up right away. I know that sucks now I need to rewrite EVERYTHING. Later on in the entry I'll have pictures of Me Brian and Serena! Woohoo! Not any of us together yet. Still needa get ahold of a camera but that will be soon I hope. Since my digital camera was stolen by my uncle, and used for drug money. How unfair! Anyways my day has been less than exciting. I woke up this morning and had the worst pain not quite sure if it's my cyst or gas. which pressure in your intestines can aggervate the cyst which i think that was probably it. So after I ate went right back to sleep. What an exciting day my day turned out to be. I woke up and went next door (here) to my uncles house where, Marcus (my cousin's boyfriend) was filling out applications online. What an exciting life. I decided that I'd go with dad to check his mail. I got a parenting magazine. I'm starting to feel OCD like. I'm ordering magazines I don't have money for, and I'm collecting a ton of magazines and won't throw them away, and most of the magazines won't do me any good. Like parenting magazines, and bass fishing magazines. I don't need them but I have them anyways. Stupid huh? But that's my day. Excting. huh Pictures. Now first here comes Brian. My boyfriend of wow gonna be two weeks really soon. Plus he's my good friend which I knew for two or so years. I've been talking about moving in, in about 6 months if we're still together. It'll be nice. But I fucking love him with all my heart. I'm hoping this will last forever, but I have to be realistic. His piercings  Sexy as hell  The sex of the sexiest  Wow  Must love this smerk  His happy bunny guitar he loves happy bunny  Kinda hot  Now serena. I love this girl. Technically he's not a girl yet. Only had her adams apple shaved so far. It was a ton of pain i was told. I wouldn't know. What an evil person with an sythe  He's brining sexy back  In this picture I can't believe she'd be the one that calls me beautiful I"m nothing compaired to her  Wow  Finally Here I am. Me. First i thought i'd include a picture of my roxy ratty. I know people might think i'm gross for owning a rat but she's my best friend of over a year I love her too  Me and Rain  Oops  Odd right  Rock freak with braids  Nerdy  though it's green i thought it looked hot  such a freak  [/font] [font=wingdings3]rsrsrsrsrsrsr[/font] Humans do [font=wingdings3]rsrsrsrsrsrsr[/font] Responders TheIssue [font=wingdings3]rsrsrsrsrsrsr[/font] Subs TheIssue [font=Kristen Itc][color=736F6E]layout by--pink_dreams][/smal][/font] entry 3--i fucking love you[bgcolor=pink].[/bg][hr color=pink]
 -------- ==[font=wingdings]v[/font]===ENTRY 0003== what an exciting day...not! i sat around on the computer all day. didn't feel like doing much. i think it's due to my manic depression and my cyst. they both take control of my life and it drives me nuts. I talked to Serena this morning at least. she's still not sure if she's coming out for my birthday. and i'm still not sure if i want to tell my parents that serena isn't fully a girl yet. though if you seen her you wouldn't even expect her to be a boy. and she's the one that calls me really pretty (i think she's crazy) i signed up to be an avon rep today. i don't know where that idea came from but you know i'm good with the online shit so why not be an online rep. i can't get a job with the public according to job rehab becasue i'm not trusted and my social skills aren't up to par...which is a buch of bullshit i'm sure. baby texted me today. he's busy working and moving his brother's stuff to another place. which is always fun. it just sucks that i have to wait until the 11th to visit him because his house mate doesn't like me. I've just came to the realization i am addicted to garlic. everything i've been picking out lately has to be garlic flavored. it's driving my mom nuts. It's actually driving me nuts as well my breath is bad unless you love garlic. anyways. i just wanted to write soemthing i'm trying for a yellow month, since Kiwibox doesn't have blue anymore. so i'm guessing they're yellow months right? ----=[font=wingdings]v[/font]=---- Desirea, TheIssue ©spitzy_sucker78=="Hearts"[hr color=pink][bgcolor=pink].[/bg] |
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