rachelinalaska , 22

Happy Monday!
So I am pretty much a retard. This morning I woke up & decided that I wanted to make a new journal & totally forgot about all the subscribers! I had no particular reason for deleting the journal I just get the urge to do that kinda thing sometimes. Like sometimes with my Myspace page I'll delete EVERYTHING & start over. Pfft, Idk maybe I'm weird? But anywaaaaay so yeah feel free to re-subscribe if you want. Or not. You know, whatevah whatevah I don't care either way! But chyaaa let's go over my weekend, shall we?!

ThUrSdAy*
Okay so I left work @ 6:30pm (after being there since 7:30am) so I was feeling pretty exhausted but kind of anxious at the same time. Like I wanted to just go out & do something. But at this time my sister was still missing so I decided to get Terence involved since his father is a private investigater. So he started calling around about 7pm. He called all of Halie's friends that we could get numbers for, but those freaking ass holes would not give up where she was!! He knew that 2 in particular KNEW where she was but they would not give it up for anything! He also found out that her friends (maybe her aswell) were all pot head alcoholics! Can you believe that? Freaking 14 year olds! I guess I shouldn't really talk since I got drunk for the 1st time at 13 & smoked pot once or twice before. But pot is gross, man! I hated it! It made me paranoid & twitchy haha. Lame! So yeah, we did get the area she was in though so we told my step-dad. My mom was in town by then so her & Allen went looking for her in the area Terence told them the morning after & found her at the McDonalds. She is in the village right now & her friend that was with her got sent to North Star (kind of like a kiddy jail/mental insitute) which is kinda sad. At least Halie is with her family in our home town & not exiled like her poor friend! So after Terence got all the info we decided to get something to eat... went home... then went to bed around 1am-ish.

FrIdAy*
This is the morning I found out that my parents found Halie. Huuuuge weight lifted! Terence and I seriously did do shit on this day! Haha... yeah we were total bums all day long just chillin at home & watching Spongebob. Who freaking rocks, btw.

SaTuRdAy*
-OKAY I just wanted to note that it takes a lot of extra effort MaKiNg YoUr WoRdS lIkE tHiS! Hope you guys appreciate my attempt to make my journal gorgeous-
Anywaay so Saturday I finally let my shopping withdraws take over! I went to the mall! BUT I only spent about $50 & bought a new eyeshadow, nail polish, 5 tshirts, 4 tanktops, & 5 pairs of underwear. Uh yeah, I know. I'm pretty bad ass. Then that night I decided to hangout with Halie & Allen before Halie left the next day. I could tell Allen was kind of sad & wanted me to stay. First when I was in Halie's room helping her pack Allen came in & said he was gonna order pizza. Well I told him I just ate & he said "Ok I'll just get you a pop" which was committing me to stay until at least the pizza got there. Once it did he decided to order a movie On Demand that I KNOW he wouldn't have ordered if I wasn't there. It was kind of cute & made me happy. So we all watched Disater Movie & he heated me up some of their seafood pasta they had the night before. I went home around midnight.

SuNdAy*
I always get weird on Sundays. I think it's the whole "OMG OMG I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW! NOOOOO" thing. I didn't get out of bed until noon & Terence went to his study group until 3pm. We had Subway for dinner & watched the Stand Up Comedy compition on TV. Then went to bed around 10.

So that's it! It's now Monday morning & I am stuck at work! I have 9 more hours until my shift is up. BOO

UpDaTe*
Today is dragging on. :-( I have a little over 6 hours left of work. My squirrel is playing outside again. It's a jumpy little bugger. I was trying to take a picture but the damn thing wouldn't hold still. Apparently Alaska is bringing back the death penalty. I don't know (or care) about your thoughts about that but I am happy. I work in a prison. I deal with these criminals first hand & no matter how I try to convience myself otherwise, MOST DO NOT CHANGE. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to just off all the prisoners, but there are some that I believe do not deserve to have human rights considering the crimes they committed. I for onem, do not want to keep paying taxes to feed some loser that tortured, raped, and decapitated a 13 year old girl or something equally disgusting, you know? It's ridiculous! But whatever that's my political rant of the day haha...

Oh so I just answered the prison phone using my old Auto Dealership receptionist greeting... weird. haha.


Sugar_xxx : I work in Inmate Accounts so I deal with their funds. Like when they want to buy candy, cookies, & other useless things they shouldn't be able to get while they're being "punished" - I process it. Haha.