redrosepetals06 , 23

Yesterday:

I received a text at like 12:30am saying "I miss you so much!!" from Ryan...thirty minutes later I receive one that says "Oops, I meant to send that to Kristian, sorry, my bad". UGH!

So I worked 9-1 where I emailed six grad schools: Southern Mississippi, Mercer University (GA), Valdosta State Univeristy (GA), East Carolina University (NC), Univ. of Lousiana @ Monroe, Auburn University (AL). And then Megan came over and we ate lunch and talked. Ryan had texted me telling me thanks because they got the ring, and apologizing for the stupid text that morning. Grr. It really upset me. But yeah, I had staff meeting at 4, then class 6-9. We got out at 8 (THANK GOD!) and Stephanie went with me and I got Sonic =) Bad because I didn't need to spend any money but oh well. Then I dropped her off at her apt, went back to mine, did a rounc with Christina, came back studied and went to bed. What a day lol. Actually it was a really good day.

Today:
Took my test in my 7:30 class which went pretty well. Then came to work from 9-1 where I still am. So far it's been pretty good. I actually got a start on studying for the GRE by making note cards. After work, I'm going home to my parents' because we have revival at church this week and I really want to go. So I'll be there til Friday morning.

OH I made a 93 on my case study in one of my classes!!!!! We have six to do all semester and two weeks to finish one, and I was so nervous about my first one, but I am so excited I made an A. Now, all I have to do is keep it up.

kk, well I'm out of here. I'm about to get off work then head home.

<33 Crystal

Hey,

So today was pretty good =) I went to class 7:30-8:30am. I woke up late but I made it! We got out at like 8am so that was nice, and I went to the bookstore to swap scantrons because my professor changed them on us and the girl was super nice and let me swap even though she wasnt suppose too! I came back to my apartment and ate breakfast and got online, then I went to the track. I walked 1.5 miles! I was proud of myself because I never really exercise and I'm trying to get into a routine. I came back here and took a shower then at 11 or so I went to Stephanie's and we ate lunch together. Ryan texted me telling me that he's going a new Camaro. It's weird how he says for us to not talk and yet he still talks to me. I dont text him unless he texts me but I guess I'm guilty since I respond. Oh wells. After lunch, Stephanie went with me to Walmart and I bought a cute shirt and finally a pair of sunglasses. They arent the best but they work fine for now lol. My friend Crys works there, and I talked to her for a few. Then I dropped Stephanie back off at home, came to the apt and tried to study then took a nap. I had class again from 4:30-7:30pm. It was long and boring. He changed the scantrons AGAIN! But he let us switch them out so I didnt have to buy more. Ugh. And then he gave us a test that was short answer and I missed like three or four but he gave everyone As. So that was nice lol.

Crys was suppose to come over when I got out of class but for some reason she didnt. And so I made me some dinner, and then went with Christina to do a round b/c she is oncall. Now I'm here and have been wasting time online when I need to be going to bed. =/

I've been needing to get everything ready for grad school applications but it's so much, and I just dont know if I'm going to make it. Plus I still have to take the GRE and I havent studied one bit. Ugh. I hate this stuff.

<33 Crystal

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Shoutouts to people who responded

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AWA_IN_NJ : thanks for the advice. i really struggle with soda but i'm hoping to cut down a lot. it's hard for me to workout in the mornings because i can't make myself get up and do it unless i have someone that holds me accountable for it, but my walking buddy can't do mornings because of work and stuff. =/

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So today wasn't TOO bad, but I could have done better. My mom gave me some candy corn and I need to put it away because it's on my table and I tend to want to snack on it. lol

Breakfast: two pieces toasted wheat bread w/ butter and cheese; apple; 8oz white grape peach juice

Lunch: 1 1/2 sandwich..bread, miracle whip, mustard, lettuce, and turkey, doritoes cool ranch (I ate at my friends house and we both had a sandwich then halved another one lol); 12 oz coke; 16.9 oz water

Dinner: 1 banana, small bowl of carrots, broccoli, and cauliflower (salt and 1 tsp butter added); chicken mushroom pasta (noodles, chicken, sour cream, cream of mushroom soup, mushrooms); 12 oz coke; 12 oz diet coke

Snack: small bowl of mocha mudslide icecream with dark choc. chips and nuts

Snack: (all day) kinda snacked on candy corn and trail mix, 1 tortilla chip lol

Exercise: Walked 1.5 miles; approx 30 minutes


So it's not good, but it's not bad. I have a really bad habit of snacking. And I rarely eat ice cream anymore but I just had a craving for it tonight. And to not make it sooo bad I added some nuts, but yeah those chocolate chips werent too good though lol.

My weigh-ins are on Wednesday even though I probably won't lose any this week because the weekend was extremely BAD.


Update: and then I ate cheese puffs and drank 12 oz of coke. =(

<33 Crystal

So, yep. Idk how many times this makes it but I'm going to try again. They say it takes a few times to finally get the hang of it right? lol

Anywho, I'll make my first real entry tomorrow, here's some stats for you all.

Current Weight: 239.8
Short-term Goal: 215
Long-term Goal: 135
Height: 5'4

Problem Areas: Exercising regularly, snacking, and sodas =/

I did walk today with a friend 1.5 miles for 30 minutes =) She's keeping me straight for the most part. lol


<33 Crystal

Hey,

So Ryan texted me yesterday askign if I sent the ring. And I said yeah. Well I told him I was sorry for how things turned out and he was like "yeah me too, it is what it is." And later I asked if we could possibly be friend later on down the road, and he said maybe if I never talked to his gf again because she is going through family stuff and that message I sent her did not help. He said he lost respect for me and if he can forgive me then we could possibly be friends. I was like wtf? Seriously, I was not mean, I apologized for everything, that messages was for HER to not get hurt later on...but whatever. I told him I had a lot of forgiving and respect to gain for him in the meantime and he said he didn't do anything to me. Ugh. He has never been responsible for his actions. Sad.

Anyways, enough about that I went to church today and came back to campus. There was a kitten outside the building I live in =( I fed it but I couldnt catch it. I'm afraid it will get ran over or something. I went to visit my friend MeLinda and we hung out for awhile and then went walking with Stephanie. I tried studying for my test tomorrow but I couldnt focus long lol. I havent really studied it at all, and the test is tomorrow. =/

I'm watching Army Wives, then about to head to bed. Hope you all had a great weekend!

<33 Crystal