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Do you know what today is?[bgcolor=pink]Today is the 2 year anniversary of my friend's death. And yeah....
And lately, I've been exhausted. Oh, and my second job is gonna be at Bath and Body Works. More updates next time. Hope you girls had a great weekend! Your future happiness may well depend on your ability to leave the past behind.[bgcolor=pink]First things first: The interview with Forever 21 went well, but the manager was turned off when I told her I worked at Juicy Couture and I'm planning to work two jobs. She said that the company doesn't like it when a person works for competitors and if she does offer me a position, I'd have to quit Juicy BUT she would give me fulltime hours. But ehhh, I don't know about that. I actually like working at Juicy. It's the best job by far. And today, I tried acting perky, lol. It was actually kinda fun. I had a good day. :)
Besides Forever 21, I think I'm getting a job at a candy stand for 1 or 2 days a week or something. But that's 10 hours a day though. So I'm cool with that. Moving on.. About Kurtis. Remember when I had the problem about telling someone I had a boyfriend while I was with Ty? Well, yeah.. That was him. LOL. I know, I know, I'm a horrible person. But what's done is done. I can't tell him I'm not ready to start dating again, bcuz from what he knows, I was never dating anyone in the first place. BLAH, what a mess I got myself into. Then again, me and Ty are OVER. So that should be that. I haven't completely made up my mind about Kurtis though, but a little food for thought made me think: "When the door of happiness is closed, another opens; but many of us continue to only look at the closed door. As a result, we often fail to see the new door with its new opportunities." So I'll leave it at that. As I mentioned before, at least I stil have a lot of time to decide whether I should pursue him or not. Then again I feel like he's starting to take it a little more seriously. BLAH. Anyway, I still haven't talked to Ty. I wanna start FORGETTING about him. This is the last time I ever wanna mention his name in this journal. Well, I hope. And if I do mention his name, it should be when something big happens or something. Last night I noticed that I've been losing a lot of weight. It's kinda gross but I can pull my skin on my upper thigh and arm. I think that happens when you're losing too much weight in a short amount of time. Like your skin doesn't conform to your body or something. It's good I'm losing weight, but that's kinda gross. I don't want saggy skin! >.< Hope you girls have a fabulous weekend! Totally lagging.[bgcolor=corn silk]
It's been over a month since I updated. But I promise I will soon! And it will be within this week. Fashion week starts on Friday! :D So please bare with me, and keep checking back for updates!
Just another picture to burn.[Center][bgcolor=pink]So I guess I am sticking to a checkerboard month. These past 2 days, I've been off work. Which made me realize that I need a second job. So today, I went to Forever 21 and talked to the manager. We have an interview on Friday, anytime after 5. That's right when I get off work at Juicy Couture.
No lie, although I've only been here for a week, I already miss California. Now I know that I'm most definitely going back home in October. I kinda miss school, though I hated it. Maybe it's mainly bcuz I went there summer sem, and it was boring. I have a feeling the campus is more alive during fall and spring sems. Anyway, I love my grandparents to death, but they get on my nerves a lot when it comes to little things. Just little things though.. But I guess that happens with everyone you end up living with. It still beats dealing with my mom at home though. So lately, all I've been doing is watching tv, surfing the net, going to the gym (which I'm starting to get lazy about) and doing my assignments. Oh, and talking to Kurtis every night. *sighs* Here comes the part where I talk about boys.. So day by day I'm starting to realize how much he actually likes me blah blah blah. I mean, I like him too, but I know he's definitely into me way more. He's actually a really awesome person, and he'd make an excellent boyfriend, but 80% of me just wants to chill out and try being single for a while. The other 20 is telling me to go for it if I end up liking him more. It seems pretty eff'd up that I'm stringing him along as I make up my mind, but... I don't know. If there's one thing you all know about me, it's the fact that I'm horribly indecisive. Good thing about it is though, I'm gonna be in Vegas for a while so I have a lot of time to think about it and decide. The only problem is, what if he ends up liking me more and I decide that I really do just wanna be single. BLAH. I'm gonna have to start stepping back a little. As for Tyrone.. UGH. Might sound stupid and immature but it really pissed me off when he cancelled our relationship on facebook (not to mention, added that he's looking for dating) and put that he's single on myspace. Then again, we ARE broken up. We haven't talked in a couple of days, so I guess that's that. He might be trying to make it easier for me.. If he is, he's doing the right thing. It's weird bcuz as much as I want to talk to him and keep in touch, it wouldn't work for me if I was trying to get over him. I was gonna hate him at first (just like my other exes) but I thought about it, and it's just a waste of time. Like I said before, I'm gonna get over him the RIGHT way. I just gotta find ways to get him off my mind.. And in time, I'm sure the thought of him will just fade away.. 
143.[bgcolor=pink]Entry 143. Yaaaay. I love that number. :)
Me and Ty still text. He told me he was a little depressed about our break up. Then we told each other that we loved one another. It's not exactly like that though.. I explained to him before that I love him, but it's just the same way I love my friends. But then, I think the way we said it meant a little more than that though. UGH, I don't wanna talk about this anymore. Blaaaah.. Why isn't it that easy to COMPLETELY get over someone? Stupid question.. but yeah, lol. ANYWAY, first day of work was fine. I did register training which took HOURS and HOURS. Other than that, it was okay. I found out about my discounts.. I get 60% off clothes, and 40% off everything else, which is mostly accessories. I wasn't sure if they were calling me in today, but Traci ended up waking me up this morning asking me to come in. YAY! Today is Labor Day and the pay is time and a half, so I'd get paid 15.75/hr. today. :) I'm off to get ready for work! Btw, this month will be a checkerboard month..... I think, lol. Happy Labor Day girls! |
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