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2367: damn financing class is ruining greysday![bgcolor=#F3F3AF]  [color=green][font=sylfaen]We're adults. When did that happen?And how do we make it stop? [/bgcolor] entry:2367 date: 9.24.2009 time: 1:05pm [bgcolor=#F3F3AF][color=green] afternoon ya'll so i think my little logan is doing alright. i got him home last night, it was late since my mom had a field trip but he wasn't digging at his ear. and he was stuffy but not to fussy. though he was up way later than normal. til 9:30. the good news is he slept til 5:45 am this morning. so yes we were running behind. after all we usually get him up, or he gets us up at 4:30 giving us a solid 40 minutes before my mom comes to pic him up. thankfully today is the first day andys mom is watching him. she has all of a sudden decided she wants to start watching him about once a week to help everyone out. my mom was all for the idea as well. though she just called to let me know how much she misses him. i said i know, believe me its weird when she has him for the night or later than usual, like last night which was nice. i was able to start my paper but yet at the same time, dif. weird because i missed him. i missed my husband. and having neither one of them there was just a little to weird. and i have class tonight. so thats another night i wont be seeing them. ah well. believe it or not, i dont really want to go to my class tonight. gee does this surprise anyone. it shouldnt. i have a quiz tonight. i studied like crazy last week, but this week. i just sort of took back. i had the paper i needed to start and reading for the other class. i cant exactly spend all my time with financing. no matter how much the professor says otherwise. although for a fleeting second i thought about talking to him and leaving a little early. since logan isn't feeling good. and because its greys season premiere. damn i hate the fact that at the time of registration a thursday night class was my only option. i mean come on this is my show. the one show i live for. and they had to set it up for then. none the less that is why they invited tivo. so yeah. but i was like well maybe i can leave early, and then see it and take care of logan and all. i mean yeah. how wonderful would that be? otherwise i will probably have to avoid blogs and stuff tomorrow throughout the day and hope to avoid the gossip. totally dont want to spoil anything. or maybe he will have the quiz at the end giving us plenty of time to take it and then jetting off early...hmmm possiblities. and hopes. as for andy. trying to talk to him. trying to make him understand where i come from. i dont know if its working or not. just talking a lot. its the same old thing we have talked about before. but maybe in a different light things may be different? i dont know. but i am trying. aleisha [bgcolor=green][color=white] responder: (AWA_IN_NJ, doomed_dreams, StarDust5k, VixenSoul, x_anyotherway_x)[/bgcolor] [bgcolor=#F3F3AF] [color=green]Don't look at me like that,
like you've seen me naked meredith-2006 edition[bgcolor=#F3F3AF] [color=green][font=sylfaen]We're adults. When did that happen?And how do we make it stop? [/bgcolor] entry:0000 date: oo.oo time: oo.oo [bgcolor=#F3F3AF][color=green] Write about my day [bgcolor=green][color=white] responder: (auto list goes here)[/bgcolor] [bgcolor=#F3F3AF] [color=green]Don't look at me like that,
like you've seen me naked meredith-2006 edition[bgcolor=#F3F3AF] [color=green][font=sylfaen]We're adults. When did that happen?And how do we make it stop? [/bgcolor] entry:0000 date: oo.oo time: oo.oo [bgcolor=#F3F3AF][color=green] Write about my day [bgcolor=green][color=white] responder: (auto list goes here)[/bgcolor] [bgcolor=#F3F3AF] [color=green]Don't look at me like that,
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[font=lucida handwriting]september.23.2009 [font=batang]we didn't take logan to the doctors. we got him from my mom, andy being a typical male said we should just keep an eye on him and see how he is doing. so aleisha put away her little worrying self and said fine. even when he was coughing and couldn't breath, and andy was sucking his brains out in one of those green nose sucker thingabobs they give you at the hospital. i just let him do it. because he kept insisting he was fine. and the only thing he said was if it was to make me feel better to go ahead and call. which so was not the point of the whole thing. i think he thinks logan will always be feeling well. he thinks that he will never get sick and will never have to be taken. at least that is the feeling i get because whenever i feel like we should take him, he is always like well...and i asked last night about taking his temp and he just just said, well it would be through his butt and i dont think he would like that at all. so we didnt. because apparently i am to much of a worrier. he did sleep through the night. and even if he is a bit congested, it wasnt enough to go for now. so lets hope.... i could take a nap. the next several days look to be a busy one in the aleisha household. andy has a game tonight, so i am with logan. tomorrow i have class so he is with daddy. friday is free saturday, andy is working the caps convention and has be there by 7:30 am and won't get out til probably ten at night. and on sunday he has another hockey game. meanwhile i have a quiz tomorrow and a paper due on monday. which shouldnt be to hard considering its only a two to three at max page paper. easy. or so i say. hoping to get to it tonight while andy is at the preseason game. if not over the weekend while he is at the games and the convention. after all tonight is so you think you can dance and glee... and i will be home by myself with my son who will probably and should be in bed by that point in the evening. so much for being married huh? actually its time like these, when we dont see each other and all that i wonder if we will make it through. just cus we dont see each other and the time that we do have now goes to logan and what not. i dont even remember the last official date we had. i know we went to disney on our own. but that was it. and that seems like ions ago. i know we will. its just it isn't as easy as people think it is. he has this great job. and everything. and it is. i know he loves it. its his field, his dream team. but it isnt as easy as people think it is. they dont realize we never see each other anymore. or at least not like we want to. and i dont feel like we talk anymore. and sometimes i think he is more married to the job than he is to me. last night, he came home with a new computer the caps gave him, and he sat there all night messing with it. by the time he was done he was tired and exhausted and so we went to bed. we dont even cuddle or sleep close to each other anymore.he sleeps on his side i sleep on mine. and i wonder when that all happen. and if there is anything i can do to change it. or is it destined to be like this for the rest of time. and if so, is that so bad? can i get used to it. [font=lucida handwriting]Aleisha[/font] [bgcolor=#D7B781]][color=darkred]responders//doomed_dreams, VixenSoul, x_anyotherway_x, x_coribeth_x fence[bgcolor=darkred]
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