had a talk with my financing professor last night. it went. iffy. he said he knew i was trying and how could he fail someone that was trying. that being said he also thought this was well over my head and i probably shouldn't even be in the class. surprise surprise. he then said maybe i should get tested, to see where i should go. like if i wanted to be in another class what level should i be in. i told him i didnt think so. after this class i am done with math. and not thinking about it again. yes i know i am terrible at it. so be it. but i dont have to take another class regarding the subject. so yeah.
it still. kind of hurt that he told me that. even after i laid my heart out and told him about high shool and all. and how i knew i wasnt the greatest at math but my bosses wanted me to take it and all.
he did say he would not fail me, and that just to try and hopefully i will do great on the group project and if i didnt have a good group to either do it on my own or get another group. yeah with three weeks until its due, that is so not happening. nor do i have the time to do it on my own. so i said i would stick it out with my group and see what happened from there.
all i need is to get through. i am not asking for an A. Or even a B...
I just need to pass.
I dont know why I came on here. Curosity killed the kitty. Looks like entries are here but it is extremely weird, don't really understand any of it..Is this the way it is to be? I wonder? Shall I stay an attempt this whole mess or leave now. Who knows. I shall put my baby toe in and test it...But the whole thing, is so damn confusing.
So lets see how much this sucks.
entry 2403so i do not know if this is to be my last entry or not. it could be. after tomorrow when the site has gone under and when it reemerges. i do not know if i will return. which is sad. i have been on the site for so long that even i couldnt finish backing up everything. i have been on this site through every major event in my adult life thus far. i have, while maybe not through my teen year-grown up on the site.
and now to think that this may be it. may be my final goodbye is sort of depressing me. its as if i am losing a friend. a friend that has been through thick and thin.
but who knows, perhaps this will all be for nothing and come monday when things come back up. i shall find it changed in a way that i will have my entries and things like that. but just in case.
i want to thank all my followers. those that have come and those that have gone. those that have stayed and those that haven't.
thank you. it has been a pleasure sharing a small window into my world for the decade that i have.
should you care to continue to follow me after kiwi...please feel free to....livejournal:sweetaleisha
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until the next time.
peace love and chicken grease.
aleisha
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entry2402october.30.2009
[color=saddlebrown]wow.
i missed a day. and for the first time in a long time, i really didn't care. ah..my kiwis, how i miss the old days.the days when everyone was on here. now i find that i am more on livejournal. its like i am growing up. and drifting away.. but is till miss the good old days when i felt like i had to make and entry.
its ok. seriously i figured if i already missed a couple of days back in may..well...
so lets see.
i took my exam last night. think i did ok...we shall see. i have a week to figure it out, and i dont want to dwell on it. its done its over with.
logan is sick. my mom will be taking him to the doctors this afternoon while i am here at work, down in southeast dc. yeah i know i feel horrible for not being there. i think the last thing i want is to be accused of being a horrible mom or anything because instead of taking my son to the doctors i am having my mom do it.
this ad to the left of me is disturbing me. seriously it is....
tomorrow is halloween. logan, providing he is feeling better will be dressing up as a skunk...ok so whether he is feeling better or not, i am determined to still dress him up. i remember several halloweens when i was sick and dressed up.
so yeah. thats settled. he will be a skunk.
i just wish he was feeling better.
Aleisha
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