that_one_girl04 , 21

I have a phone again! yaaaay! I ended up having to get a new one. It's the same as my old one, but I'm fine with that. As long as it functions.

I posted http://my.kiwibox.com/journals/journal.asp?id=272950&date=10%2F27%2F2008[color=black]picturresss[/link]. =]

I worked from 9:30 til 5 today. It actually went by really fast. weird. o.O

I worked like all day yesterday. blehh. 1:30 to 10. And the place was slow, of course... halloween night. Longest shift ever.

But I did buy a new robe from work. It's very soft. =D and I got to wear it. I decided I was Hugh Heffner after I got some strong smelling calogne on myself. I was straightening the calogne shelf when I found one that was broken. bleh. But yeah. It was pretty sweet.

Anyway, I'm gonna go...

have a good night/weekend!

<3 kaitlin

Ok, I haven't posted pictures in a long time, so this is just gonna be a jumble of stuff. haha




my new-ish car



me and Courtney



meeeee.



Crystal haha I love this picture. I took it on monday. =]



from last weekend. me and my cousin Kaera playing in the leaves. haha it took us a few tries to get this one.



haha I didn't stick that landing =/



more leaf action



Rusty



Kindy (grandma's dogs)



hiding in the willow tree



plastic skeleton :D I thought it was neat


These are from this past summer. I took a bunch of pictures of my friend Tony for his unofficial senior pictures. haha





haha he's such a cutie





at the park. at night. :)



:p at a different park, again at night. haha you gotta go when all the little kids are gone.



I loooove this place. It's about 45 minutes away from me.



My mom and brother. We went to this place up north where they have a bunch of animals.



deer!



me and madre. she looks annoyed. haha





i like this picture a lot.
These are from another time we went up north. we went to this little shindig these people throw at their house/barn every summer



ooh. I got my face painted



one of my favorites



baby cow! and kitty! :D



my mom and collin on a train



I couldn't resist :]



Calikins =]

he did respond eventually.

thank god.

I was about to have a heart attack.

this wave of relief came over me when I was talking to him. I can't even explain it... I just felt so much better.

I was seriously worried about him.

I care about him so much.

It hurts to even talk to him sometimes... just being with him...

lanta.

everything is going wrong right now.

my phone. my car. even now... I just ordered a new phone and I accidentally ordered 2.

fuck my life.

i need sleep.

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thank you, Sienna. I agree. he does need to be slapped. haha

I mean, ok, I can understand the "just friends" cuddling thing... if you're both ok with it, and you have that kind of friendship... but it's like, me and Lyle don't know eachother that well. It'd be weird.

Plus, there's the fact that I actually do like him, and I'm pretty sure it would break my heart to just cuddle with him and have it be...like.. well, that's it.

ughh.

anyway. in other news.

My phone is not working. I think it needs a new battery. I hope so, because we ordered one... it better work. oy. I hate not having a phone. I'm dying. haha it's sad, but I'm so attached to that damn thing.

I worked allll day today. Open til close. (11 to 8:30). Long day. omg.

I worked yesterday too. aghh. no rest for me.

I so don't wanna get up early for school tomorrow. D: I hate getting up early. I had no intention of taking a 7:45 class... it just kinda fell into place. ah well.

Alright. I need to eat something and do some homework and sleep. =]

<3 kaitlin

I haven't talked to him since monday.

I'm starting to get really worried.

I don't think we've gone a day without contacting eachother since we started texting...

and the last time I heard from him was monday afternoon. I texted him back, and he hasn't responded since then.

I'm so scared. I don't know what to do.

What if something happened to him?

I wouldn't even know. None of his friends know me, his family doesn't know me...

I texted him yesterday morning, I texted him today... he wasn't at school, as far as I know...

nothing. no text, phone call, facebook message...

nothing.

I'm dying. what is going on?

I can't focus on anything right now.

I just wanna hear from him. More than anything in the world.