that_one_girl04 , 21

gahh i miss him.

and i'm not even sure why exactly... i just like having him there.

but it sucks when you don't know if the person misses you or not.

oyyy.

i just talked to Jessie at work. ehh. he's kind of a douche. haha but whatever.

work = 12 - 5.

yay.

but anyway. yeah.

there seems to be tension between me and lyle... not, like, bad tension... i think it's because we both like eachother, but we're both scared to say something.

so there's kind of an elephant in the room.

heh.

k. i really need to get ready to go.

blehhhh.

i hope it goes fast.

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oh, kurt...

I haven't talked to him in so long.

and it's nights like these...

and the things he says...

that remind me of why I was so infatuated with him.

I told him I was doing homework, and he asked what I'd rather be doing. I said "layin next to you". Which.. yeah, that'd be nice. he's gorgeous. and a sweetheart.

to which he replied:

"omg that was the nicest thing i have ever heard :) that would be so perfect :)"

*meltinngggg*

lanta.

why must i fall so easily?

it doesn't help that I'm horribly confused with Lyle.. i have no idea what the boy wants.

speaking of which, I texted him a long time ago and he never responded.

which is weird.

*sigh*

idk.

i need sleep.

Hey kids =]

I'm cashiering at work now. whoo! haha I actually like it, though. I think it's cause we're almost constantly busy, so time goes by faster. And I love when Ryan's working, cause we joke around and have fun. haha He's cool.

So yeah, I have to leave for work soon. Just wanted to say hiii. =D

I'll try to make a real entry soon. ha.

TTYL!

<3 kaitlin

me and lyle are so cuuuute. haha we seriously are, though. *sigh*

Me: What time do you get done?
Lyle: 5
Me: Ah. That's when I start. haha
Lyle: Lame lol and good cuz now i can relax when i get home and u wont be bugging me
Me: oh psh. you love it when i bug you
Lyle: true.

eeeeeee!

haha

it makes me =D

i love it.


p.s.

this is entry #420.

ha. hahaha.

i don't even smoke... I just think it's funny.


*sigh*

i must do homework.

then regular work.

aghhh.

but yeah... I miss him.

I love hugging him.

I don't wanna let go.

ah, yes, me and Lyle... I honestly don't know what we are right now. haha Good question. I think we both like eachother, but we're both kinda scared to say anything... ugh. yeah. it sucks. As of right now, we're just friends, but hopefully that'll change. =]

anyways... i finally have a day off. I've been working so much lately, and of course going to school, so I've been pretty overwhelmed. and tired. blehh.

I actually have some homework I need to go do, soo.. eh.. I guess I'll go get that done.

I'll ttyl!

<3 kaitlin

me and Lyle...

what the fuck ARE we?

I honestly have no idea.

he keeps messing with my mind.

without even trying.