that_one_girl04 , 21

hey people =]

i'm in the library at school waiting for Lyle's class to be done. =] we're gonna get food somewhere.

*yawn*

7:45 is too early for school. bleh.

I have to work at 5. Again. oy. The place has been really slow lately, so it gets boring.

And yes, I did get the Honda Accord. It's very nice. I like it. It's a 4-door, it's kind of a sandy color, and it has a sunroof. =D

k, I'm gonna go now. Hope everyone has a good day!

<3 kaitlin

I still don't know if things are going anywhere with me and lyle.

I'd like to think so.

I like being with him.

I find myself missing him.

I guess, honestly... I'm sick of waiting.

I want love.

he called me.

=]

eeee!

haha

I was shaking the whole time.

in fact, i'm still kind of shaking.

ahhhh, why do I get so nervous? damn.

cause I like him.

*sigh*

yep.

the boy confuses the shit outta me.

does he want me or not?

does he think he's not good enough for me?

because...

I want him

I do.

And I want to tell him this....

but what if he doesn't want me back?

our friendship would be awkwrd.

and I would be hopelessly crushed.

agghhhh.

i hate this.

He got drunk last night & texted me to call him

but it was late and I didn't.

This morning I asked if he still wanted me to call him.

He said "nah. lol"

..that's what I figured.

but I almost wish I would've talked to him last night.

alcohol IS the truth syrum, after all...

maybe I'd finally get some kind of answer.

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Shoutouts to people who responded

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captivate : oh man, we're honda accord buddies! haha that's pretty sweet.
Sugar_xxx : Yeah, I'm definitely loving my car. =D

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blahhh. I'm so tired.

I worked 2:45 to 8:30... except our manager kept us later than 8:30. =| i'm not a fan. haha

Work was pretty slow until like 7:30.. then everyone was like "omg! must try on clothes!" and invaded my fitting room. gah. they left so many hangers... it was madness. haha

Before work, I hung out with Mark, his girlfriend Ashley, and one of their friends for a while. I got so lost trying to find Mark's house though, cause he sucks at giving directions. agh. teenage boys.

Anyways, we're having a bon fire tonight, so I'm gonna go out there for a bit and then crash. I finally have a day off tomorrow! yay! I have some homework I have to finish. ehh.

hope everyone had a great weekend!

<3 kaitlin