that_one_girl04 , 22

Well, my mom just left to go to my grandma's house. I didn't really wanna go because it is so boring there. But at the same time, I really need to get out of this house. I'm gonna go crazy. It's really nice outside but I don't know what to do or where to go.

I should plug in my phone. My dad is always getting on to me about how it's "never on".

2 more days of school. I have to do a project for science. I have to design a board about a constellation. I think I'm gonna do Aries. I called Becky earlier and she was working on hers. I was really hoping she would invite me over, but she didn't. I could probably just ask her if I could, but I figure if she wanted me to come over she would've asked me. I kept hinting that I wanted to go over there. I was like "ugh, yeah, I'm so bored here...there's nothing to do...I need to get out of this house.." and stuff like that. It's really hot in this house though. It's making me tired.

I'm talking to my penpal on MSN. She's from Brazil. She seems pretty cool. Her name is Isadora but her nick-name is Isa. She's 14.

I can't believe how tired I am. And it's not even 8 yet. I hate this feeling. i'm restless yet I'm tired. It's weird. I wanna go somewhere, but not by myself.

And I still can't find my keys. The keys for my dad's house are on there and the keys to my scooter. I really, really wish I could find them. I've looked everywhere.

Math finals start tomorrow and go until Tuesday. It sucks. And we have 3 projects in Science. It's insane. She never gives us directions either. So, we pretty much have to guess what we have to do and hope we're doing it right. It's so annoying. But, it's almost over. I get to go to highschool next fall and get a whole new batch of annoying teachers. Now there's something to look forward to. :p :)


I'm still not happy with my dad. He thinks I go on "chat lines", but I like to refer to it as MSN Messenger. Yeah. Yesterday he started talking to me about "What I'm going to do this summer". I kept thinking "Umm...I always thought summer vacation was a time to relax and be lazy and enjoy doing absolutely nothing and not making plans every 5 seconds." Guess I was wrong. He really, really, really wants me to get a job. So, yesterday I spent a portion of my afternoon job hunting and a lot of places won't hire 14-year-olds. It sucks. My dad wants me to work at Dairy Queen or something. Personally, I don't really wanna work at a fast food place. I'd rather work in some kind of store or something. I told him I wanted to learn how to play the guitar and he told me I'd have to get it with my own money. So, basically, I have to fill my summe rvacation with things to do but I have to figure out how to pay for everything. Interesting.

We have people working on our roof, and they are so freaking loud. lol It's so annoying.

I had to escape from my dad's house. I swear, he's restricting me from pretty much anything multi-media-ish. So, I told him I had to come to my mom's to work on a school project. I don't know what I'd do without my mom. She's my savior. She understands everything. I can vent about my dad and friends and school and everything.

Well, now we're gonna go drive out in the country and go to Collin's grandparent's house.

It's insane that there's only 5 days of school left.

Becky called me a little while ago. She was wondering if I wanted to go to Florida with her during the summer. I really, really wanna go, but the thing is, it might be for, like, a month or something. I just don't know if I could do that. I would be incredibaly homesick and I'd miss my other friends and family like crazy. I'm just not sure what I'm gonna do. It's gonna be a hard decision for me.

I went shopping at Fashion Bug earlier. I got a jean skort, a really cute vintage-looking "America" themed top, and shorts with a cool belt. I always hate trying on clothes though. I'm so self-concious. I'm never satisfied with my weight and how I look and stuff. I love food and hate excersize. lol I don't think I'm overweight or anything, but it wouldn't kill me to lose a few pounds. It's so hard for me though.

I can't wait until the weather gets better. It's been raining for weeks now and I am more than ready for long, hot summer days.



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I was at my cousin Mark's house pretty much all weekend. We helped them move from Apple Valley, MN to Plymouth, MN on Friday. Then I went over there on Saturday and spent the night. Mark's kida happy that he's moving. He doesn't really like his school now.

I'm really pissed off at my dad though. He's such a control freak, seriously. He changed my password on the computer so I can't even get to my screen or settings. He's done that before. I have no idea why though. He acts as if I'm doing something wrong on the internet so he has to kick me off. Oh, yeah I'm looking at porn and downloading programs. Yep. That's me...
It's so stupid. Then last night, I was gonna have my mom pick me up from his house, and he said no. Why? Because he wanted me to stay there so we could "spend time together". Oh..my...god. And did we "spend time together" today? No, not really. So, yeah, he's driving me insane.

It's been really rainy the past week or so. We had thunderstorm and tornado warnings last night. I can't wait until it's actually sunny and I have all day to relax. 6 more days of school...

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I don't have classes tomorrow. We're going to Willow River State Park. It should be pretty fun..

I had to do my math presentation with my group today. I was so nervous, and my face was really hot. I kept messing up the word "divisibility". I said it wrong twice at the very beginning. Ms. Scheel had to correct me. But after that, I was fine.

Well...not much else to write about right now...heh..