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[ I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way ]So, I have a little piece of news.
Apparently Lyle is now "in a relationship" according to Facebook. Well that's just dandy. =/ I found out this morning. I've been through, like, every emotion from then until now. ha. First I was upset/sad... then just kinda pissed... and now I'm like, "fine. whatever. he's a douche." haha It's just that... I feel really used, ya know? Like, I guess he never really wanted anything with me. I was just more of a make out buddy to him. Great. And all along, a part of me knew it wasn't gonna happen. I knew I should just move on. But there was still that glimmer of hope, like maybe it'll work. But.. I guess this is the reailty check that I needed. I actually saw him on Saturday. He came into Freedom when I was working. I literally hadn't seen the guy for 2 and a half months, so when I did see him, it was just bizarre. All these emotions just rushed in and it was like I couldn't function. haha I didn't even know what to say. It was just so unexpected. I think that kind of got my hopes up. Seeing him again just brought everything back, and I guess it got me kind of excited. Like, it'd be really nice to spend some time with him. But now.. I dunno. I haven't talked to him since that day. I just feel like he really hurt me. It's such a slap in the face. Like I'm not good enough or something. And I know that's not true, at least in my mind it isn't. But it's still rejection. So now I'm thinking... would I even want to hang out with him? I don't really know. To be completely honest, I don't really know how to hang out with him as just friends and leaving it at that. For so long, every time I've been with him, I've tried to be a little flirty and let him know I'm interested, ya know? Plus.. the past few times, when it was just us, we ended up making out. ha. NOW what are we gonna do? psh. And it was always him. Any time we ended up making out, it was because of his initiation. ugh.. I dunno. It just sucks. But I'm not gonna mope around and cry about it. I've wasted too much time on him. I'm done. Alright.. I'm done venting about him now. haha I had to work all weekend. blehhh. I had a 9 hour shift on Sunday, which turned into a 10 hour shift. ha. I was exhausted. I was working with Dave, who is the assistant manager, and he had a bunch of stuff he had to get done. So I was stuck cashiering by myself. *sigh* It was rather boring. I'm probably gonna go visit Ashley and Alyssa soon. They're both working tonight. Anyway, I will ttyl! <3 kaitlin seriously...this can not be happening.
it just can't. ugh god... I hate this. Lyle changed his "relationship status" on facebook. Supposedly he's going out with this girl, Laura... first Andy, now him... can this just stop? please? [ the words are only in my head ] Hey kids. :] Blahh I haven't been updating much, mainly because my computer is a ho. haha It doesn't have any virus protection program on it right now, so it's pretty much freakin out. So... yes. Just a quick entry for today. Work is going pretty well. I save so much gas not having to go back and forth to woodbury, so that's good. I do miss getting paid weekly, though. Ah well. It's flippin cold out. Still. Ughhh.. I think it's around 35 or something. It's ridiculous. My birthday is next tuesday! whoo! no plans, though. hm. ah well. I took work off that day, so I can just chill. Lyle called me a couple days ago. It was really nice talking to him. I hadn't actually spoken to him in a while. We talked about maybe going bowling next week. Something we've been trying to plan since, like, December. haha Yeahh.. we'll see. Well, I will ttyl! <3 kaitlin p.s. banner made my moi. :D lyrics by Saving Jane. [ the best is yet to come ]aayyyy. :D
it's been a while. sheesh. I've been pretty busy lately. Working 2 jobs, school.. blah. Except now, I'm down my one job (Freedom) and I'm pretty much on spring break cause I don't have class tomorrow. so whoo! And I actually decided to withdraw from my painting class. Not because I didn't like it... but honestly, it just wasn't a priority for me. We'd get a bunch of projects at once, and I didn't have the time or motivation to get them done. It got to a point where it's like, there's no way I can finish everything and turn it in, and even if I did, it wouldn't be for full credit. *sigh* So yeah... the class was just stressing me out more than anything. Plus, the class was at 7:45 AM and I HATED getting up that early. I dreaded it, really. ugh. so yeah.. no more of that. Working at Freedom is going pretty well. I'm still trying to get into the swing of it, but.. I'm getting it. :] It's nice being able to work with friends, too. I saw He's Just Not That Into You with my mom this evening. I really liked it. It was cute, and insightful. haha Lots of hot guys, too.. haha what can I say. I love boys. :D I can't wait til spring/summer. It's been super cold here. Last night it was -4. oyy. I guess it's supposed to get up to 40 on saturday. Crazy weather. Anyway.. I will ttyl! <3 kaitlin new job + David Cook + cousinshey folks. :]
Sooo.. I got hired at Freedom. Whoo! haha I started training yesterday. It's funny; I hang out there all the time cause Alyssa works there, so I pretty much know everybody that works there already. Yesterday was like the busiest day ever. haha I had training at 8 til 12:30, then I went another field trip for my imaging/printing class. We put our designs on shirts and stuff. :D it was pretty cool. Then I had to work again, at Marshalls, for 5 hours. blehh. I have to put in my two weeks notice today. =/ I'm kinda nervous. Mehh.. I mean, it's retail, it's not like I was gonna stay there forever. But I like (most of) the people I work with and I've had a pretty good experience there so far. But Freedom is close to home, it pays better, and two of my friends work there. I just need to get that over with so I can get my schedule at Freedom figured out. I don't know how people work 2 different jobs.. scheduling gets so confusing. ugh. Anyway. I went to Eau Claire last Wednesday and stayed with her and her roomie. And we went to the David Cook concert. :D It was really fun. He's so adorable. haha He actually has some good songs.. "permanent" and "heroes" are a couple of my favorites. Also, the guy that opened for him, Ryan Star, was really good, too. Check him out. I hadn't heard of him, but we were all pleasantly surprised. So, yeah, I stayed overnight in the dorm. The next day I went to my cousin's house in Chippewa Falls, since it's pretty close to Eau Claire. I hung out with Katie for a while, and then Kaera. But I left when Kaera had to go to work. It was nice seeing them. Kinda random, but yeah.. haha I work at 3 today. Blehh. I only worked at Freedom for 4 hours, but I like it. It's not too hard- I'm used to using a register, but their registers are kinda old-school. haha There's way more buttons and stuff, so I have to get used to that. Also, ciggarettes- I have to learn where which ones are and whatnot. But otherwise, it's goin alright. Anyways, I will talk to you laterr. :] <3 kaitlin |
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