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{ the quiet scares me cause it screams the truth } aw. me and Cali. :] Finals are next week. ahhh! I have 2 projects to do. And a final for composition. I turned in my portfolio for comp last week and I get to see my grade tomorrow. ugh god.. I'm scared. It's a huge part of our grade. Oyy. Anyways... I have to work at 6. We stay open til 10 now. Next week we start staying open until 11. Why? No idea. It's not like we have a rush of customers at that time. dear god. And they have me scheduled to work til 11:15 next Tuesday... and I have my electronic publishing final at 7:45 the next morning. umm.. yeah. I'm gonna see if maybe I can cut out like an hour early that night. I'm way tired right now. I think I'm gonna go lay down. That sounds lovely. TTYL! <3 kaitlin woahh it's decemberIt's soo cooold. gahhh. I'm ready for it to be summer again. haha
And yes, I survived black friday. It actually wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. It was fairly busy, but.. eh... I'm kinda used to it, I guess. I've been working so much lately... last tuesday, wednesday, friday, saturday, sunday... and then later today. sheesh, these people are working me to death. haha it'll be a decent paycheck, though, so I guess it's worth it. ..right? :p But yeah, I'm done with school for the day. I don't work until 6. I'm hoping it's kinda slow tonight, just cause I've been working all weekend, and it's been busy. And I'm way tired today. Went to bed late + woke up early this morning... bleh. So, I'm gonna try to relax for a while, maybe actually read my book. :D I started reading "Lock and Key" by Sarah Dessen. I looove her books. It's good so far, I just never have time to sit down and read. Friday night, I met Andrew in Minneapolis. I might have mentioned him before- he's a friend from school. We had no idea what we were gonna do, but we ended up meeting up with his friend AJ (who is quite amusing) and we went bowling. Well, he and I went Bowling... AJ drank and listened to karaoke. haha I wish I could've listened to drunk people sing, but it was 21+. Pssshhh. laaame. haha We had a good time. I felt a little bit awkward though, just cause I think he might be interested in me. Which is great and all... but I just don't know if I like him like that, ya know? And I feel bad, cause it's like, I want to, I just... can't make myself, ya know? ugh. I dunno. Maybe that'll change. We'll see. Anyway... I had a good thanksgiving. We went to my Grandma's house in Bloomer, WI, which is about an hour & a half away. We played some card games and catch phrase. good times. Anne: "The president.." Kaera: "George Bush!" Anne: "He works for..." Kaera: "Obama!" hahaha yeah.. I don't even remember what the word/phrase was, but I don't think that was it. Alright. I'm gonna go be lazy. :D <3 kaitlin er..?I am going to CUT this website. I kid you not. It pisses me off so much.
GAH. anyway. me and Lyle... we went to a movie Saturday night. We ended up making out. uh.. heh.. yeah. and I haven't seen him since that night. I feel awkward. and I REALLY wanna know where we stand. Thing is.. I'm afraid to ask, cause I'm scared that I already know his answer. it was just a physical thing. but it was more than that to me. way more. that was huge. it changes things. whether he likes it or not. so I don't know what to do now. It's all I can think about. seriously. I hardly slept that night. And when I did, I dreamt about it. ughhh. I hate this so much. This boy has flipped my world upside down. I've been through so many different emotions since I met him. Right now I'm just... lost. [ i want it that way ] so, yeah, I pretty much just typed up my entry, hit "save", aaaand... it didn't save. :| rawr. anyways. I'm listening to the Backstreet Boys. haha Old school. I love it. I have to work on Black Friday. D: gah. Scary. haha Marshalls has been pretty busy lately... I can only imagine what friday will be like. Tomorrow me and my dad are going to my grandma's house for thanksgiving. Hopefully it'll be fairly nice outside. It's been in the mid-40s the past couple days, which really isn't too bad. Tonight I'm working, then hanging out with Alyssa (and maybe Ashley?). Pretty sure we're gonna play some mario kart... and I'm excited. :] Hope everyone has a good thanksgiving! <3 kaitlin so here I am; I'm trying*siiighh*
where are we going? are we getting any closer? He's like "I owe you hugs and cuddles" and there are talks of us "hanging out" on thursday? movie? his house? my house? err.. I d k. but it gives me some hope. but is that a good thing? I don't wanna be disappointed. [ again ] oyy. I'm effing tired. lanta. this chick (Diane?) is at our house. she's a friend of my dad's. I think she's weird. o_O I dunno. she's just.. weird. haha bleh. anywho. I hate it when Lyle tells me he's bored and/or wants to cuddle and whatnot. torture. It's like... um, I'd love to but I really have NO idea where we stand... or if that's some kind of invitation? fuck if I know. ugh. |
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