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June 20th 2009 RIP Mama
F0xy_mama 25
Oh. I'm so sorry. :( I don't know what else to… -
June 20th 2009 RIP Mama
Khayos 25
oh wow. I am so sorry. That must have been horribl… -
June 20th 2009 RIP Mama
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I'm sorry for your loss. :( -
June 20th 2009 RIP Mama
Megabyte_me 30
It's never easy to see a loved one suffer. I'd like… -
June 20th 2009 RIP Mama
A_pretty_girl 23
Aww, I'm sorry to hear about your mom. That sounds…
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Everyone deserves to have their own Narnia, chemo not working, she was caught....So I planned on having a picture of Aslan to go with my title but Photobucket is being a bitch and I can't be bothered to fuck around with it this morning.
Last night Edward and I watched The Chronicles of Narnia Prince Caspian. Definitly dosen't come close to The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe but then again I don't think the book does either. Anyway it still made me sad that Peter and Susan will no longer be able to go to Narnia (as the book made me sad too). I know it is all about growing but yadda yadda yadda. But surley Adults need an escape from reality even more then children do. Yeah I am in one of my depressed moods and I definitly need a Narnia of my own even though I am an adult. I suppose Arthur is the closest thing I will have to an Aslan as I don't think a lion would fit very well in the apartment. Work this week was really really crazy. I don't really want to get into it but a lot happened. A lot of people were telling me stories about experiences they have had with the senior managers. A few people are leaving and are getting a lot of shit for it. It makes me wonder if I have made a really horrible choice to work there. I know I can't base everything on everyone elses experiences and so far I haven't had a problem with anyone but it all still makes me feel really unsettled. My mom is not doing good. I spoke to her last Sunday. She said she is fine but she had to pause after every word and she sounded horrible. I then asked my dad and he said she is not good. She needs oxygen all the time. They don't think the chemo is working. Apparently with this particular chemo you are supposed to get a rash if it is working and my mom doesn't have a rash. And my dad has caught my mom smoking again. He thinks she is just giving up. I just can't deal with all of this anymore. Happy Mother's Day Yesterday when I woke up I started doing some laundry. My washing machine is out to get me and even after it was finished there was still a pool of water in the drum and the clothes were soaking wet. I don't know what the problem is. The washing machine belongs to the landlord and I hate it. It is one of those washer/dryer combinations and it sucks. If it isn't eating my clothes (some things mysteriousy come out with holes in them) then it isn't draining properly. God I can't wait to move! I went into town in the morning. I had to buy and post an Anniversary card to my parents. I wound up having to get a very generic Anniversary card. All the ones for mom and dad wishes them many more years together. Bleh, I am really starting to hate card manufacturers. Not everyone will have many more years with their partner! While in town I also stopped at the chemist and stocked up on medicine. I am still sick even though I feel a million times better. I have this cough that comes on suddenly and wont go away. It is really annoying! I spent the afternoon and evening at home. I watched HP and the prisoner of Azkaban, you've been framed, and Britian's Got Talent. Then I caught up on ANTM on Youtube. My Godmother Peggy called to thank me for the Eeyore statue I sent for her birthday and we had a little chat. That was nice since I haven't spoken to her since Christmas. Today at 12 my MIL is picked Edward, Arthur, and me up. We are going to her house for lunch. My SIL and nephew will be there so we will hang out for a bit. I hope I can find something with wheels while I am there. I really don't want to go. I am tired and don't feel well and just want to relax in my pyjamas all day. List of responders megabyte_me I need wheels Thursday I went back into work. I wasn't feeling 100% but I couldn't stand staying in bed for another day. I really suck at being sick. I get so ansy. I made it through Thursday, just. It was a crazy busy day. Yesterday there weren't as many kids in the nursery but it was a shit day. I don't know but I just kept getting told off for things that weren't under my control. I would then tell people we were running low on supplies and no one paid a damn bit of attention to me and then complained when there were no bed sheets or bibs. By 3;30 (I finished work at 4:30) I gave up caring really and let people bitch and complain that nothing was done. If they had listened to me earlier then they wouldn't be having problems. This weekend I think Edward, Arthur, and I are going to my MIL one day. I need to find something with wheels. Next Sunday the school is having a charity event called race on wheels. ALl staff have to take part in it. I don't mind raising money for charity however I don't own anything with wheels nor do I have the money to buy a bike or something. So I will see if there is anything at my MILs. Edward seems to think there is a scooter there. Other then that I need to head into town to buy an anniversary card for my parents. I am still not feeling well so h opefullly I can just rest and relax most of the weekend. List of responders a_pretty_girl, megabyte_me, pink_dreams, Sugar_xxx sent homeYesterday when I went to the doctor she checked my tonsils. She said "whoa, they are big, are they always that big?" Lady, if they were always that big would I be at the doctor's office? She checked my ears and they are fine. All the pain is from my throat. The infection I have is viral. That means that no amount of medicine will cure it. I have to let it run its course.
So this morning i got up and headed to work since nothing I do will make what I have any better. I was there for 2 1/2 hours when I needed to sit down. I was burning up and very dizzy. My co workers made me talk to a manager and I was sent home. They actually drove me home as well. So I spent most of the day in bed. Not that it made a difference. I still feel like shit. List of responders f0xy_mama, megabyte_me, Sugar_xxx staying homeI progressively got worse last night. At one point Edward was really worried that I had a quite high temperature. Unfortunately we don't have a thermometer so I don't know if I actually did or not.
I woke up this morning at 5 am with all i ntentions of getting ready for work. Edward is basically forcing me to stay home and go to the doctor because he thinks I am running a high fever again. Those aren't my only symptoms. The glands in my neck are swollen, my tonsils are swollen, my ears hurt and I think I might be having trouble hearing, I have bouts of dizziness and nausia, my eyes are sensative to the light. I have had these for 5 days now and although I want to go to work (because i don't get paid if I don't go) it is probably best if I dont. It is now 6:53am. I am just waiting for 7:30 to call in sick to work. I am scared that they are going to be mad at me. Then at 8 I have to call the doctor to see if I can get an appointment. List of responders a_pretty_girl, Sugar_xxx |
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