I thought I was ready to talk about everything, but as I sit here poised to talk about it I feel like I am going to be sick.
Things actually got worse after I wrote yesterday. Perhaps I will be ready to talk about it tomorrow.
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Can't bring myself to write. Am in the midst of a breakdown. Huge fight with Edward this morning followed by a call to tell me my mother has been admited to hospital again.
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Yesterday wasn't really very interesting. We borrowed some money from Edward's parents until my next pay check comes in and I was dying to go shopping. I need to pick up a few things before I start my new job like a lunch box. So after work I headed to TK Maxx. I spent ages in there looking at everything and I left with nothing. They had shit. It was depressing.
Edward and I went to be around 9 last night, I was just too tired. I couldn't sleep though. I was in so much pain. For like 2 weeks now my right foot has been in what a call and "almost cramp". You know the feeling you get just before you get a cramp in your foot? It has been stuck like that but not fully cramping. But last night the feeling started creeping up my calf, tigh, and into my hip.
It was really hard to get up this morning. Work was ok nothing exciting, just working on some data pertaining to attendance. In exactly 1 week I leave this job. So scared and so nervous!
Tonight Edward and I are ordering pizza and tomorrow we are going into town shopping.
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