tiggerhappy411 , 23

yea...dumpster is my offical nickname for the late-night partiers at Jens house. thanks to fucking joe. he reffers to me as cum-dumpster. and yes, im proud of the name, cause it aint true. and i love it :)

last night me,Jen,Joe,Lawrence, n Adam all chilled n played this silly game "boxers or Briefs. its pretty funny. and as usual, the guys drank. i love it though, cause they are so gullable and retarted.lol.
we watched 'duece bigilo:european gigilo" but we all passed out before it was over. then adam went home n Joe put on porn. which was funny as hell. not only because he thought i would feel uncomfortable, but cause the acting is so fucking bad. its not even funny. and thats what makes me laugh. haha.then we both fell back asleep.
i didnt plan on sleeping over. but i was so tired n fell asleep on Joes side. but woke up with his head resting on my stomach...which means i was really fucking tired. cause it was a pretty big position change.lol.(doesnt sound right)
then at 6am i finally got up. accidently elbowed Jen in the head, but she didnt budge.lol. she was sleeping up againt my back.
Lawrence n Joe were already up.chilled with Lawrence for about 20 mins and then home n passed back out on my bed.
which was much more comfy than Lawrence's couch. plus, not having two bodies against you is much more comfy.heh.

woke up at 12 something this afternoon. called jen. by 2 we were out running errands n x-mas shopping...
even though it was my moms birthday, i wasnt with her. and i truthfully dont feel bad for some reason. and i dont think thats a very good sign...
but, whatever, she says so much stupid shit to me, so i dont really care.
she gave me her present back and didnt say a word to me even though i just walked threw the door about 40 mins ago...

aw. Tony just called me. i miss him. even though he lives right up the block (hill), i havent seen him since...wensday...? it's too cold now to walk back and forth.

well, im gonna finish putting me shit away and getting ready for bed...
peace out,bitches =P
-Maria-

i bit Joes finger last night. and made him bleed. he said i wouldnt. n then he pissed me off, so i did.
hahah.

Jen woke me up at 10 n we left at 10:15. then spent from 11:30 till 4 at Bergan Community College in the dark room, doing her photos.
it was cold.
and i was hungry.
then this black guy asked if me and Jen were together. so her being a dumbass said yes. n then he asked if we were dating...which was, funny, but, NO. which, i shook my head at in the first place...
wtf would just ask that out of the blue??
(and then he asked if he could use my cell-phone...heh.)

ate some KFC.

just got home, cause i had to do my Grams laundry before she had a stroke.

so after that, its back off to Jens.

i gotta potty.
-Maria-

school was...like usual.
got my second book done and already started on my 3rd...1 more and 2 computer programs, and im DONE,what son. lol. i cant wait.

we also put the tree up. its funny. my school has little x-mas decorations...and a blown out tree. i did alot of the work...even though im like, the newest member.lol. its cute though...

i actually hung out with TONY!! so happy. my little homo, i missed him :(

i came home around 7 and took a shower. i just got fully done getting dressed and what-not now...
i dont know what im doing,ether.lol. i just called jen, but no answer...

so i donno if im staying in or not tonight...hmmm...i wonder if nikki is in town..havent seen her in what feels like, forever...

now since i dont work, and have this free time to myself...i dont knwo what to do. i would usually be talking to Lauryn all day...but, yea know...

well, tada.
-Maria-

tomorrow is going to be December 1st...and its like 65 degrees out today...can we say,wtf...?!
whatever. i hope it snows for X-mas though :)

i came from school n cleaned abit...n im doing laundry...fun fun...

im so tired for some reason :(
i think after this load im gonna take alittle nap.god, i cant wait.lol.

then later tonight i'll prolly be wit Jen.
im gonna go n call Tony now =P
-Maria-

well...yesterday when mom came home, me her n...Tom (her boyfriend) were actually getting along ::gasp:: i even treated them to my alchohol i had.haha. yea...real bonding ::wink wink::
but yea...he slept over, so i went out by Jens last night.lol.

Me, Jen, Lawrence n Joe all wacthed the movie "Carlito's Way" with (my lover) Al Pacino (spell?!). it was a really good movie. i enjoyed it.
after that i fucked around with Joe. and the little motherfucker got me wet. soaked i should say. it started off as alittle splash fight in the sink, to him filling up the tub, and fucking laying me in it. it was cold. very cold. might i add that i was wearing...i guess you can call it a bra, but theres not much material to it; and my fucking white PJ top. that was fuckin nice...NOT REALLY. i had to dry my soaking wet for like 2 fucking hours. and freeze me ass off/ amuse Joe with my "lack of clothing".lol. i love guys...there such pigs.
hmm...he says im am A-cup, yet he keep on staring. i didnt care at the point i was freezing and overly tired. heh.
MANWHORE.
well yea, we beat on each other cause i took his hat and he thinks he's all that and mighty n shit. please.lol. well, i taught him.hahah...well...lets just say, i got him pretty good.
he's a pretty nice guy once peel back the layers. plus he was trashed.lol. but thats when its most easiest to do all the peeling. haha.
and, i must say, even though he gave me a half-ass back rub, my back isnt killing me anymore. which i am so very fucking thankful for. that shit was a bitch.

well, after me n joe calmed down we both were about to pass out on Lawrence's floor. so we went home...at 6am...heh.i came home, took my wet pants off and passed the fuck out. i was dead,man.

i got up at 11. wtf is that all about!??! i'd really like to kno...

Jens is at Wal*Mart wit the "fam".lol. so she'll be calling me in abit when she's on her way home. n yea, prolly gonna chill wit her.

ugh,cramps...are a girls bestfriend.

thats all for now, bitches...(sry, joe is wearing off on me, thats all i heard last night.o and the words "dirty little girl" and "cunt/cuntdumpster" haha. gay)

love,
your dirty little girl x0x0
-Maria-

haha. i love fuckin around with people.

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*Song of the Day*: "Beautifully Broken" Ashlee Simpson
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Wearing: 'Garfield Wrestling' hoodie, blue snowflake PJ pants
Hair: abit messy
Jewlery: nose stud
Mood: blah
Scent: cigs
Talking To: my mother
Thinking about: revenge

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BRANDY!!

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yerxnightmare : god, no, i didnt see them getting it on...or hear them. ugh. i would be tramatized! lol.
nope, no boyfriends for me ::sniffle:: hahah
TONY?!? lmao, dude, Tony is a 40 year-old gay man!! he's just my gaylover "Will". hehe.silly =P

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