x0xmarix0x , 24

heya,

I met this amazing guy on a website called plenty of fish a month ago and so far hes amazing...he holds my hand when we go out, kisses me at stop lights in the car ,tells me how beautiful i am,sings to me even if its not that great lol and when he puts his arms around me makes me feel like im safe. The down fall well I dont really think it is hes in the army so hes away for weekends and possibly a month in august,is he worth the wait umm yes. at first it bothered me because he is 4 years younger but the more  I get to know him the more  I see hes amazing and more mature then anyone  I have ever dated before...im worried though this is too good to be true for me and  as much as  I try I just feel like something is going to go wrong. I hope not because hes amazing...the best part  i can act like a moron with him <3 lol

xXx Mari

Heya

I met this amazing guy about 3months ago on a site called pof. He's great and ever since i moved 2months ago we have been hanging oout alot. The thing is I have started to really like him but he does not want to be with anyone...or so he saiid. The thing is I asked him if he liked me as a friend or as he could date me and he said "friends for now" what is that suppose to mean? he told me he does not want to lead me on or get my hopes up and hes still going out to hang out with girls from the site. hes not over his ex yet and i know that.

then yesterday he tells me one of the reasons hes not dating anyone right now is because he knows I will stop talking to him (duh) I feel like because im not skinny and a bitch im not good enough...of course  I will never say that to him. so the point of this post is any ideas on what  I should do? 

xxxx

Mari 

I am blogging today because  I have something to get off my chest.......I need to let go,it's hard.......I need to keep thinking however if he does come back then Its meant to be.......Im scared,upset,sad and confused as for the next 4 days I still get to cuddle him,kiss him,love him. But once these days are done as hard as this will be It is time for me to back off, not give up but back off and let faith go through its course.......I need to remember that no matter what happens it is what is suposse to happen and no matter what I need  to rememeber i will be happy

Im going to miss his kiss,His arms around me,the way he warms me up when im cold,makes me laugh when hes around.

all memories i will never forget and hold dear forever. 

xXx Mari

Heya everyone :)

So Morgan came down last tuesday and left again sunday night :( he was down for court over his 4year old daughter. I was very happy though because all he did the whole time he was here is spend the days with her and the nights at my place :) but things were different this time we saw each other. I have known him since Oct 2010 and he left end Nov 2010 to go back to Ontario were he is from to get away from his ex because she was driving him crazy and there was no work down here for him.

When he left  i was supose to go with him and backed out last minute because at the time i was still with my ex. I made a big mistake because little did i know at the time I was head over heels in love with Morgan. I did not seen him until July when I went up to find him. I stayd there for 2 months had trouble finding a fulltime job so i had to move back :(.

This time seeing him was different :) he was alot more open with me if you will,we laught we talked I really think hes letting me in and it's a great feeling :). I found out as well he will be back down in Dec to spend time with his daughter so I get to see him again and im coming up for my birthday in March :). I think its great he is an amazing man and I can't get him out of my head...Im inlove xoxo

xXx Mari