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[318]Revelations.
X_anyotherway_x 27
yaya for being close have a good one -
[317]My BIL has gone mad !
X_anyotherway_x 27
sorry aobvut your sister hope she cna divorice him … -
[317]My BIL has gone mad !
Popluver 26
sorry to hear about your sister. relationships are h… -
[317]My BIL has gone mad !
Britbrit8086 25
Yea, Sounds to me girl like he aint no man at all! … -
[316] Men.
Popluver 26
ugh. i agree. not for me!
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[266] Oh baby.4 days until Mikayla turns 3! First off, I would like to announce my newest subby StarDust5k. Welcome, I hope you enjoy your stay. A little background information: I'm Brittani. I'm 18. I have a daughter, who will be 3 in 4 days, her name is Mikayla. Her daddy, Adrian, lost all his rights to her on June 3rd of this year and now, I'm pregnant with my ex-fiance's baby, Bradley. I'm 8 weeks and due January 22nd. Okay, to answer your questions, I have no fucking idea as to why he didn't let me take that job. I'm so pissed. I just feel like he's trying to constantly trying to keep me from moving on with my life. Ugh. I need to get out before I start showing.. ugh. Jen, the funny thing is.. now he((Bradley)) won't leave me alone.. I don't know if I wrote you back on Myspace, but yeah.. he's sent me two messages and said he's not going to leave me alone .. pfft. I'm wanting to tell him it's not his baby (yeah, it IS his, but I want him to leave me alone).. now he's talking about not going into the Navy or Army .. he's just gonna try and go to CSU (which is the school [B]I[/B] wanted to go to..)..IDK. I mean.. I know it's mean to say that, but I don't want him stressing me out during my pregnancy.. ugh. That weird psycho girl that wanted me to give my baby to her if I was gonna put it up for adoption is just weirding me out even more.. she came and got me.. and she called the baby "her son" ((I don't even know if it's a boy or girl, she says it's gonna be a boy)) and then she just proclaimed herself my best friend.. that's when I almost snapped on her and told her that position is already filled and just because she's trying to be a second mother to my fucking kid don't mean shit to me.. and she's like.. omg, you're having twins, your tummy is so hard (( I had my heart monitor on so no shit my stomach feels hard )) I don't know.. and she said she's coming to get me tomorrow.. erh, I don't know.. I want a baby book. :D Like now.. I need $15 to get one.. hmm. I wonder if I can talk one of my friends to get me one.. haha. No graduation money has came in.. so I can't go to Moe's and the movies tomorrow which suck because I was really looking forward to it. List of responders Darcarailius, Mandi700000, StarDust5k, x_anyotherway_x [265]My dad isn't letting me take the job.5 days until Mikayla turns 3! Yeah, as the title says, My dad is NOT letting me take that job on Ft. Benning.. I'm very depressed. Jonathan knows I'm pregnant. He said he's disappointed, but all he can do is be there for me. I love him. I don't know if I told you, but my dr. appt was rescheduled from the july 1 to june 26 in the morning. I think Jonathan is gonna try and come with me to my surgery on the 17th, so I'm very happy about that. I don't think that Bradley is going to be in the baby's life.. and I don't honestly feel like I'm going to give the baby up for adoption, but I do want to have someone in mind if I do... Some girl that has been super nice to me since she found out I was pregnant wants me to give my baby to her and her boyfriend if I decide to give the baby up for adoption.. okay.. I'm pregnant, not stupid. I'm not giving my baby to her. Pfft. And she just proclaimed herself as my child's godmother.. So funny. Anyways, the week has been going by pretty fast. I'm thinking today is Thursday or even Wednesday, and it's Friday... I'm hoping my money comes in today because I told my friend I would go out to eat with her tomorrow and then go to a movie.. erh, but I'm not gonna be able to go if my money doesn't come in. I have a headache from hell. List of responders Darcarailius, Mandi700000, popluver, synyster_gates, x_anyotherway_x [264] Adoption?6 days until Mikayla is 3! Ahhh, my little girl is turning 3 and starting school in August. She's growing up so quickly. OMG. Jen, I am taking your advice and leaving him alone. I sent him one last message telling him, he needed to choose his family or go on with his life basically... so hopefully he will wise up... if he doesn't then I really don't know what I'm going to do.. I think I'm gonna look up some adoption stuff just incase.. I just don't think I can raise another baby by myself.. maybe it'll be different by the time the baby gets here, but I just don't know.. Adoption is the last thing I would want to do.. but I'll do anything to ensure this baby has a good life.. even if it's not with me.. *sigh* List of responders Darcarailius, Mandi700000, synyster_gates, x_anyotherway_x [263] I GOT THE JOB![B]One week until Mikayla is 3! I think I got the job.. It sounds pretty reassuring when she says as soon as my background passes she'll call me back to confirm my orientation, right? The only thing that I don't like is that my orientation would be from 8am-4pm on the 18th and 19th. The 18th, is Mikayla's birthday. So, I would have to wait to celebrate her birthday with her until after 4pm. :( Me and Bradley fought all day today..and I think he might have walked out this baby's life.. List of responders Darcarailius, Mandi700000, popluver, synyster_gates ASJKL; Baby DramaThis is what was sent via BULLENTINS on Myspace.
Bradley: YOUR THE ONE THAT NEEDS TO GROW UP!!!!! your the one that needs to stop being a child.you push people away. you said that you love me but you say im hurting you.we are not together. you made that decision.just like your making the decisions you are now.because you believe that im going to hurt the child.which is BULLSHIT!!!!you want to run away go right ahead. your the one that is being childish. Our friend saw this and got pissed and wrote this: Cara: to those who say others need to grow up =] YOU ARE THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO GROW THE FUCK UP!YOU ARE THE ONE BEING CHILDISH YOU NEED TO SHUT THE HELL UP AND LEAVE OTHER PEOPLE ALONE!!! GOT IT??? [B]Me: errrhhh omggg. shut the fuck up alreadyy.you sit here and hurted me over and over and yet you loved me so much even though you PROMISED you wouldnt hurt me so when you say you won't hurt the Anzgar how am I suppose to believe that?? pfft.and what did you expect me to do? stay with you while you treated me like shit? this pregnancy is high risk. stop making my life difficult. Bradley: Cara hey loook....brittani turned her phone off. and ive been trying she says one good thing. then she turns around and says something else.like she is leaving in a month and she wont tell me where she is going Cara: bradley wtf ever! leave her alone, as in no messages, text, calls, comments, etc....she doesnt need all this stress you are putting on her! that baby doesnt need it! she doesnt either! leave her alone! Me: omgg don't try and make it like your the victim!! omgggg you soo full of itt. you wont even talk to me on the phone about Anzgar --THATS THE BABY'S NICKNAME-- pfft. whatev. and so what if i want to leave, there is NOTHING here And he wrote this to Cara in a message and she forwarded to me: Date: Jun 10, 2008 12:56 PM no i havent. i havent tried to put any stress on her or my kid. you think i want that. ive been trying. i came down here so i can get a job and get money.i dont play mind games. And wrote me this after I wrote that last bulletin: Date: Jun 10, 2008 4:06 PM brittani. im trying...i really am....... im not trying to stress you are anzgar out...that is the most unique name...sorry of subject. im just as scared as you are....i know i wont answer the phone...but im working on that......you think i dont want to be there...i dont know what to do anymore brittani..i dont play mindgames...im sorrry if it seems that way _____________________________ Which of course made me feel like absolute shit.. because I'm still in love with him.. and I just want him to take care of the baby.. and things.. IDK.. We both just are afraid I guess. I'll try calling him tomorrow. |
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