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[246] Starts with Goodbye

  • 05/21/08 2:40 pm


I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye


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Darcarailius, Mandi700000, neechi_babii, popluver, x_anyotherway_x

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x_anyotherway_x
X_anyotherway_x 27
im sorry hun hugs
  • 05/21/08 9:46 pm
Mandi700000
Mandi700000 26
sorry
hope things get better
  • 05/21/08 9:56 pm

HE WANTS ME TO DO WHAT?!

  • 05/21/08 3:09 am
[CENTER]

Bradley wants me to apologize to her... for NOT clarifying that I wasn't talking to her in MY bullentin on MY myspace after she sat up here and told me if she felt a certain way, then she would tell me... but did she? NOPE. She went running to Bradley. I can't help MY friend (well, now probably ex-friend) cussed her out. Bradley gave me an ulmative because I commented on how he wasn't acting like an adult. An ultmative of either getting over my jealousy with Sam because they weren't gonna change how they acted or we were done..

pfft. I was NEVER gonna ask him to choose between me and Sam, but when he gave me that ultmative, He CHOSE her.

We get off the phone & I instantly start freaking out.. I curse out my best friend Jonathan and he figures something's wrong.. and he gives me about an hour to cool (which didn't happen.. he just wanted me to stop cursing him out) and then calls me..

He talks to me and says to tell Samantha that I was sorry if she got offended for my bullentin but to point out that it wasn't meant for her. And then he said I should tell Bradley just because they were friends didn't mean I had to be her friend and then if he said that I have to be her friend then to tell him to shove it! :D I love my Dork.

So that's what's gonna happen. I'm gonna send Bradley an email and tell him he needs to call me because I've got something to tell him and he might not like it, but it's how it's gonna go. And if he can't get over it then it's done.

But mhm, whatever... so what does everyone else think?
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Mandi700000
Mandi700000 26
i think johnathan had a good idea
hopefully that will straighten everything out
bradley should have ever made you choose
  • 05/21/08 11:20 am

[245] RIP BRANDON! MOMMY LOVES YOU!

  • 05/20/08 11:24 pm

I'm lucky to have a best friend like Jonathan...yes, I do get EXTREMELY pissed at him at times but honestly, he's the only person who's never turned their back on me or has never given up on me.. even when I known he could have and probably have wanted to && he keeps my head on straight.. seriously. If it wasn't for him, I'd probably be on an endless search to find it. I love him and luckily we have that best friends thing down!
:D

Details as to why I'm being all mushy tomorrow. I've downloaded a whole bunch of Gavin DeGraw, right now, I am in LOVE with him!!!

But on to worst news... today is the day.. I lost Brandon. I was just into my 20's (week wise).. I know he's in a better place though and will never have to face the hardships of this world.

[FONT=IMPACT]RIP BRANDON JONATHAN REY[/FONT][/BIG]
January 15th, 2007 - May 20th, 2007


My pregnancy confirmation.


5 weeks


5 weeks 2 days


6 weeks 5 days


9 weeks


12 weeks


18 weeks


IT'S A BOY!

RIP little one. Mommy loves you.

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Darcarailius, Mandi700000, popluver, rachelinalaska, x_anyotherway_x

[244] FUCK

  • 05/19/08 6:35 pm
[CENTER]
Me & Bradley got into a big ass fight.
About Sam & Maria.
What the fuck ever.

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Darcarailius, Mandi700000, popluver, x_anyotherway_x


Why do guys want to talk to you when you're taken?

  • 05/19/08 2:43 am


Seriously.

Zach is trying to talk to me (slowly, but surely)
Brandon seems like it.
TWO guys at Winn Dixie today..
& now, it also seems my ex is somewhat trying to talk to me (Myspace)

I'm like with Bradley
& now all these guys want to talk?
Gr.
Oh well.
I'm off the market.