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[310] T.A.W

  • 08/14/09 5:06 pm


So, last night Tommie was sulking because he said out of everything he's done, he still feels like he hasn't accomplished anything.

I had told him to come see me before he started sulking and he said tomorrow (which is today) and then this was through text:

tommie: Talk to me

Me: I asked what you were doing

Tommie: sitting on the porch

me: lol, why ?

tommie: sad.....

me: what ? why are you sad?

tommie: i don't know?

me: .... lol. ha. um, tommie, are you for real ?
( a part of me was thinking he had went crazy and then another part of me thought he was just saying that)

tommie: yes

me: so do you really not know or you just don't want to talk about it?

tommie: i feel like i co so much and have or feel like i have not accomplished anything
( yeah, that confused me too )

me: What do you mean? Tommie. Look around you.

tommie: at what...bri...i love my kids and my family and u... but i am still sad

me: what do you want?

tommie: i don't know

me:well..pray and keep the faith that what you want which is accomplishment i'm guessing will eventually come to you...believe me its what i have to do every day
(i was talking about me wanting to be with him for the rest of our lives)

tommie: thanks bri

me: no problem bucket :) i hope youve gone back in the house by now. lol.

tommie: i never left..i was on my porch...sitting on my bench

me:arent the mosquitos biting ?

tommie: yes

me:lol well go in the house

tommie:nope.. i'm still sulking..

me:OMG. Dont. Lol.. if you only knew how much you had. If only you knew...

tommie: tell me.

me: tomorrow.


Mhm, I love that man...
Anywho, I'm on the phone with Peaches ... she's suppose to be coming to get me, but she just woke up.. Lol. She said she'll call when she gets out of the shower.

She thinks I'm pregnant and she wants to show me this pregnancy test that supposedly tell you whether you're pregnant like 48 hours after conception. Hahaha, DOUBT it. She's so crazy. LOL.

Regardless, I'm dressed and ready to go.
I'm gonna play with my makeup a little...
:)

[309] Ugh

  • 08/12/09 8:19 am
[CENTER]
Okay, so I haven't work for the past two days and I rly have to make some more money before my daughter's birthday party on Saturday ! I have only $10 or so dollars left on my food stamps and in cash, all I have is about $ 50.

I haven't been to sleep yet which isn't good considering I have to be up and dressed by 12:30. My aunt says she might can get her friend to get me on at Fred's. So, that'd be alright.. but it's just with this job I have now, I'm making what I'd make on a paycheck in 2 days if I handle 4-5 customers' orders and I can have all the tattoo and piercings I'd like.

I don't know.

I have to register for school by Sept 10. It's stupid. I call the financial aid people at the school and no answer from them. I need to talk one of them into changing my dependency status from dependent to independent. They won't let me claim the kids because I didn't have a taxable job. Mhm. But if I'm considered a dependent, I have to use my dad's 2008 income and he made ALOT of money and it's not right that I have to use his stuff because 1) He's currently unemployed and how will he pay for my college if he has no job ? and 2) I can't get him to give me his tax information for my FAFSA which is gonna delay me going to school. ALL my FAFSA has to be in by Sept 15th for guaranteed processing. 3) Even if he DID have a job and the money, I know he wouldn't contribute anything to my college. UGHHH it's just sso much ... I just wish they would stop making it so hard for me. DAMN !



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[308] Went shopping + Mikayla's b-day party plans

  • 08/10/09 3:40 pm

Work went alright. I got paid $100.

I went shopping. I got like 7 outfits for $60-someething dollars. :) I am SO happy that I got clothes, I'm considering going back, just depends on when I'm having my daughter's birthday party (right now it's scheduled for the weekend, but if we have it the week after next, then that'll be good )

We're not doing anything big. Gonna rent a moon walk. She had one for her 2nd birthday and it was awful. The bounce had a hole in it and so the kids didn't get to enjoy it as much as they should have. Anywho, my sister is gonna make some meatballs and I'm gonna get my brother-in-law or uncle to bbq and things. I gotta go order her cake.

My sister don't have any money to give her son a party so I'm making it a combo party :)

I hope my food stamps reload today so I can go ahead and get some stuff and order the cake. I'm gonna get my nephew a little cake too for his first birthday. :) LOL. I want to see how that's gonna go.

And I have to find Fatty something for her birthday. I might just make her a basket of like baby dolls and coloring books and clothes and nail polish and stuff like that.. my baby is the true girlie girl. LMAO.

For my nephew, I have no idea what to get him.. He's only 1.. I'll get him some pants/shorts and some sandals. I think that's what my sister was saying he needed. I'm not sure.. I might just get him a pair of shoes.

Regardless, I got drunk last night and have been recovering. No headache, just a bit of a tummy ache. I threw up twice last night so maybe I'll be okay today :)

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[307]Twisted my ankles :(

  • 08/09/09 4:57 pm

Yeah , I was drinking
and I had put on my heels because a friend (guy) was coming over
Anna had said "don't fall"
and I told her, "I won't, I know how to walk in heels"

I turn around to walk to my room and take maybe three or so steps and then start stumbling. I catch myself and then as soon as I start trying to walk, I fall. My ankles were hurting so bad so after me & Anna had a laugh for a couple of mins, I made her come take off the shoes and I pop my left ankle so it wasn't hurting but my right one hurts and it gradually gets worst. I can't move it .. it hurts so bad .. I had to crawl and even that was painful. So I finally make it to bed and sleep.

When I wake up, thank God I can walk again, and my right ankle isn't feeling as bad as it did but now both of my ankles are hurting and I have to be real careful of the steps I take..

Tommie asked if I needed to go to the hospital.. but this year alone, I've been to the hospital about 5-6 times. I'm really sick of going and IDK what they can do except some x-rays and make me sit in a wheelchair and keep my ankles elevated and keep them iced..

Ivan didn't want me to go last night because I had been drinking and because I was underage. Eh.

Oh and did I mention Jamaal texted me saying how sorry he was and that he just had so much stress going on and that he thought I was doing something with another guy possibly... but rly, I'm not trying to hear that. I told him it'd be a while before I even considered talkng to him because I've been there and done that shit with Bradley and if he does it once, he'll do it again and so ... IDK. I don't have time to play HS bullshit games. I have three babies, ya know ?

Work was dead last night. I was suppose to make $120 and only made a third of that. UGH.

This morning I was suppose to work too, but whatev. UGH.

Stupid work.

I'm trying to get Tommie to come over and ice my ankles.. lol, but he's saying ice isn't going to do anything.

That big dummy .. I want to see him..


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[306] One door closes, another open.

  • 08/07/09 7:39 am

So, work was alright. It was pretty uneventful actually.
A waste of my time. But, I got paid. Which is awesome of course

I gotta go in today sometime, but it probably won't be until later.

Did I tell you guys Mikayla got skipped to kindergarten ? So she's officially the youngest being in kingergarten at 4. :) I'm so proud of her! She said she really enjoyed kindergarten today which is great of course.

So me & Jamaal aren't talking anymore, why ? I'm not exactly sure. Here's the convo (VIA TEXT):

Him: hey
Me: Hi
Him: Whats up
Me: Nada much
Him: What You Doin
Me: You don't even want to know -- NOW BY THIS I WAS CRYING ABOUT TRISTAN AND I DIDNT WANT TO KNOW BECAUSE I KNEW HE WOULDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY --
Him: No bye
Me: What
Him: This ain't gonna work bye
Me: Whatever
Him: Thanx

So, it's just a whole bunch of confusion... I don't really give a fuck enough to try and figure it out either ..

Tommie and I was texting today. :) He told me he registered for school to get his PHD in Business/Management . I'm proud of him. Anyway I told him something and he had just said "k" and he knows that pisses me off so instead of arguing ..

me: ugh ... goodnight tommie
him: gn bri ... meathead
me: that's why your old hahahahahaha
him: whatever you love me.


my answer wanted to be so badly " i sure do " but instead I replied "lol :)"

UGHHH THAT MAN makes my heart melttttt

My friend Carlos was suppose to be coming to get me but he's not here.. it's been two hours since he was suppose to leave and he's still not here.. I'm worried about him, but I'm trying to keep my nerves down..

I figure it's one of the following
- He fell asleep before he got a chance to leave
- He got into a car wreck and is dead
- He got pulled over by the cops and now is in jail
- He got into a car wreck and is in the hospital
- He couldn't find his way so he went back home and went to bed
- He is still lost

Most of them aren't good. Eh =/
I'm going to Blockbuster in the morning (if I hear from him) and buying some more DVD's

Ehhh.

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ADORED_x, dustysgurl4eva, popluver, x_anyotherway_x