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[o41] PICS!! Complicated. I didn't know where she was.

08/19/07 10:02 pm

So I got a call from Joey (My cousin) saying that he was on the way to bring my baby back home around 1:15. Mk, well, I thought, Kennita will be home, so no biggie. Then, I got ready for work, took a shower. Ya know. Which makes me realize, I really need bigger clothes. I don't want to buy too much because I'm losing weight and I don't want to spend all of my little money on a whole bunch of shirts that are going to be too big in a while..

So, 1:20 passed. I started looking for my dad because he was suppose to be the one taking me to work. Eh.. yeah, looked for him and looked for him. I called his work line about 10 times and then he finally answered and then I yelled at him asking him where the hell he was at and then he said he thought Donna was taking me and I asked him why because I was at home it made him assume that they were taking me to work but they Junebug had left to go somewhere & then Donna had left earlier to go get her hair done. My sister ended up taking me & I was only one minute late :D

Work was work.
I didn't get off until 6:39 or 6:41 GRR. But whatever. I got my check only $128. I have to send $20 of that to my credit card (although I need to send the whole check) I'm going to try and spend only $30 on clothes for my senior pictures. Which reminds me I need to stop by Ms. Hamilton's class room tomorrow to pick up my portrait card. I just need nicer shirts especially since I saw the backgrounds, I can coordinate accordingly.

So Bob picked me up to go back to my house, but nobody was there so we ended up coming to his house. I called Kennita's cell, but it went straight to voicemail. I figured she went with them to Atlanta and took my baby along with her. And that is what ended up happening.

My father had went out so I snuck my baby over and she spent the night. :D Melissa was here, she was like, WOW. She's beautiful

:D
Yes, she is. Why, thank you. haha.

Well, today, my sister came and picked her up around 10 to take her to church and from there, she is going to take her back to the house. I was going to go, but I had that anatomy/physiology class project that I HAD to do! It was pretty easy, it was just the last party that frustrated the hell out of me...

Well, I leave with pics from today!

Hershey Coco Pebbles sitting on my lap with his hairbow in his head.

BAHAHA. He was miserable.

Looking at me! He didn't think it was very funny!!

Fat looking at Meredith <3

Me & her, sorry it was REALLY hot in the house & I sweat very easily!

Posing for the camera

Sitting very pretty.

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[o4O] 10 entries from 50th! PIC!

08/18/07 3:59 pm

Well, I have to go to work soon, and who knows what I will be doing after that so this might be the only time I get to make an entry. I'm either going to Champion's Den tonight with Brandi and her boyfriend or I'm just going to stay home. I really want to go to Champion's Den so I can possibly see Jonathan, but I don't know. I think I've made my decision. Well everyone have a great day. I've gotten to the journals who have made a entry for today and I got to all of my subscribers yesterday! Aren't you proud of me?? :D I redid my myspace, can you tell me what you think of it??
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[o39] PIXS OF MY TATTOO! He wants me back.ADVICE!. No school. Miki went to Opelika! :[

08/18/07 1:33 am

Hello all my lovely subbies! Thanks for your wonderful comments! Yes.. I'm already ready to get another tattoo and this one is only 2 days old! Hahaha.

Well, after I left my house, Me & Bob went to Winn-Dixie. I didn't get any food.. I just got some Gatorade since they were 10/$10. As we were up at the counter, his card for both credit AND debit were declined! (Talk about embarrasing!) So we got back to his house and he called them and they basically told him that it would take the next business day to do it since he didn't put the money in the ATM by the time the inside of the office closed..

Well, I *attempted* to get online so I could do my project that was due today, but the internet wouldn't pull up, so he told me to get some sleep and then come back and try it later, but I told him no, because I didn't want to be up all night trying to do it and THEN he told me not to go to school today.

I went to sleep and woke up at 12 to use the bathroom, I was going to try the computer, but then, I decided not to go to school and went to bed. I also locked the door so he couldn't get in.

I woke up around 6:30 and watched Angel and then slept on and off until about 10. I watched ER. The re-runs. :D Then I spent from 12-around 3 trying to fix the computer. I called Mediacom and the one man hung up on me and then the other man, I hung up on him, because I didn't want to take any more of his time (we had been on the phone for over an hour at this point). Melissa took the computer to the shop because she said it was too slow (which it was!!), so now, we have no computer at Bob's house. And MY computer is still in the shop...it's ready to be picked up and everything, Bob just won't let me pay to get it out ($120) because he doesn't think I should have to pay to get it out.

I called him (he was at work) and told him that I needed to go back home and I told him to call me before he left. So he called me around 4:30. I wore a cute little sun dress today with a white tank top underneath. :D ( I wanted to show off my tattoo.. Haha)

I'm on day 2 of my 5-day period. My period is really weird though, ever since I like lost Ricki, I've been having 3 days of bleeding and then I'd stop on the 4th day and bleed some more on the 5th day and then it would be over! It's just weird and this has happened for probably 6 months. It just freaks me out! With my 2nd September check, I am probably going to go to the doctor (OB/GYN) to see if I should be concern or not.

My ex, Greg, has been trying to get back with me via Myspace. This is what his and I conversation has been so far (START AT THE BOTTOM AND GO UP!)

From: Block User
greg

Date: Aug 17, 2007 9:29 AM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ]
Subject: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: No Subject
Body: i am for real on everything

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Brittani ¢â [¢¾ IJD]
Date: Aug 16, 2007 3:49 PM

that "crying" shit does NOT work with me.
Im not trying to be a bitch
but I am not falling for your tricks.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: greg
Date: Aug 16, 2007 8:07 AM

please just one more chance sware on everything that i wont fuck up nomore can i please see you sweety i miss you in my life sweety i wont to come over there to see you and make everything up to you and show you that i am sorry sweety of everything i did to you please can we work something out please i need you sweety in my life i wont you back in my life sweety you is all that i have sweety while i am writting you i am crying right now sweety so when you get this can you please call me sweety i am thinking about killing myself

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Brittani ¢â [¢¾ IJD]
Date: Aug 15, 2007 5:56 PM

no because I gave you plenty of chances and all you did was fuck them up.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: greg
Date: Aug 15, 2007 7:45 AM

can i get one more chance with you sweety

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Brittani ¢â [¢¾ IJD]
Date: Aug 15, 2007 3:04 AM

i have no time to deal with guys who want to play little boy games.
i got bigger and better things to look forward to in my life.
i will not call you

So yes, I am just really not hearing it right now, because me and him have been through too much. I'd try to come and see him, and when I try to, he would suddenly not be home. I'd call him and he wouldn't answer then he would call me a week later saying he was in Florida. Someone in his family is ALWAYS dying. His mom, his grandma, his grandpa.. he went to jail for a fight with his dad.. It's just...too much shit to be happening to one person back to back. You know? I tried to see his grandma while she was in the hospital, and he wouldn't let me go. WTF? And I caught him on myspace being unfaithful while we were together.. For one, his status said SINGLE while we were together and he sent me this thing from um..MYHOTCOMMENTS or whatever its called and I found the same thing on another girl's comment from HIM. Now he's saying all this bullshit about how he misses me and all that.. psh. Whatever. Having a man would be nice, but not at that expense.. what do you all think???

Well, Emily went to Opelika with my cousin and his fiancee. :D She will be gone tonight and she will come home tomorrow and is spenidng some time with me after I get off of work at 6:30. :D I kinda love the hours but just wish I could work more.

Well, I came home and the baby was here so I held him for a while then we went to Nikki's house to help her put up her laundry. We ordered some pizza and I unfortunately cheated on my diet and ate 4 slices. :[

Some pictures.

my tattoo before I was getting ready. :D

Me, Raykel, and her baby named Princess.

Kisses for me!

All smiles.

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[o38] PICS! Chuck E Cheese. Broke down. Period. GOT MY TATTOO!

08/17/07 12:26 am

Yesterday: I woke up late. Hurry and got dressed. school was fine same as always. My dad was on time picking me up for a change!! I decided NOT do to Student Council just because of who was there and I don't feel like putting up with drama!!

Well, I picked Mikayla up from daycare and me and my sister took her to Chuck E Cheese! We had such a good time!!! Of course, she acted a fool when we got close to the Chuck E Cheeese on stage characters. I had to hold her and RUN by for her to even consider going by! Well, I hit the jackpot on one game and won 160 tickets and then we were playing Spongebob and it wouldn't give us our tickets so I went and got a game attendant and told him, and as he was fixing it, we watched how he did it, and we started doing it and won over 1000 tickets doing it!! :D She ended up getting a carebear velvet coloring page with the markers and a strawberry shortcake bag and of course the all time favorite, Tootsie Rolls.

Well, last night, Renee called and I asked her for Sharon's number because she said she was going to give it to me so I could call Isaiah before she left, but then when I was on the phone with her she said she wasn't going to do it because she didn't want to get inbetween the middle so I got pissed and I told her ass not to call her anymore trying to speak to me because I was going to hang up in her face and then I started crying... I just miss my brother so fuckin much and they don't seem to understand. I might have her number in Melissa's phone so, when I get to Bob's house, I'll look and see and if I have it, I will call her and ask to speak to Isaiah. I was so depressed I had to get off of the internet and I went to sleep.

Woke up to my period. How great. Yeah, and I left all my tampons at my house. When I was dressed, and went to go sit on the couch, Bob told me he was going to more than likely take me to get my tattoo today. I asked him if he was going to check me out, he said no, and I told him if he was going to check me out to check me out in 4th block because I didn't want to miss any of my Core classes. I wasn't expecting him to actually check me out, but maybe 40 minutes into the class, I was checked out.

We couldn't find the tattoo shop and so we stopped and ask some man, we were on the right road, we just had to go down further. The man was really cool. Haha, he said he thought I was having a seizure because I kept shaking but it was because the needle was actually tickling me. Haha, he said I was his best teen customer :D Bahaha.

Woot.

It's pretty. It's only part one of the four step process
1. Stars and name
2. Skull
3. Black bleeding rose.
4. coloring of the stars.

They charged me $40 (although I don't know why because my sister got her's done for $30!).. Mine was higher up..closer to the bone. Gah, it didn't hurt at all. Lol.

I'm ready to get another one. LMAO.

Well, I have a project due and 2 tests tomorrow so I should go. Here are some pics!

me with no make up on. i decided to go natural.

I completely adore this picture! It's my myspace default.

I was looking evil!

I look stupid, but it was 6 am!!!

the baby smiling big!

Me & him.

MY TATTOO!

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[o37] More Pics..TEARS..Max. .

08/15/07 4:43 am

Thanks for all the responses. I really appreciate it from everyone. :D

Well, school was the same...boring.

In first class, this group called TEARS came, you know, I almost won a $25 gift card to WalMart, but my shyness got in the way *sigh* Oh well. Then we did a name game where we had to say our name and a food beginning with the same letter our name started with. I said bread, bri, basil, blueberry, and bagal. I had about 8 people still standing when I sat down. It was fun.

In second class, we did some coloring (fun fun) and that was about it. Ms. Lawhon said I had to leave my book in her class room since my book list wasn't cleared from last year. I had no objection! Just one less that I had to carry and that book is BIG. The girl that sits beside me is annoying, but I don't say anything to her about it because I think she is a little mental..Why do I say that? because.. I walked in with my camera, and she asks, "Can I see it?" so I give it to her and she starts taking a picture of Morgan.. UMM... Then I'm chewing gum, and then out of the blue she asks, "Can I have a piece?" WTF. And it's not just what she asks, its how she ask.. IDK I'll just watch for now.

In third class, we spent the whole entire time doing the homework from yesterday. She still assigned us some homework from the new lesson (although we haven't reviewed it) and she put us in groups. I'm in a group with Tempsett & Meghan...I forget the two boys names... LMAO.

Lunch, was lunch. Max got irrated because I was rolling a bottle across the table, but I did it subconsciously (sp?). I apologized to him on myspace and he told me it was cool. :D Yeah, I love Max.

Fourth class, we talked about the usual.. babies. Haha, the one girl in my class lost her first baby and planned the one she has now.. atleast she is not afraid to admit it. Meachy and Talisha (Talisha also has a baby) said that I better not have any more. LOL. Even though I only have one. LMAO.

Well, I am ready to go to bed, so I will finish this entry later.. or I might not.

I leave with pics...
These are pics we took yesterday in the bathroom & in our room. :D