xmikibugx , 22

I'll update tomorrow morning, for now, I'm going to bed.

Well, this morning, I turned in my shirt at Carmike & so I am officially done with them, thank God! Afterwards, I stopped by to see if my dad had the rest of my money and he didn't so after that I went cash my check and we then went to Golden Corral where Raykel would NOT eat because of the fact that she was not feeling good and she started crying, we felt so bad for her, but she fell asleep in the car after we left and we went to Walgreen to get her some soda and I wanted to get a prepaid Visa card, well since I'm not 18 (even though I already have a credit card--that I need to pay off!!! My bill is due on the 20th and I have to send $70!!!) they had to have a parent do it and the only ppl that was there was my uncle and I told him not to do it if they asked for his SSN. And they did, so I asked for a refund, so I am getting a check on Monday from them and then I should be getting a check next week from Carmike :D so that's cool. Well, I live you all with pictures, I have some work to be done.

These were taken just a minute ago. He's 2 weeks and 4 days (18 days old)

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ajsangel_05 : Thanks!
HardyBabe77 : Thanks! I hope I get a job soon also!

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Well, we got up early to go the Farmer's Market that they were having for the mothers' of WIC..well, they told me I couldn't get the vouchers because my school ID wasn't laminated...yes, laminated, so we left, my cousin didn't even get anything because it was so hot and there were too many people.

Well, instead we went to Target, they are hiring in like two departments and I didn't see that until after I had already put where I wanted to work (cashier) and hopefully they will hire me. Then we walked around, looked at some stuff...nothing special.

Then I went to my interview at KMart, well, the lady that does them decided not to do them until the 18th, so I wasted a whole trip for no reason.., but I am going to go back because I really need to job, and I will be there first thing that morning...

But, the thing is, that this morning, while I was sleep, I had the most awful dream. I was in the living room and it was storming and then I saw like 3 hurricanes forming and I woke everyone up and told them to get in the bathroom. It was me, FatCakes, Hershey Coco Pebbles (my dog) Brandon + Devin (my cousins) and like one more other person who I can't remember.. well, anyways, we were just sitting in their and then a merry-go-round falls in the bathroom and I'm checking to make sure everyone is okay and there is a piece of glass in FatCakes' neck! And I can feel her fat and I start freaking out and then when it's over, I call the hospital on my cousin's cell phone and they tell me to bring her to the Medical Center so were gone, and then I'm running into there and I can't find the emergency room and then I find where it says Emergency, but it's just a small room, with two beds.. well, something happens inbetween there and when I look back, she's about the size of my hand (weird) I know, and then they tell me to do CPR and so she comes back alive, but in a size a little bit bigger than a bean, so I take her out to the doctor and he says it's not her and then my sister comes and goes into the room and then comes out and asks where she is and then the doctor shake his head..and then she starts crying and so do I and then we are walking away and I turn around and he is throwing away her ashes and I hug her again and then we walk out which I know have discovered ends up being the vo-tech building of my high school and my sister ends up talking to someone and then..I wake up.. It was weird, but the thing was my daughter died. Now, I do not want to go to sleep... I'm scared to.

Well, that's enough for today. Everyone have a great day.

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ajsangel_05 : Yeah, I did have a good day.

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Well, a nurrse had called and said that she wanted the baby to come in so me and Nichole took him in and we sat there for an hour and then they just said that we should use the Bactraban until it heals back up.. (The scab on his belly button had came off), but it's not bleeding anymore.. so that's great. He's fine. Right now, he's sleeping in my arms. :D

We had pizza..and it was pretty great.. I was so hungry, I had 5 slices of pizza! Hahaha. The extra cheese was calling me!

Well, around 10, the power went out...I was scared! But it came back on around 11.. then we all went to sleep. I only got 4 hours of sleep and I'm fine.

My dad still hasn't given me any money which sucks
and I can't go to pick up my check from work because it is storming now..

But hey! I had a break from motherhood yesterday.. Mikayla decided to stay up at my other aunt's house.. which was cool, but I missed her :[

Well, that's it for now, and for the whole subby thing, I only comment yours if you comment mine [if you are a new subscriber].

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ajsangel_05 : :D
HardyBabe77 : Yeah I agree, but she in a way is just like her father, and never thinks her child can do any wrong although her mother just "beat" her for attitude.

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You know what? I am about fed up with my cousin's daughter, Raykel. She has a smart mouth and she thinks she can do whatever she wants and then my cousin has the nerve to call my daughter BAD? Well, one day, my daughter had peed in the bed, and she has [B] a lot of pee because she drinks alot..Well, I was thinking, for right now, I'd turn the bed over and just let her sleep and take care of it while she was at daycare. Well Raykel has been sleeping on the floor of the bedroom and saw me turn the bed over and one day recently, I walked in and she was lifting the bed up and I asked her what she was doing and she said nothing and I asked her why she was lifting up the bed and she because there was a wet spot, well, I made up some story about my brother spilling something on that when he lived here and she said okay...Gah, she is just awful and she is always messing with my daughter.. Yeah, I am kinda ranting because I've had nobody to talk to about this really...Everytime I tell Miki that we are going to go somewhere she just decides she is going to go too.. Like, my daughter has been to DisneyWorld, SeaWorld and the Tennessee Aqaurium and so I decided yesterday that I was going to take her to the Atlanta Zoo..Raykel decides she is going to come with us... Um, no.

& then I said that she was coming with me & my place of employment to Florida and she said she was coming then too..

I know that I should ignore it, but she is always doing that and will keep bringing it up until you respond... I'm tired of her little attitudes...and this is all at 6!!!!

UGH
I gotta go, the baby's belly button is bleeding.
Update later.

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ajsangel_05 : Thanks!
HardyBabe77 : Thanks! Yeah, you are right about the two-faced people, but I expected it out of one of the newbies, not one of the people that's been there the longest.
LadyPiink : Thanks for resubbying. I'll check out your layout shoppe as soon as I update my journals!

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