Well, we got up early to go the Farmer's Market that they were having for the mothers' of WIC..well, they told me I couldn't get the vouchers because my school ID wasn't laminated...yes, laminated, so we left, my cousin didn't even get anything because it was so hot and there were too many people.

Well, instead we went to Target, they are hiring in like two departments and I didn't see that until after I had already put where I wanted to work (cashier) and hopefully they will hire me. Then we walked around, looked at some stuff...nothing special.

Then I went to my interview at KMart, well, the lady that does them decided not to do them until the 18th, so I wasted a whole trip for no reason.., but I am going to go back because I really need to job, and I will be there first thing that morning...

But, the thing is, that this morning, while I was sleep, I had the most awful dream. I was in the living room and it was storming and then I saw like 3 hurricanes forming and I woke everyone up and told them to get in the bathroom. It was me, FatCakes, Hershey Coco Pebbles (my dog) Brandon + Devin (my cousins) and like one more other person who I can't remember.. well, anyways, we were just sitting in their and then a merry-go-round falls in the bathroom and I'm checking to make sure everyone is okay and there is a piece of glass in FatCakes' neck! And I can feel her fat and I start freaking out and then when it's over, I call the hospital on my cousin's cell phone and they tell me to bring her to the Medical Center so were gone, and then I'm running into there and I can't find the emergency room and then I find where it says Emergency, but it's just a small room, with two beds.. well, something happens inbetween there and when I look back, she's about the size of my hand (weird) I know, and then they tell me to do CPR and so she comes back alive, but in a size a little bit bigger than a bean, so I take her out to the doctor and he says it's not her and then my sister comes and goes into the room and then comes out and asks where she is and then the doctor shake his head..and then she starts crying and so do I and then we are walking away and I turn around and he is throwing away her ashes and I hug her again and then we walk out which I know have discovered ends up being the vo-tech building of my high school and my sister ends up talking to someone and then..I wake up.. It was weird, but the thing was my daughter died. Now, I do not want to go to sleep... I'm scared to.

Well, that's enough for today. Everyone have a great day.

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ajsangel_05 : Yeah, I did have a good day.

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Well, a nurrse had called and said that she wanted the baby to come in so me and Nichole took him in and we sat there for an hour and then they just said that we should use the Bactraban until it heals back up.. (The scab on his belly button had came off), but it's not bleeding anymore.. so that's great. He's fine. Right now, he's sleeping in my arms. :D

We had pizza..and it was pretty great.. I was so hungry, I had 5 slices of pizza! Hahaha. The extra cheese was calling me!

Well, around 10, the power went out...I was scared! But it came back on around 11.. then we all went to sleep. I only got 4 hours of sleep and I'm fine.

My dad still hasn't given me any money which sucks
and I can't go to pick up my check from work because it is storming now..

But hey! I had a break from motherhood yesterday.. Mikayla decided to stay up at my other aunt's house.. which was cool, but I missed her :[

Well, that's it for now, and for the whole subby thing, I only comment yours if you comment mine [if you are a new subscriber].

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ajsangel_05 : :D
HardyBabe77 : Yeah I agree, but she in a way is just like her father, and never thinks her child can do any wrong although her mother just "beat" her for attitude.

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You know what? I am about fed up with my cousin's daughter, Raykel. She has a smart mouth and she thinks she can do whatever she wants and then my cousin has the nerve to call my daughter BAD? Well, one day, my daughter had peed in the bed, and she has [B] a lot of pee because she drinks alot..Well, I was thinking, for right now, I'd turn the bed over and just let her sleep and take care of it while she was at daycare. Well Raykel has been sleeping on the floor of the bedroom and saw me turn the bed over and one day recently, I walked in and she was lifting the bed up and I asked her what she was doing and she said nothing and I asked her why she was lifting up the bed and she because there was a wet spot, well, I made up some story about my brother spilling something on that when he lived here and she said okay...Gah, she is just awful and she is always messing with my daughter.. Yeah, I am kinda ranting because I've had nobody to talk to about this really...Everytime I tell Miki that we are going to go somewhere she just decides she is going to go too.. Like, my daughter has been to DisneyWorld, SeaWorld and the Tennessee Aqaurium and so I decided yesterday that I was going to take her to the Atlanta Zoo..Raykel decides she is going to come with us... Um, no.

& then I said that she was coming with me & my place of employment to Florida and she said she was coming then too..

I know that I should ignore it, but she is always doing that and will keep bringing it up until you respond... I'm tired of her little attitudes...and this is all at 6!!!!

UGH
I gotta go, the baby's belly button is bleeding.
Update later.

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ajsangel_05 : Thanks!
HardyBabe77 : Thanks! Yeah, you are right about the two-faced people, but I expected it out of one of the newbies, not one of the people that's been there the longest.
LadyPiink : Thanks for resubbying. I'll check out your layout shoppe as soon as I update my journals!

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Well, I've given my journal a new start. I am going to try and be faithful to this. :] (which I will as long as I have the internet).

The last time I left off, I was dating Greg...well, yeah, me & him are over...I found on myspace that he was sending the same little comments "I LOVE YOU" and la-de-da to another girl! So yeah, I had to cut him loose...

Fatcakes had her 2nd birthday. Her father actually decided to do something and he is going to pay for a birthday party at Chuck E Cheese next month. :D So, I'm very happy. She has seen & spent time with him twice since then.. For her birthday, she got a Disney princess bed/sofa, scotter, table/chairs, outfit and also a Dora outfit. So, she had a pretty good birthday! Not to mention, she is having a birthday party, so she will be getting even more presents then!

We unfortunately had court on June 15th & my brother was sent to our biological mother from June 16, 2007-July 1st, 2008...We are gonna have to share custody for 4 years, until he turns 11. And we found out yesterday, when he does turn 11 he will be in our custody so we don't have to worry about her trying to brainwash him right before the hearing..At the age of 11, he will speak for himself and state who he wants to be with... & he might come down for Christmas (by the court) since she had him last Christmas. Sharon (our biological mother) had gotten jumped when she came though because she kept talking bullshit and took her shoes off to my sister and told her she would whoop her ass ( and yeah, she is suppose to be a "Christian" lady )..We haven't even spoken to him since he's been gone...

I quit working at Carmike, just because I was sick of the working environment.. People were being two-faced, and all that.. I have to find a job by this week or next week though. I have an interview with KMart on Wednesday. Wish me luck.

My nephew/cousin was born on the 25th of last month. He is adorable! and right now is living with us...His embilical cord had gotten infected, but it came off early this morning, so we are really happy about that.. He had a doctor appointment... But yeah..

Well, I am about to go make a journal for pictures...
Everyone have a great day! ( & Be sure to check it out! )