Sub_Zero989 , 27

Well everyone not a whole lot happened today. I just kinda messed around here and watched it snow. I like when it snows a lot because that means I can go sled riding which we are planning on tomarrow. I talked to my sweetheart Lauren today and that was about the only person I talked too. Thats okay though. Im going to go help her move boxes and stuff this weekend and im going to make that as interesting as possible. That shouldnt be to hard for me since I can seem to make anything interesting. Tomarrow I am going to Pittsburgh and im not real excited about that but it has to be done. I was gonna just go straight to the Pittsburgh airport and fly to Cancun or somewhere for about 3 months but that wouldnt be a very good idea since my girlfriend and everyone is here. I wish my hair would go out faster because I want to get the dreadlocks put in it and bleach it blonde but I have to wait for it to grow. I tried watering it and standing outside in the sun but that didnt work. Oh well. At least I tried. Actually I didnt do that but if it would work I think I would do that. Today I was playing this game called Sea Quest and its on my Activision Hits for the Playstation and if you ever have a chance to play it pass on that because I played it for two hours and got to the point where I was so pissed I could have shot someone or myself. Not litterally in case thats what your thinking. But anyways its not that its a bad game at all it is just that it does things on purpose just to make you lose a life and start all over and its really hard to get around. Since im the stupid one though I bet im gonna go play it again later on. It shouldnt be to long now and my Sega Genesis should be coming in that I won off of Ebay. Im collecting older systems and games. Well I know I have made all of you bored once again because this says absolutly nothing exciting so im gonna get going now.

Later!!!

Well everyone today wasnt a bad day. I went to the basketball game then to Long John Silvers and it was pretty fun. I was just sitting here doing something thinking and for some reason I thought of some unanswered questions I wish I knew the answer too. One of those questions is why do I have to be so competitive like I am? I cant stand losing and yet I go back to what it is I lost at knowing that I can lose again and get just as upset as I did before? Why do I have to be like this? Why cant I just not care? I have tried not caring and I just dont feel right. I do care and no matter what im going to care. For what reason do I have to be like this? Is there even a reason at all. Does it make me a bad person? I would like to hope not but I dont know. I know one thing im fortunate for is that I have a girlfriend who can put up with that. Hopefully that type of attitude will help me in life someday. How and when I dont know. I just wonder why I have to be like that sometimes though. Well thats all I have to say for now. Sorry this entry was so boring!

Later!!

Well today was pretty interesting. I woke up this morning and got on EBay and won me a original Sega Genesis so I was pretty happy about that. Then mom had to go to the foot doctor and asked me if I wanted to go and since I had to pick up a money I went with her and can you believe when I got her to the doctors office they had told me I was kicked out? I guess they found out I moved some stuff in the office cause I was bored and when I got up to go in this pissy nurse looked at me and said "the office manager said you have to stay out here" and I said "what do you mean?" and she said "the office manager says you are no longer allowed back here" and the only thing I said was "right" and she was like seriously so since she was getting all pissy with me I said "fine wheres the manager" and finally mom just told me to go sit down because she didnt want me starting anything which Im sure I wouldnt have but I just wanted to see what the manager would say. I think it kinda made the nurse mad though because I just laughed about it because I never liked going there really anyways. Then after mom comes out she said the first thing the doctor asked was where I was. Well turns out his little office manager never told him I was kicked out and he didnt want me kicked out but oh well. She just had to be a bitch about it. Its a funny story. After that we went to Wal-Mart and then we came home. That pretty much sums up my day but it was interesting. Well Im gonna get going everyone. I hope you enjoyed the story. :)

Later!!

Well everyone if my freakin last day of school and i cant wait to get out of this place. i have waited a long time for this and now its finally here and i could be any happier to tell you the truth. i am hopefully moving to Virginia here sometime very soon so i can become a cop there since i hear they need them down there. I finally figured out what im going to do and im going to stay single so i can take more chances and not have people worry about me and become a cop because i love taking chances. hopefully i will find a place with a lot of action. well im out.

Later,
Sub-Zero

Well I am actually writing in this two days in a row. Thats something I havent done for a while. Today is just one of those days where im just feeling really down. I guess you have those days. School is boring AGAIN. We are doing a mock trial in government and thats about as exciting as my day gets. At least im the defense attorney. My girlfriend and I broke things off the other day but we are still going to prom as friends. I actually feel better that way though because every girl deserves better than I can give them. Im not any more special than any other guy. Thats just the way I feel. The track meet against Kennedy got cancelled yesterday so we have to have it tomarrow. I was hoping it would be yesterday because I was ready to go but oh well. Well thats all thats going on for now.

Later,
Sub-Zero