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So I am updating this thing now because I am not sure if I will have time later So everything with Josh is going great. its amazing how happy I am. I just cant wait for the stupid summer. *ugh* Today so far all I have done is go to the gym. I don't really have much else to do. I need to write my Ethics paper but I doubt I will. *:(* . oh well. So I am going to just clean up around the house paint my nails and get ready because around 4 I have to head up to my work to meet the girls for the USF game. *(=* But we are just tailgating then going to Bahama Breeze for Girls Night *Woohu!!* . Just a short little update...ttyl!!

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:Weather: sunny 66F
:Wearing: workout clothes
:Mood: chill
:Watching: nothing
:Thinking: showerrr
:Time: 11:29am

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:color: royal blue
:song: just a dream - carrie underwood
:quote: "Treat a work of art like a prince, let it speak to you first" -Schopenhauer
:person: Jennifer Anniston
:word: blanket (=
:fact: The 57 on Heinz ketchup bottles represents the number of varieties of pickles the company once had.

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so tonight I work from 5 to close I wasn't supposed to close but when ashley asked me i couldnt refuse ... i need the money anyway. hmm. but sadly, that meant I didnt really get to talk to Josh tonight. but I did have two emails waiting for me (=. it is weird caring so much about some you havnt seen in two years me and him have been on and off again dating for 7 years but he is military and i am like four years younger then him so it was alwys hard and complicated. however now it really has a shot at working. but yeah, because of deployment and him living 6 hours away i havnt seen him in 2 years. and even more shocking we have never really had any sexual relationship. crazy huh? . I cant wait to move over there in the summer. truth is though i tend to push him away, because he really is such a good guy and really cares about me crazy huh?? but he is only only guy not to cheat on me and/or use me and my last relationship was wayy abusive. I am not used to being able to communicate. okay okay . enough rambling. (= just all that I have on my mind.
time to relax with my puppies and get some sleeeep
hopefully tomrrow is filled with more chats with Josh
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:Weather: FREEZING ok, 46F and its night time
:Wearing: PJs!!
:Mood: relaxed, exhausted
:Watching: a movie on tbs
:Thinking: i need to get to bed
:Time: 1:OOam

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:color: neon yellow
:song: always be my baby- mariah carey
:quote: "its better to be making the news, then taking it" Winston Churchill
:person: Angelina Jolie
:word: toot
:fact: the average life span for a tiger in the wild is 10-12 years . (crazy short hmm?)

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Okay so I made a new layout, you like it? hehe. but yeah last night was amazing, I got to talk to Josh about so much and he finally started to really open up to me, at least since all the drama from october/november. I care about him soo much and he like professed his love for me! haha. so cute. buttt we still really have to wait until summer till we can truly be together. I just can't wait. can't wait.hehe. but yeah right now I am just laying in bed watching my second lifetime movie of the morning. lol. I don't have anything to do until work at five. Cj went down to his dads so I don't even have to see him. its awkward living with a boyfriend who you already consider your ex too bad he doesnt know. i guess it is kind of mean to hm, but does not even compare to all that he has done to me. plus if I end things I would have to get my own plce with a whole new lese. delaying the moving process to jax to be with josh and I cant just live here with him with us being broken up because he is crazy. He would want to kick me out, he gets phsyical and I would rather pretend everything is good until I can move in May. its not that far away, is it? yeah. this semester flew by, so I am sure that will be no different. okay, I guess I will stop writing I want to email Josh hehe.
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:Weather: cold front but sunny!
:Wearing: pjs long sleeves..
:Mood: relaxed & in love
:Watching: lifetime
:Thinking: I cant wait to see Josh
:Time:9:22 am

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:color: baby pink
:song: only want to be with you - hootie and the blowfish
:quote: Advice is like castor oil, easy enough to give but dreadful to take.
:person: tori spelling
:word: falling
:fact: the average teenage girl losses her virginity at the age of 15

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