wolfdragon2004 , 26

That was way too cool!!! I am studying massage therapy, and I offered my services to Buddy Jewell's band, and him of course. Well, the totally awesome fiddler player took me up on my offer and about melted into the sidewalk!! He invited us to come to their next concert, so we got tickets to the show in Nashville, IN. Mom and I were both hugged by Buddy and told how sweet we were! The fiddler was hitting up on me and told me he was single. Then he hugged me a long time and kissed me on the cheek! He kept repeating mom and my's names so he wouldn't forget.

Before that, another band was playing and Chaz, the singer was giving me some tongue licking lips action, so I got him a bottle of water and made all the other girls jealous! Ha ha.

We also went to see Harold's grave on Memorial day, and it was beautiful. The whole place is just terrific, and they were all so nice.

Yeah, it is getting kind of boring in here. So I decided to make a new journal. Church with Shannon and Aaron was fun last night. The kiwi 8-ball told me not to make a decision on that problem I have been having. I like being a kiwiadviser because it means I get to help people and stuff. I wonder when Jake will call again. I miss him and Shawn pretty bad. I wonder what Robin is doing. Probably hating the teacher. Oh, well, gotta go! Laterz

today is pretty boring and nothing much is happening. i am in the library with robin and rachel just left. i hope to see aaron and shannon tonight and i know what to tell aaron about shannon. i dont know shannon's feelings on this and i wont go out with someone who doesnt like me like that. i may be lonely but i am not desperate. and when we broke up it would just be really awkward for all three of us and stuff like that. I care too much about aaron to do that anyway. i am glad to have such wonderful friends as them. they mean so much to me that i dont know what i would do if i lost them for any reason. it would break

Dear Jakey and Shawnie,
I tried writing you a letter a couple of days ago, but then I lost it so I hope you can forgive me for sending this so late. I have been so busy with all my stupid school work that I haven't really had much free time. Mom says she loves you guys and she misses you as much as I do. Which is a hell of a lot if you didn't already know. Tutu took me to get a bunch of new clothes and I am wearing my really soft new pair of pj's right now. They are red and velvet, with sparkles and a 58 on it. I hope you all haven't forgotten about me up here, since I haven't heard from you for a long while. I miss you guys more each day and whether you care to acknowledge it or not, I love both of you. Even though neither of you care about me the same way any more, I dont care. I hope you all like your new place, and I will be sending this to your new address. I wish I had enough money to come see you down in Texas, or be able to fly you up here. Nothing much is new, otherwise, except for some bitches at school saying bad stuff about me and Robin. But I told them they can all go suck on a nice fat cock and they shut up real quick. And people wonder why I am anti social. Dad is really getting annoying today. My shoulders hurt. I no longer have a personal masseus since mine got a girlfriend and has been keeping his distance from me. Which probably makes you simply ecstatic Jakey, since you didn't like him anyway. Everyone has been asking me lately about my "boyfriend". They were all very surprised that I didn't have one right now and were also surprised that no one has been asking me out lately. I think they all hate me personally, and none of them think I am pretty in the least anyway so I really dont care. You probably dont want to hear about all this, so I will stop that now. The boys are still under your influence (unfortunately) because they try to be just like you two and that makes me miss you even more. I met a girl who is going to help me get modeling jobs with her company and I am really excited about my fashion shoot on Monday (the 12th.) Purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! I wish I had a phone card so I could call and talk to you. But last time I did talk to you you acted like you didn't want to talk to me Jake. Writing reports all the time is not fun at all, but I am not going to be like you two losers and get my G.E.D. I am going to be a "good girl" and go to college so I can buy my castle and my island and all that other stuff I want. Maybe sometime when I am going to auditions, I will get to go to Texas. Maybe drop in and see you sometime. But knowing my luck you wouldnt be home and no one would be there at all, or I would get the wrong house and end up getting raped or something. I don't really know what else to tell you, (and I am not really afraid of going to the wrong place and all that) so I guess I will wrap this up.
Love you,
Jessica