The cold didn't get too bad, thank God.

I went home to visit and bake for a couple of days. It was fun hanging out with Braden. Mom and Courtney did the usual... fight, yell and drive me crazy. Got my car fixed though. And my hair cut, and the baking turned out good.

I'm back now. I bought a shower radio, which I'm really excited about. I started decorating for Christmas, but I'm not that good at it. Scotty agrees lol.

Watching the OC. Loving it. Going to pick up the boyfriend soon. We met up on his lunch break to eat but it'll be nice to spend time with him tonight. Hopefully.

Well, things with the boyfriend are good. Work is okay. I get to go home this weekend, which I'm excited about.

But I'm sick. I have icky nose, I'm pretty cold, and I just feel overall icky. Doesn't help that I worked until midnight last night, and started again at 8 this morning. But it always feels like such an accomplishment when I survive a full day of work feeling sick. Especially since I can't afford to miss days.

I am praying for this to be a short cold. At least it doesn't seem like I have the swine flu.

I hate that when I decided to not write on kiwibox, I started 'blogging' on livejournal and blogspot. One for private and kiwibox people, and the other just for fun. Those, plus this 'blog', equals way too many blogs, and way to many entries all over the place.

But things have been good. Less fighting with the boyfriend in the past day or so. Last night we drank with our roommate and the girl he's seeing, which happens to be my 17 year old cousin. It was actually fun. She went to bed kind of early and I just stayed up talking to the boys. They're both from Ontario so they were basically telling me horror stories from the bigger cities. Where I'm from it's so calm. The scariest thing to happen here is a random person walking behind you when you're walking home from the bar, calling you 'sweetheart'. Or lucky me, who has a bum constantly shopping at the grocery store where I work, calling me beautiful and really creeping me out.

But I had fun hanging out with the boys. Now I just have to survive the next few days of work then I get to go home and visit the family and hang out with my little nephew.

I've finally come to a decision.

I knew I could never leave this place completely, with the journal having carried over, I still have that all intact here. There's still people who's journals I've been reading for years who are writing on here. And even though I hate that it's blog-style, I still like this style better than livejournal or blogspot. I find myself constantly forgetting I even have a journal on there, yet my fingers always want to type kiwibox in the address space.

I still hate the loss of qbooks, the loss of real journals, HATE HATE all the german, also hate hate the people running this site, and especially the fact that they don't care even the slightest bit about us old users. I am still so much against those people, and all these changes.

I just still feel the same about writing in here. Like I can write whatever. I probably will keep my livejournal for the really private stuff, but from now on, I think I will continue writing everyday stuff in here.

In the meantime, I will be editing old journal entries and removing pointless boxfillers, other pointless stuff, editing stuff out, deleting really person stuff I don't want anyone to see. I just wish there was an option to make certain entries 'private' or 'friends only'.

But yes, for now I am back.

1) It won't keep me logged in. A big issue with kiwibox 2.0

2) On the side where it shows latest comments, it's showing stuff from 2008. I know my last entries were in 2008, but I don't think they should be showing up, when its almost 2010.

3) Why can't we publish without previewing?